[But i do it all for you..
Hello my dear sweetheart once again I wake up with another black eye;
Like always my words will fumble over the phone as i try to create a small lie;
You always tell me that there are other ways to the plastic glass that traps you but i haven't found a road yet.
And I just can't find the detour..
I don't care what happens i just want to hold you in my arms;
And I'll spill as much blood as i must for this battle that chose me without my knowing;
But you look down on such actions and tell me that i'm being stubborn.
I just want to be able to look up at the same sky as you thats all...
If i'm wrong then i don't know whats right;
I feel so forever helpless and all my actions seem to leave you worried;
So what can i do? You want me to breath easier.
But can't you see...
I can't breath easier....
Until i'm next to you.
Reason for poem:
For those of you who are able to kiss your lover good night i do envy you truly. You see..(sigh) my wife parents aren't quite comfortable with me yet and that means that she'll be just out my reach for a while. Inside i can't stop my heart from crying and on the outside i can't crack a smile..Its unfair.
Its so unfair *wipes eyes* heh..no amount of tears can solve this huh...
well uhm..uh have a good day guys k,