Saturday, March 8, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates [Half/Reality:-chap 3 ....If you find her you will be able to live free without chains. If you find her your aura will be pure and your flaws will finally rest. [Morning once again... Fuji:*looks out the window as birds sing near a nearby tree* I gotta find her...*jumps out window and lands on the surface* (sniffs air) she can't be far. =Back at Fran's place= Fran:*sits on Fuji's bed* Silly fool *takes out a cell phone* (ring ring) Fran:I need 78233 caught and placed back within the system in less then 72 hours do you think you can do that..? Unknown voice: Anything for you. (Call ends) [People enjoy killing dreams.... Fuji:*walks through the smoky streets* Mitsko..*drifts into a dazed* =Suddenly out of the blue a black blur smashes Fuji into a building sending him into a broken down subway= Fuji:*holds his head as he tries to get to his feet* Shadow:*creepy voice* here kitty kitty...*bloody grin* Fuji:*eyes widen*(sniffs air).....You. Shadow:*laughs* wanna play? [End]=======================[Mellows rant: Well this chapter was sort of short and well sorry for that i just am a bit tired but i promise the next one will rock your socks offXD Till then, Mellow My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Thursday, March 6, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates Tainted lover. A hole fills my heart as i struggle not to let the sadness into my eyes; My entire society floated inside her arms but today she let go; Sending me into an empty pool of confusion and misunderstandings. Tainted... Her voice comes to a whisper as nothing in the world seems to matter; Human faces all become blurred as you think back on the only face you saw through the crowd; But as you look pass the faces you can't find her now. You start to break down... Pieces of your heart dip onto the dusty surface as it crumbles soon after; Ain't it beautiful? Do you enjoy my pain or is it not the game of the year yet? But what does it matter some would love to hurt me just as she. So take your shot... I'll spread my arms wide with my eyes dead like my torn bitter heart; I'll tell you to grab an arm or a leg so you could rip me apart; Then let me soak within my own mess. The results of all the broken pieces i have yet to get. +Mellow+ ========== You might want to ask but believe me its better if you don't even know goodnight city. Robert My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates [Half/Reality :Chap - 2 ...Wheres my heaven? Is there a place to which only smiles and sounds of glee are heard? Some say there is but that they only are born in the light to which i have never laid fingers on... I want the light. [Time stands still..... Fuji:*Blinks a couple of times* uhhh where am i?*gets to his feet* Mitsko: Where aren't you? Fuji:*Rubs head* I don't understand. *Looks over himself and sees that no wounds are on his body* Where are my ... Mitsko:*Opens her hand and shows a small black box* Its all in here *grins* Fuji: I-I... what do you mean? *rubs head then realizes ears are out and tries to hide them along with his tail that he trucks between his legs* Mitsko:*Walks up to him until about 10 inches are between them* Your pain and sorrow are here within this box *pokes him in the forehead as she stares within his eyes* Fuji:*Starts to fall back* Whats happening...*eyes grow hazy as his vision blurs* Mitsko:Don't forget to run *smirks* they'll take you away from me if they catch you. Fuji: Mitsko...*everything turns black [I can't see her eyes.... When i wake up Its midnight and i lay in a beach where the waters kisses the ocean shore. Mitsko said that she was my other half in every way leading me to believe that maybe she's the unbroken me. But she could be tainted just like the rest but then again why try to feed me such lies....? She sounded as if i were her puzzle piece. [Don't let them catch you... Fuji:*awakes to car alarms as cop cars shoot through the town* Are they coming for me? *begins to walk away from sounds* =Car getting louder as if they are getting closer= Fuji:*eyes widen* They are coming after me no way *starts running across the sands* =Loud voices followed by many footsteps= Fuji:*runs faster and faster until he can't go any faster* No !! What did i do this time!!! *trips and falls down hard in the sand as dark faces and lights shine down on him* Unknown voice: Don't move or you will be shot *guns sound off* Fuji:*shakes as he lays on his belly* I can't let them catch me..Fran will hurt me...