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Wednesday, November 3, 2004
One big fat lie - for here.
I'm depressed again. God, I hate when Erin gets all depressed, coz she gets me talking about things and gets me depressed, too. It's not very happy. Coz depression makes me tired and cranky.
I hate my life. If my life weren't so fucking irritating, I wouldn't be so depressed all the time. I mean, the whole Morgan thing is really starting to get to me. And the fact that I'm living a complete lie is really grating on my sanity, too.
Nobody. That's who I am. I'm a nobody. And I try so hard to be a somebody, but that just kills me in the end. And that's why I'm living a lie. People are so convinced that I'm this strange little girl who probably needs mental help, yet, I'm just a normal nobody putting on a big act for the world.
Encore! That's what the world is saying. Encore. But I'm not going to give it an encore. Because I'm planning on not having children, so my legacy ends with me. The show ends now. It doesn't get a sequel. And it doesn't need a sequel.
The show doesn't need to go on.
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