Tuesday, May 2, 2006

[press to eject mind]

Silence creeps over me Alone once again This world tears at me, Eats at me I wonder how it could end I try to break free, To find someone else Not like I can find another Similar to me Alone again, I find a corner, Sit and think and cry Finding comfort in others misery, Makes me forget my own Reading books gives me comfort, I tend not to feel alone Alone again, An empty room, With me at its center This is my own world No windows, no doors, Only darkness closes round me A fear of being trapped Comes forth but makes no difference Alone again, This is my mind, As scary as it seems Clattered with my thoughts, I'm destroying myself within Dreams lost, promises forgotten, My fears take full control Left in my mind, all alone There's no way I'll survive.

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Monday, May 1, 2006

poem

new peom coming tomorrow. Just heads up that I wrote it during a philosophy tute after having 1 too many coffees.

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

been an gone

well birthday's been, another year to go. Thanks to those who posted and no I don't have my license yet. As for what I got. A large overcoat, Appleseed (movie), a leather wallet, The Producers soundtrack and some clothes.

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Happy Birthday to me * insert sound of single party horn*

Date as per my part of the world: 21st APril Time as similar to above: 12:45am Occasion: I'm 20 that's today's news. Oh and an old friend, Static Lullaby is back...YAY.

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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

sometimes I wonder....

what I really use this for now a days. I mean it's great to talk to you all. I was occassionally posting and getting regular PMs but that's kinda dropped off. And yet I still keeep checking this. The problem is I don't update much. lol. Anyway how is everyone? Here's a poem, one of my darker ones. Suicidal Thoughts: Darkness slices through the light, It consumes our hearts with hatred. It clouds our rightful judgement. It destroys my will to live. Some people have suicidal dreams, But is it a dream when I'm wide awake? To end it quick would be real sweet. It would affect no one. One life means almost nothing, To a world with so much in it. When I have had no impact, Will my absence go unnoticed?

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

I lie I lie

Ok so maybe I don't update my site as much as I said I would. I've been busy and have almost no time to.

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Sunday, February 5, 2006

hey all

Ok so this is my first update since last year and I know it's a month in but I've been busy. Well in truth I've been lazy and haven't done anything but still. So I'm alright and I hope to update this a lot more in the next month or so. I've written a couple more poems and I plan on posting them up in the near future. Also you all probably noticed a slight change in the theme of my website occurred late lasat yesr. The theme is Guilty Gear. The characters in the back ground are Ky Kiske in the blue and white and Sol Badguy in the black and red. The Avatar is Testament. Well I'll post again in a few days hoping that I can get on from my computer. Currently posting from a comp at Uni. Sorry i haven't been able to visit people's sites.

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Friday, December 30, 2005

New Year's Eve

Well hope everyone has a happy New Year. And I'll speak to you all when the New Year comes round.

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Happy Holidays

Ok this is early but I know I will forget about it before before christmas so may as well happen now. Merry christmas to all my friends on MyO. Hope you have a joyful one and a great holiday.

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Greenday = awesome

Hey all just reporting on yesterday's Greenday concert. It was freaking awesome. I had a wicked time and didn't want it to end. I was lucky enough to get tickets for the standing area as well. Mosh pits are sweet. My Chemical Romance and Jimmy Eat World were also cool. In other news I saw King Kong today. It was pretty good. I enjoyed it especially how he got you to sympathise with Kong. Finally something is screwing up and I can't seem to read people's comments very often, so up to you if you want to send your comment as a PM or just post regularly.

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