*takes a big gulp as sweat run down his face* must catch the light... *Jumps to his feet and turns to face his foes* You can't have me. *balls fist* Unknown voice:You will be shot !! stand down!!! *guns click off safety* Fuji:*looks down at his hands* Mitsko you said you where my other half... you say this as if you could fix me...*closes eyes* I'll fall in your arms then *rushes towards the lights and guns* Unknown voice: FIRE!!! *bullets paint the walls* [I'll grab onto her hope... I don't know nothing of love neither do i know of a caring soul. But Mitsko saved me from my self pity so maybe just maybe i can fight to gain foundation back by her side. People prevent her and i from seeing face to face and i believe this is why i can't see her eyes. I want to see them. [Here i go... Fuji:*eyes turn red as ears are tainted black* (Rawr) *leaps and lands between the crowd of flashing lights and war cries* You are all in my way* =GUNS FIRE= Fuji:*rips a man from his torso as blood creates a mist over the confused crowd* I will rid you from my path *grabs a hold of a throat and rips the spine right out of the body as he swings it towards more victims which bodies fall like rain drops* =Guns shot fade as screams of agony cover the playing field= Fuji:*stands covered in blood as he chews on a finger he bit off during the active display* Unknown man:*leads against the cop car holding his bloody arm which hangs from only few pieces of his own flesh* Fuji:(sniffs air) *eyes widen with blood lust* Is this a voice of fear? (sniffs air) the same voice which lead bullets to my heart which you happen to care so little about *turns attention to cop car* Pain is beautiful ain't it? Unknown man:*trembles as he holds his gun close waiting for a fair shot* uh...(breaths hard) uh...*counts in head as he hears the footsteps come closer* uh *shuts eyes and leaps out from car firing but no one is there* Wha...Wheres the proto-type?!! *gets on speaker* 498!! 498 !!! He got away!!! Class SS has gotten away!!! [I not a killer..I was just scared.. Blood covers my whole body from head to feet. I feel dirty just as Fran would make me feel if she was touching me... I'm not a killer. [What have i done...? Fuji:*hides in a nearby broken down building as cars and helicopters circle the city* I-I-I killed...someone *looks at bloody hands* No..no.. no *wipes hands on walls* can't be true..i didn't..i didn't *punches the wall and starts crying* ???:Don't be so hard on yourself. Fuji:*Looks up* Mitsko.. Mitsko:*wipes tears* So how many souls fell? Fuji: *looks at her trying not to cry* About 30 I believe they have friends and people who care about them...*tears run down* and i took them!! i took them!! Mitsko:*smiles and picks up his chin just a bit with her finger tip* Its ok. I'll make it all better *holds him close* but if i do so you must promise to find me? Fuji:*falls into her arms* I promise... [end chap 2====================[Mellow's rant: If you didn't get a chance to read the first chapter PM me and I'll send you a copy right away well other then that hope you enjoyed you time stepping into "half/reality". Till next time comrades, Mellow. My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Monday, March 3, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates [Half/reality part:1 ...Do dreams mean anything these days? Hello my name is Fuji(shy,timid, hopeless dreamer Fuji) i am just now 16 and currently living with Fran who age i don't even know myself(The story between us is ...kinda weird)we live in the back of some old shop. Lately I have been having a dream about a girl who has no name for me to call her by. Her hair covers most of her face and the only thing that stands out is her smile which always whispers my name...I just don't understand. [Alarm sounds]: BEEP BEEPP BEEPP!!! Fuji:*sits up from covers and turns off alarm* Another dream *places hands over face* who are you...? [Who is this girl....? Fuji:(sigh) Will i ever know? ???: Will you? Fuji: huh? *turns around* Fran...*gets a hold of himself* how long have you been there? Fran:*smirks a bit* Long enough to know that is "girl" means something *places finger tips around neck and steps closer* Fuji:*stumbles a bit* Fran..what..are you doing? Fran:*grabs a hold of Fuji's hand and presses it firmly against the wall* Can't you see shes in your head (whispers) Fuji:...In my head? Fran:*grabs tighter as she stares with blood lust in her eyes* Yeah... Fuji: >.