Saturday, March 4, 2006
I am confuzzled yet very happy right now! How do i summarize everything that has been happening? Lets see.... I was sad in my last post because Kelly said no to being my boyfriend... because I love him too much. I couldn't stay mad at him for more than 2 periods at school. I told him I would still be his friend, but that I was planning on going to Prom with Josh from Cottonwood also(in my head I wanted to make hinm jealous... plus Josh is cute). Ever since then we have gotten closer than we were before. I will just leave it at that... people think we are bf and gf and I don't want to go to Prom with josh anymore and Kelly still wants to be my bf, but then he would seem like a hypocrite and would make his mom cry again. I didn't know what to tell him. I want his family to like me, but i want to be able to hold his hand like last night without feeling guilty. also, do you know how hard for me it woul dbe to stop flirting with a lot of guys? I bet I could do it if I set my mind to it. I am very confused on the whole thing... all I know is that we are going to prom together and i want to give him his first kiss! yeah... help me out you guys!