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Monday, November 15, 2004


*sigh*
I've been working on many new pictures lately, don't know when I will have time to finish them all. Sorry for not writting more, but going to both highschool and college will drain almost any 16 year old dry... Also slightly depressed over the apperent end to relationship with boyfreind. I think our age difference was the thing he didn't like (I'm 16 he was 21). Oh well, if he doesent have the guts to talk to me any more, i will do the same thing to him that he has been doing to me. Being polite but practically ignoring him. I mean honestly how hard can it be? we only have one class together, which is at the college. I geuss I really am upset over this turn of events, seeing as I never rant like this. I apologise to all the poor random people who have to read this and not fully understand how I got in this situation. I will attempt to explain by quoting my evil mother, 'she has the body of a twenty five year old, and the mind of a thirty year old; her age however is the maijor problem." Love you too mother (grumble). Mabye spilling here will help, who knows might do me some good. Waaah! I still dont see why he doesent like me any more! I mean I am not hideous, passably nice, and intellegant. I geuss that the deciding factor was that the jerk was not mature enough to deal with my age (which is ironic seeing as he is older). Oh well, who needs men? I have my infinently superior chemistry, books, and anime; what more could a girl ask for? I can only think of one thing for myself; to finally become capable of being attrcted to guys my own age, not grown men. I guess that I really am messed up.
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