< please stop your hurting me again *looks away from Fran's red eyes* Fran:*puts pressure to where the bones start to crack* Was that an order? Fuji:ahhhh!! *bites lip as bones snap within his hand* No!!! no!! i'm sorry!! i'm sorry!! Fran:*lets go* Clean yourself and get ready today's lab work will be a bit harsh so prepare yourself. Fuji:*Falls to floor holding hand* Yes...yes..ma'am. [ No..she is not my mother,lover, or even my friend shes my owner.. You see my DNA was altered by a cat gene while i was still in the phrases of life so when i was born i had strange ears and a tail....My parents dis-owned me and the state took over. This is where Fran comes in. [Sigh..someone save me from this hell =Meanwhile at the lab= Doctor G:*speaks into a microphone somewhere in another room* Now Fuji we will run a few blood test ok. Fuji:*trembles with terror* B-b-but we just ran some...I-I-I don't want no more. Doctor G:*puts down the mic and turns to Fran* (sigh) At this rate we won't be able to tell whether he is a class c model or a ss model. Fuji:Can i go now? Its starting to hurt*tries to pull free from chains which have been placed around his arms, legs, and waist* Fran:*Turns to Doctor G* Run the test =machines start up as needles are prepared= Fuji:*eyes widen with terror* NO!!no!! what are you doing!!!? *tries to break free* Doctor G:*Turns to Fran* Should we do this? he seems terrified. Fran:(glares) He can handle it continue. Doctor G:(sigh) Fine.. Fuji:*screams loudly as needles press into his skin and pump into his system as blood is slowly taken *blood spills onto the floor as he becomes limp and faints* [Not again....KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN...KEEP THEM OPEN!! I woke up in my bed again and this only means three things: 1)The results couldn't be read due to me passing out in such a small period of time. 2)Fran has to report to CEDRA about why no new test sujects are being given. 3)I will be punish. [Someone save me... Fuji: *Looks around room* Not again..I passed out *tries to get to feet* I got to get out before Fran comes...*stumbles to feet and heads towards the window* I-I must.... Fran:You must what.. *smirks as she holds a couple of needles about 13-16 inches in her hand* you fail me again Fuji *blood lust appears within eyes* Fuji:*tries to ope window but nails won't allow it to open* No...don't...i can do it next time!*starts to shake as she comes closer* Fran:Heh Next time *shoves a needle through his arm sticking Fuji into the wall* Fuji:AHHHHHHHH!!!*blood taints the wall* NO!! PLEASE!!! Fran: Silly child.*Grabs him by his ears and stabs another needles deep into his hand which stabs into the wall* Fuji:*bites lip so hard that his makes himself bleed* owwww.....stop...no more [That night.... I bled for hours as she cut her name into my flesh as the needle held me in place allow her to have her way with my black and swollen body ...It hurt so much. But it wasn't the pain it was the fact she was all i had. [Save me... Fuji:*Barely breathing as blood stains the floor* ow...*tries to take a needle out but it seems useless* ???:Does that hurt you? Fuji:*Looks up to see a girl standing in front of him* Fran...? Mitsko:*Leans close* No..I'm Mitsko your other half *rubs his cut kitty ears* I'm sorry i took so long *worried look on face* Fuji:what...do you mean? *blood dips from chin* Mitsko: I'm here to save you *smiles sweetly and kisses him softy* now hold take my hand.. Fuji:*red in the face as he grabs onto her hand*...Your..the.. Mitsko:*nods head up and down* uh-huh *they both disappear. ..the girl from my dreams [End chap 1] =====================[Mellows rant] Well now if you were wondering WHERE OF ALL WHERE did is anime come from this is the result of mixing "Fallen" and "Autumns Dust" together with little bit of my logic and reality into it. This will be a project which i will work on throughout my stay in Myo meaning this is the new face for the cover Web/Manga/anime series that i will have up and running. With luck of course. Mellow My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates The grass is greener on the other side. I'm what you would call a lonesome Jim reason being is because for some reason I am always walking my streets alone. While most beg to get away from crowds I actually wonder what they are all about but yet if invited no one would know i was there. I feel like a ghost sometimes to tell the truth because whenever someone needs me I'm there but when i need someone its pretty rare for me to catch an embrace. I don't turn to family or friends because in this reality of mine they all ran out and forgot about me,yup all of them just left without a second notice. In person I rarely ever speak due to the fact that I'm rarely ever talked to as a person of society. People say when i speak that my words