Sunday, May 17, 2009

   I feel the familiar pattern of no sleep returning.
Guess what!! Remember David?
He just broke up with his girlfriend AGAIN and is chasing my friend Keetha around. It's like deja vu because the situation is almost identical of the one we had in December.

Keetha is apparently in ~deep love with him. I tried to talk her out of it, but no use. He probably wants her for sex. He's going to get it and start treating her like he did Lacey - shit.

I'm so glad I didn't end up with David.
He's a creeper.

~Moog

Song Lyric-Inspired Survey.
* Note: questions may have nothing to do with the meaning of the song;
they're merely -inspired- by the lyrics.

xox
| I . W a s . W r o n g | + | Social Distortion |

1. Do you ever feel like it's just you against the world?
Almost never. I have a lot of people behind the decisions I make.

2. Are you one to hide your emotions, or do you freely express them?
I cry a lot, up to three times a week. I'm such a little emo kid. I'm pretty emotional. *angst angst*

3. What is one important realization you have reached?
I've realized that I'm the one who has to make my decisions. I have to rely on ME for once.

4. Do you have a problem with the way society is today? In what ways?
I hate society. It really bugs me a lot of the times with all of the obvious double standards. Christians and Conservatives really bother me, especially. A lot of the Republican Jesus Zombies out there don't realize that gay people are PEOPLE. They sit down and shit like you do, they just love a little differently. Plus, didn't Jesus say to be Christlike? I don't ever think I've read about Jesus discriminating.

5. When was the last time you engaged in self-destructive behavior?
A long time ago.

6. When was the last time you admitted that you were wrong?
every five minutes.

7. Is there a habit or thought that you are trying to change?
my negativity. My boyfriend hates it.

8. Who was the last person you argued with? About what?
Nick, and about my sex life.

9. Who was the last person you hurt, either intentionally or not?
probably my mother. She's going through menopause and she gets upset every time I say something to her.

10. Do you take other people's advice and criticisms into consideration?
No. Haha.

11. ^ Why or why not?
I do things how I want.

12. Have you ever felt like the victim of bad luck?
ALL THE TIME.

| I r i s . | + | Goo Goo Dolls |

1. Is there anyone that you consider perfect, or nearly perfect?
There's this girl at school, Jenna. I swear she's a robot. Perfect grades, perfect poise, perfect speech, athletic, motivated, pretty, friendly, has a boyfriend, need I continue? I know she's not perfect, but I can't help but wonder where her flaws are... It makes me wonder what kind of person she is on the inside... I wonder if she's empty or something sad like that.

2. Is there anyone that you have romantic feelings for?
Correct.

3. How do you feel when you're in the arms of a loved one?
WARM. TODAY IT WAS SO FUCKING HOT AND I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND DOUBLES AS A FURNACE.

4. When was the last time you did something just to feel alive?
never.

5. Have you ever felt like you were living a lie?
a few years ago, yes.

6. Do you find that many people misunderstand you? In what ways?
I'm often misunderstood. People think I'm unintelligent or something else before they get to know me. I'm judged quickly.

7. When was the last time you were completely in the moment?
....the moment?

8. What was the last promise that you broke?
"We've been best friends for at least five years, lets keep it going."

9. Who was the last person to break a promise to you?
see above

10. When was the last time you experienced a broken heart?
fuckface dan

11. What is one misconception that other people tend to have about you?
that I'm all lolz and no srsness

| L i t . U p | + | Buckcherry |

1. Do you know anyone that has a serious drug problem?
Nope. I know people that do drugs casually, but no insane downward spiral cokeheads.

2. What have your parents specifically told you about drugs/drug-use?
Nothing really. Just no.

3. Has anyone ever offered you any illegal drug? How did you handle it?
Nope.

4. In your opinion, what is an effective way to stop drug use?
People are always going to use, like back in the twenties when they had the prohibition law. No matter how illegal you make it people are still going to violate the law.

5. ^ Do you think the anti-smoking and anti-drug ads are effective?
Not really.

^ Explain why or why not?
See a few questions above

6. ^ If you use/smoke/drink, do those ads make you re-think? In what way?
I don't smoke/drink

7. Have you ever tried to quit a drug or smoking habit? Did you succeed?
lalala

8. If you have had problems, in what way has it effected your life?
lalala

9. When was the last time that you were under the influence?
once, before I went to see POTC 2. I don't remember it...and I broke my glasses.

10. What drug do you consider to be particularly dangerous?
LSD BECAUSE YOU COULD HAVE A BAD TRIP AND RUN OUT IN FRONT OF A BUS AND DIE OR YOU COULD THINK A REAL BEAR IS A TEDDY BEAR AND GET MAULED

11. What drug would you consider to be relatively safe, if any?
none?

12. Where's the strangest place you've been intoxicated?
nowhere strange.

| B a s k e t . C a s e | + | Greenday |

1. Who was the last person you went to with a problem?
BO.

2. Do you know anyone who's always worrying?
ME.

3. ^ Are you one of those people?
It's like you know me.

4. What is one thing about which you are particularly paranoid?
Trusting people. I can't do it easily, especially if someone has a shady background. I don't tell much about me.

5. Have you ever been to a therapist? For what reason?
Nope

6. On a scale of 1-10, how interesting would you say your life is?
4

7. Do your thoughts ever get the best of you? In what ways?
I space out every four seconds.

8. Do you know anyone who is always negative?
OH HAY YOU KNOW ME SO WELL.

9. When was the last time you felt like you were going out of your mind?
During le David situation.

10. Have you ever tried to analyze your dreams?
No. My dreams are weird.

11. Do you read / believe your horoscope?
I read it but I hardly believe it.

| D r i v e . | + | Incubus |

1. When was the last time you felt uncertain about something?
I feel uncertain so often I can't remember the most recent time. I was uncertain about Nick the other day.

2. How much would you say fear holds you back?
a lot.

3. What was the last thing that fear stopped you from doing?
I didn't go to Art Club all last year because of Craig. I tend to avoid situations that require me to socialize and give my opinions.

4. How do you personally overcome fear?
eat food.

5. What is one way you conform with society?
I take a shit.

6. What is one way in which you do not conform?
I don't like swimming or mashed potatoes.

7. Do you ever do things purposely to be different? Why / Why not?
Lol no. I just do things on my own agenda.

8. Do you feel like you're in charge of your own life? In what way?
I guess. In some ways I'm not.

9. Are you excited for the prospect of tomorrow?
I cry at the thought sometimes.

10. Do you generally have a positive outlook?
NOPE. NOT ME. WRONG GIRL.

11. When was the last time you felt strong and secure in yourself?
lolololololl

12. Do you trust yourself to make the right / best decisions for yourself?
si.

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