Cruse the man who made Mondays -glares at Algebra 2, English, Honors Chemistry, and History homework- Oh well...at least P.E. and Drama don't assign homework...
Wait...everybody else had to go to school today..er...(curse time zones as well! lol--it's 10:14pm for me, so give me a break! Still doing my homework too, jerks -shakes fist while thinking of teachers-)yesturday, right? Or did some of you get Columbus Day off?
Anyway... -sigh- I like a guy...even though I shouldn't (and no, it's not the guy that last post's question delt with)...anywho...this guy I like...we don't even live near eachother (well, Northern Cal. vs. Southern)...I've never even seen him before...I met him this summer through IM-ing...so that just pisses me off...how I think I like him even though we've never even been face to face...makes me feel so damn immature! Psh...well...haven't been able to talk to him for almost 2 months now...cuz he's too busy with football and soccer and whatever...and it stings...how it seems like I'm reminded of him countless times a day by little things...simple thoughts of the random stuff we talked about, the way we helped eachother, and the serious conversations we held...we literally talked all day during the summer...9am to about 5 or 6pm...damn...I we must have been addicted to eachother! lol Well, he has a twin sister too, so of course the two of us talked a ton too. ^^ Hehe, they used to fight about who got to talk to me, stealing the laptop from eachother -stares at the ceiling- Hehe...she said, when he was talking to me he would--
Damn it! >< OMG! I'm talking too much and spilling my guts out at the same time! Ahhh!!! -turns up music to relieve stress-
Okay, I'm gonna go now, before I make myself puke with all of this sappy crap I'm mumbling about. lol...but seriously ugh! I hate feeling immature...and the way I'm feeling for these two people...that's pretty immature...right?
*Midnight Malice*
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