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Wednesday, May 31, 2006


Scary...
Okay...last night my father went in my room to talk to me right? I was wondering why though...and all of a sudden he says this stuff to me about me not being gay and that he is saying that what I say as an excuse for him to believe that I am not gay cause I always say I am confused but not about my sexuality...my father wont believe that I am gay...he basically wants me to get a girlfriend and that if I had sex with a guy...then he is ashamed of me and that if he finds out that I am with a guy while he is down there in Afganistan...he'll come down...beat my lover and take me home...and it makes me think that I wont be able to love cause i cant love a woman for what I believe. I just love men...he wanted me to explain why I wanted to be gay...and as I said...there is no reason whatsoever to be gay but to follow my heart to what I want out of life...I want to be different...I want to love somebody I want to love...not what my parents want me to love....its odd...but frankly...I just feel like crying...
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