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Thursday, June 26, 2008


Leave the body and go out dancing



Mood: Slightly bored, happy, a bit empty, and almost excited. O__o;
Listening to:
I wanna Pierce my brain-Rubber City Rebels
Shine on-Jet
Watching: Zippo.
I wantz: to make a pair sunglasses w/ mints.


I did it.


I pierced my nipples. <3
Ha.

I just hope my boyfriend doesnt disapprove.....he kind of ignored me when I began mentioning it to him I know....so yeahhhh.....
>__>

*crosses tiny fingers*

Also, Dustin offered me one of his old shirts and I'm like "Whatever...I'll take it...."
He then gives me, 5 days later, a half-jacker reading "Rock my Hole" on the back. I gladly take it and hide in the back of my closet. That'd go great w/ my 'Flaming Uke' button!

Oh and Ive been emailing my brother again. It turns out, I had an older sister too. She kicked the bucket however. Thoguh she supposedly looked a lot like me too.

Also, I'm definitely meeting a friend of mine at the NIN concert. She's also having to go w/ her mum. Apparently they're going to make a sign that says "I love you, Trent! And so does my mom!"
I laugh.
XDDDD

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Bye-Bye.
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Monday, June 23, 2008


you take everything that's made of fun.



Mood: Bored....
Listening to: You Spin Me right Round(Like a Record)-Dead or Alive(Marilyn Manson remix)
Watching: Chowder
I wantz: To pee, to get outside, to check on my cats, to go back to bed, and to pierce my nipples because Ty-Ty did it.



Say something entertaining.
:P
I'm waiting.
:/

Oh and I just drew this 2 seconds ago. His name is Bobbles the cat.

Bobbles the cat

Bye-Bye.
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Friday, June 20, 2008


More bad news. :/ Sorry....



Mood: Pissed beyond all rhyme and reason.
Listening to: Zippo
Watching: Nothing.
I wantz: Maybe some more acceptance that I have life in the outside world, for self-harming bastards to stop piling up their problems on me, and to not have sex for at least a week. Gee, i wonder if Im asking too much now....


My grandmother is incredibly sick. The doctors are convinced she'll kick the bucket. Everyone in the house is sad and mopey but my mother is having an especially tough time. I've never seen her cry so much before....I don't know. I guess she's not really the crying type.
:/

And my boyfriend's friend is moping again so he expects me to help "cheer him up".
That, especially right now of all times, is most definitely out of the question.
No offense but it really show how desperate and miserable he's making himself. I mean, what does penetrating assess? HUH?

My mom is also lecturing me about coming to this site so much. So I Might not be on as frequently. It really steams my waffles because my boyfriend is mad at me for not being on yesterday(I assume).

I just made an @$$ out of you and me.

But i think we should all be thankful because all this is happening to me, and I go pretty fucking soon. If that isnt dedication, than I dont know what in the world that is.

Bye-Bye.
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Monday, June 16, 2008


   I need a vacation from summer vacation.



Mood: Royally pissed, a bit bored, and somewhat anxious
Listening to: Pull the Curtain-The Pink Spiders
Watching: Nothing.
I wantz: A fucking cop or lawyer or something.


Im bored because my boyfriend, wherever the Hell that guy's been, he hasnt talked to me in like 3 or 4 days. And he's the only one who consistentally messages me. So I don't have anything to do here. So I'm worried about that somewhat....he better just have some big show coming up is all I can say....

Anxious and pissed, there's this disgusting creeper on this site. And he just wont get the fuck off! He always bitches about be, he's a pedophile obviously, he's tried to pick me up while posing as a 15 year old boy, and all he does is make people here fucking miserable. My friend is going to be reporting him to the local police.

Bye-Bye.
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Friday, June 13, 2008


   Partayyyy



Mood: Itchy....if that counts as one....
Listening to: the Tactics opening 'Secret World'
Watching: Nada
I wantz: Nada


This week I went to a graduation party.

Necessary Evils: A List of Addie's Dirty Deeds
Party Boy Version


1. I made fun of all the kids getting high andc drunk by mimicking them.
2. I claimed that the llama they had at the party escaped. Everybody freaked out.
3. I put on this party and charged Dustin in dah bootayyyy! Booty Call! Pointy Hat style bitches!
4. I said "Let's party like it's 2008!" I was corrected by my good friend Patrick. but then I said "Happy New Year!" and blew on my kazoo.
5. Some guy challenged to a duel because this girl he liked was hitting on me and just as he was about to hit me I fell on the ground and started screaming like a banchee.


He's a picture of Patrick a.k.a. "Patters". He's fuckin beautiful isnt he? ;D
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He just left me a voice comment didnt he? He stole my phone....
;__;

Bye-Bye.
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Monday, June 9, 2008


Happy 3 month Anniversary Karasu!



