Today i saw my friend Jessica and saw how much she had changed and how far i was in the dark;
She wanted to find love in a guy but they treated her wrong so now she says shes gay;
Silly girl. You just don't turned gender over night looking for love from either sex won't save you harm
But whatever hit from the bowl and take another smoky hit...
My dear friend Grace is so kind to me but yet is so blinded by her new pals that I'm almost a ghost now;
I heard that she does a bit of coke now and that she isn't a virgin no more;
When did she start believing she was all grown up?
But what can i do I'll smile while i take two puffs then pass it to you...
With the day down to a blue haze i turned to my babe but it turns to be faith;
Sadly i just didn't need someone else trying to speak to me;
I closed my cell phone and threw it in my closet. Right now i just simply hate the world.
Sometimes I feel like an addicted with no needle to go into his veins...
So I press my face into the sheets and scream as loud as i can;
I just wonder if the demon can hear me so far below;
I hear that he makes our lives a living hell. So right now i'm cussing at him.
Alone in my room once again and like always the sheets are cold...
Times like these call for a blunt wrap and music playing throughout the house;
But I have neither and what good does that does a hopeless guy;
Well I believe theres nothing more to write to the people who can't see me anyway.
Goodnight empty city.