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Sunday, January 15, 2006


   blah blah blah *cries*
Life is stupid. Nothing seems to be going right. Everyday I feel like I am losing friends or falling away from them at least. One of them realized I am falling away fromthe church and is attackin gme aand preachig to me now. Another feels like I am betraying their trust when I would never do that in an entire life time... because I care about our friendship too much. *cries* They won't believe me when I tell them that though. Then others who used to tell me everything in their lives seem to be hidding things from me. I try to hang on to what used to be there, but all i get are lies and secrets which tears us apart. *screams* I HATE IT!! Then another friend slowly faded from me being her Best Friend to another person being her best friend. Why does this happen? *tear* ~-~ I feel like I have no best friend anymore... i have no one to turn to. My journal is the only thing I can trust with my secrets.

I am also upset because I had 3 guys in mind to ask to Sweethearts, but they all got asked last week before I had a chance. Now I have a dress with no date. I promised myself I would go to every dance this year, so if you people have any available guys in mind, tell me about them. thanks.

Work is going great though. It is a place I can go and relieve myself... meet new people... and sonemplate on my life and how crappy it is compared to these models around me at work :P At least I found out that while working at the mall, basically everystore gives me a discount. Yesterday I got 20% off at Forever Young shoes store! Well, you should all visit me on days you have time to! Thanks for listening to all of my complaining! *.*

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