are either too deep or either i start speaking over their head with logic or my favorite so far I'm just too deep for them so whats the point. Either way it goes it just turns out to me being quiet and skating away on my board. For 7 years now I haven't had a person in my town try to gain a foot on my foundation and trying to get to know me. Its sad really and from time to time i just feel like a broken toy no one whats to play with. As an outcome for all the years in the dark i have became really shy and not a people person at all, in fact this site is the only proof that i ever do speak to "humans". I'm just so tired it all. +Mellow+ My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Friday, February 29, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates Daily humanity. I notice that in this life time we all work till the end of our duty is complete. From birth to ashes our goal is to gain control over our placement and gain a strong foundation for the future. There are some people who embrace this duty as a blessing or more likely as a "suppose-to-do thing" and then there are people who just don't choose to follow the rules handed to them. Now before you place yourself in a group... I have seen that people who take their duty with fashion either defeat the burden of a work place or are destroyed by it. These people are the type of people who have their head in the game from finish to start without a blink or a second to spare. In short they are what i call a task worker meaning:"Work now, Play later". Now as for the those who throw alway the book and float off into their dreams these people live for today and not for tomorrow. They embrace the new instead of trying to stick to the same old story that their grandparents told them. I like to call them my dream chasers. Now neither group is better then the other they both have there flaws now.. The task worker may over-look his/her enjoyment in life and become another hardworking "Bob & Jane" in the world. Now as for the dream chasers they may simply never catch their dream and end up hopeless then become a "Bob & Jane" as well. Now as for me I'm a dream chaser and i knew this ever since i was a young boy. I understand we must work in order to live but i feel that i can live a wonderful life without dealing with the stress of lame chores which society ships out let pie to fat people. I know that there are risk but what fun is it to play on the safe side anyway? My career i chose for life is a poet or a pro skater *rubs chin* most would say that those type of jobs just aren't something you gain off the back of your hand but then others may say reach for the stars. Those people always seem to have the most fun... But i would like to know how do you fair between these two groups or do you have a group of your own which you have mastered. If so PM your feedback to me so i can read up on so active news (also since i can't see my comment box...yeah y'all probably can but i can't -sigh- i can't even comment on sites) Well thats enough for me guys i believe i wasted enough of your time with my senseless ramble*bows* good day comrades, +Mellow+ My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates I just felt like writing. I been looking around lately and trying to study what i can from the forever changing earth. I found out that sometimes knowing people isn't all worth it is suppose to be and being alone isn't too fair of a choice either. I know it may sound strange but the only way it can sound clear is if you tune out all the B/S you believe that is true but really isn't. Not saying to throw away your joy but to just leave all the plastic dolls you find along the way behind. But then again maybe I'm looking at the glass half-empty and then again maybe there is some truth to my words who knows but god himself. There will always be two sides to every story I just believe i'm telling my side. Maybe I'm standing on the other side of my words who knows. And thats that...I just felt like writing. +Mellow+ My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates I hate lines The people in line always seem to cut me in order to get where they need to go; Maybe I'm the victim or maybe I'm just a simple weakling; Since i don't evade nor protect myself from the disrespect that they have just given. But if i step out of line I'll lose my place... Not that its a lovely place but that its better then what i have left behind; If i was modest i would call it a small flaw in my step but i believe i was just mistreated; Why does everyone pass me up and doesn't take me with them? Maybe I need courage... But