You know tht fish I won at the carnival for you? The one that was supposed to be your present this month?
Here it is. I callz him "Emo Nemo"

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It took a lot of balls in the game to win it but it was worth it! XD
(yes I totally meant for that to sound awkward)

Bye-Bye.
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Sunday, June 8, 2008


The voice in my head wants to be fed



Mood: Happy, tired, and slightly lazy.
Listening to:
I hate Jimmy Page-Mindless Self Indulgence
Flat Top-The Goo Goo Dolls
Fallen Leaves-Billy Talent
Doaryt of Jane-Breaking Benjamin
Watching: Myself type....I dont know....I can't always do these special things you expect of me....
I wantz: Water, sleep, a backscratcher, to pierce my brain, and to lie around my house naked.


Yes.
I went shopping again. 3 guys were checking me out about the same amount of girls were too. Yeah. I'm having an off day.
And Apparently I have some mad chugging skills! I pretty much just bought shit and chugged a million different drinks all day. Seriously. Some of my friends just bought me slushies and pop just to watch me drink it all!
It was pretty funny. XD

Also me and Karasu's anniversary is tomorrow. I already got him something early but I still feel like I should get him a present.....
>__>;

Tell me, do I really have the tendencies to spoil others? or Anything like that?

Funny thing:
I found this picture of a scene girl which would look a lot like me if I was a girl. Check it out:
short scene hair

Bye-Bye.
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008


I can't wait for you to fuck me up in a minute



Mood: Sick but mellow
Listening to:
Shut Me Up-Mindless Self Indulgence
Bring the Pain-Mindless Self Indulgence
Tight-Mindless Self Indulgence
Pervert-Dog Fashion Disco
Watching: FlCl AMVs
I wantz:a drink for my sore throat, some pills, a massage, maid service, and a mystical duck named "Quackers McGee".


Bad news;
I'm sick again. NUUUU!!!!

Good news;
I got to talk to my boyfriend's sister over the phone. It was fun. She was the 2nd number I got this week out of 4. The other were guys. Tch. Yeah. I'm a slut. :P


Bye-Bye.
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Monday, June 2, 2008


   I remember the gold olden days were things were less confusing as you crazy kids would tell me.



Mood: Happy and Excited yet tired.
Listening to:
Lolita-SweetS
Necessary Evil-The Dresden Dolls
Bad Touch-The Bloodhound Gang
I wantz: To go to the bathroom, have a good laugh, attention, and maybe a small snack before dinner. >;3


These past few weeks I've been especially evil. For proof; here is a list of my wrongdoings.

Necessary Evils; A list of Addie's Dirty Deeds


1. I pushed some random 7-8 year old kid off his skateboard at the carnival Saturday.
2. When a guy was getting off my bus I got dared by Dustin to spit my gum in his hair and did so.
3. I used my obsession with yaoi tentacle rape to scare a sophomore who used to have an obsession with hentai(I ruined it for him.)
4. I knocked this kid named Jake's icecream cone out of his hand twice.
5. I waved and smiled at everyone I know who seems to dislike me or think ill of me.
6. I talked in a Valley Girl type voice frequently.
7. I wore my "murdering gloves" as I call them.(they have stripes and are black and white.)
8. I'm having a snack before supper.
9. Me and boyfriend cntinuously *BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*


Oh and my friends and I were talking and we somehow got on the topic of cool band names. We decided that the best names we could think of for band names were rather odd but quite amazing. XD
The best names were Fuck Me Stacey, Bad Head Meat Institute, We Have no Talent, That Loser and Some Dudes, Me and My Drooges, and Sweet As Sweetness Be.

The first one and the last one are my favorites.
:3

Ohhhh.....Karasu....I been so bad.....
DDDDDDDDDDDDDX
Don't worry though. I'll be going to our room. And I'll bring the whips and the paddle!
And after the spanking we should have the oral sex!
*Monty Python Reference*

Anyways, you can also hear my lovely voice recorded in my profile. It kinda sounds funny though.....I sound much manlier on the phone.....

Bye-Bye.
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Sunday, June 1, 2008


   A guardian angel coming from Hell.



Mood: Spiritual however anxious.
Listening to:
Dicks are for my Friends-Mindless Self Indulgence
I'm your Problem-Mindless Self Indulgence
Watching:
Salad Fingers 1-8 on NewGrounds
I wantz: For somebody to believe me.


Recently, I've been feeling as if somebody has been watching me. It's rather haunting. I also feel as if this person is following me wherever I go to. Especially when I went to our area's carnival yesterday. Sometimes I assume it is an apparition or spiritual being of some kind. My friends have also been telling me that the surface of my body has felt colder. I even shiver frequently.
if that's even relevant to it at all.....which it probably isnt.

All the same, I'm not letting this get to me. I'm going the carnival again after I've eaten some and hopefully it'll all have just been my imagination.

Also, my dear firend Homsar88 is gone form theOtaku for good. It feels like somebody died.....it really does....
She has her reasons and I can speak to her in person all I want....but this is just wrong. It's too sudden......

Bye-Bye.
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