[Alert.. Alert.. ]
Below these words are bar lines ( == )these words are one of my most rarest form of style within my poetic work in date. Now to make things clear what i am about to do is allow my brain to over flow with words upon this paper here. Now the reason why its so rare is that i rarely ever allow my brain to release such emotions or naked actions as i may say spill forth. But i do believe that some people enjoy my work a bit and somehow maybe it'll help them in the future.
I want to be the voice for the youth that doesn't bloom.
[Now before you read this free your spirit]
Meaning...relax be open minded or better yet fall within its reality.
*thinks* Hopefully we are on the same page here^^;;; sorry if not. Ok here is my first ever written raw piece.
P.s Please take time to enjoy my work. It would really mean a lot to me.
Ticking is always inside my head at times cause maybe i feel if i don't take action that I'll never lead in a battle cry;
My hands want to map out the world but yet i haven't really had the time to grow a bit of order;
So silly of me. Thinking about stars doesn't make me one myself maybe I'm a little too dim.
[My eyes scan for the ticking but i haven't got any new clocks lately...[sigh] poor choice.
If i had a clock at least i could blame it on that logic alone but i don't;
Do i believe that i have the power to bring force a voice heard by millions?
The answer here is yes and no. Reason is because being a prime youth with such a rebel classic style is unheard of.
[Meaning many people believe I'm an unfaithful dirty dog with lovable blue eyes..[sigh] they do curse me.
To them I'm this foolish cocky jock with an AK47 on a school bus full of handicap kids;
Why would they expand on so much evil like that? Doesn't that make them evil to image such a scene?
But still the halo does not hug my head. I don't believe I'm tainted but if so god save me.
[So now that you have talked with me can you really grasp an positive outlook here...
Not for me but for yourself. Do you find yourself surrounded by enemy lines each week?
Or better choice of words an outcast. This is darkness but then there is light;
There is heaven but then there is hell right below the mid-side.
[Now tell me are you living to live or living to die..[wait don't answer]
You must think truly to your roots and find where your mix;
Because once you find the truth below these words you will find humanity;
If you look deep enough you will understand how i see the world in my eyes.
And then we can walk freely with souls that paint running childish pleasures...
Being able to stable the war between our inner demon and our noble spirit.
Look up in the sky and take a deep breath...
Can't you feel it?
If you have read this thank you for doing so because for each and ever one of who did i feel a bit closer to you guys. Cause well this was my inner voice who thought no one could hear him and it kinda popped into my head that maybe you guys like me you know.
Like y'all really cared me as a pal and cared about myself being. So i wanted to show one of my works which i kinda keep to myself cause well ...maybe i don't want people knowing my wonders ya know cause well thats all i have left these days. But i don't want to talk your head off.
In short i don't feel so lost now.
laterz my friends.
[p.s] this is for my baby who always helps me up when i'm down thanks baby(hopes she sees this=.=)