why risk what little i have? And why stay for so little? Either way i go i'ma still fall short of any surface ahead; Will i be able to deal? There's no time... Here they come again with their bold faces that i could never find in a mask; But I'm prepared for it all to crumble now so here take my spot; I'll see you on the inside of it all i guess.... Here I go. +Mellow+ My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Monday, February 25, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates [Pothead] Today i saw my friend Jessica and saw how much she had changed and how far i was in the dark; She wanted to find love in a guy but they treated her wrong so now she says shes gay; Silly girl. You just don't turned gender over night looking for love from either sex won't save you harm But whatever hit from the bowl and take another smoky hit... My dear friend Grace is so kind to me but yet is so blinded by her new pals that I'm almost a ghost now; I heard that she does a bit of coke now and that she isn't a virgin no more; When did she start believing she was all grown up? But what can i do I'll smile while i take two puffs then pass it to you... With the day down to a blue haze i turned to my babe but it turns to be faith; Sadly i just didn't need someone else trying to speak to me; I closed my cell phone and threw it in my closet. Right now i just simply hate the world. Sometimes I feel like an addicted with no needle to go into his veins... So I press my face into the sheets and scream as loud as i can; I just wonder if the demon can hear me so far below; I hear that he makes our lives a living hell. So right now i'm cussing at him. Alone in my room once again and like always the sheets are cold... Times like these call for a blunt wrap and music playing throughout the house; But I have neither and what good does that does a hopeless guy; Well I believe theres nothing more to write to the people who can't see me anyway. Goodnight empty city. +Mellow+ My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Navigation +TheOtaku+ +Backroom+ +Guestbook+ +Add Me+ +Talk to Me+ F.Y.I + Name: Robert + Gender: Mellow sk8-3r + Birthday: 11\08\88 + Location: Inside thoughts + Occupation: Me-ae's husband, skateboarder, poet,Mc ,lover. + Achievements: Being able to see what other people are afraid to notice, Not being a follower but a leader in my own way. + Goals: To be with my wife and live a long life. Favorite Anime +FLCL+ +FMA+ +peace maker+ +elfen lied+ +air gear+ +wolfs rain+ +death note+ +bleach+ +megatokyo+ Introduction ♥Konnichiha my fellow thrashers of society i'm Robert♥ just your mellow skater living within his own tunes and i have a girlfriend (Odetojoy) who i love to death!!!:) MY BABE!!!! [click it] My Pictures /\_/\ (^w^) (> <) Updates Kiss me again but not with the knife. Dealing with the pressure of waiting around for an unknown outcome is a burden in itself alone. Choices which i have made may lead me to justice or may leave me to failure. I wish i could gain what i seek at the moment but its far from reach and if i speak my words into nearby ear I'll be told to move on or to make another choice. I have given a lot to be here and well i hope my road doesn't lead to failure because i can't go back on anything i have done. All this for a kiss that i pray will touch my lips one day ...all this stress and worried over just one kiss. Some people believe its not worth it and that there are million of fishes out in the sea for me to catch but to tell the truth i ain't toO much of a fisherman. So it looks like I'll have to play the card which is never in my hands but stuck in the deck on cards which is alway at the bottom. Sometimes love hurts, sometimes love is biter sweet, and sometimes its all worth it in the end. I stand here to wait out my story which i have fought so blindly for and i am still waiting... Give me love or give me death nothing more or nothing less. +Mellow+ My Avi Mwahaha 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile...P.s i'm part of that 2% XD Love you baby!!!<3 Rules [hate to put these up but i have to] 1.) dont talk shit about my wifey or im kickn ur ass...[then shes kicken ur ass] 2.) respect me & ill respect u 3.) no chain letters, drama, XXX rated shit. this is a happy place [sorry 4 all the cussing...het used to it] 5.) & to all those who i consider my friends, ill treat you like family. so plz treat me the same so we can built a great foundation. 6.)peace n love lets keep this place mellow Credits Mellowthrasher © Robert Layout By: OdeToJoy

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