Saturday, March 28, 2009

   Ahh Walking In Rain And Hail Rocks!!!

Saturday 28th March 2009 at 11:14 I wasn't going to post today because tomorrow would work better to keep Friday as a none posting day (I complicate things way too much!) but I read the comments and decided I wanted to update ~ Laughs ~ To reply to comments. I don't have OCD ~ Smiles ~ I joke with myself that I have tendencies but I don't actually have anything, just rules which are for my own good. In order to make sure I keep the guns ~ Flexes biceps ~ I have to look after myself (hard to do sometimes) and so the rules relate to that. Big breakfast when walking far to make sure I don't lose weight ~ nods ~ I got better because I realised I wanted guns more than beauty as society would define it ~ Laughs ~ As I say now! I want people to fear me rather than want to fu*k me ~ Smiles and twirls ~ I hate male attention, and with a good fantasy life sort of don't need it ~ peace signs ~ Ahh being messed up is fun! I blame the Aspergers! Anyway! The more I have been thinking about the university thing the more I think I should go for it and leave everything with fate! ~ Glares at those who would comment about putting things in the hands of fate ~ Like the OCD thing I joke about fate! I believe certain things happened without me knowing ~ Points to the theme ~ That being the best one of all! So yea, I like fate! I don't believe everything is planned out, but I still like the idea that whatever happens will give me something to learn. Going to uni to study archaeology (which I don't actually like all that much) meant I grew a lot mentally and got diagnosed with Aspergers. Studying psychology could mean I become an awesome researcher and figure out how people work ~ Laughs ~ Or it could fall through and I will get a job and move out in the next 3 years! That's how I work. I just have to make sure that I am happy with whatever happens and then I will go for it ~ Nods ~ This time if I go though I will put everything into the course. I want to see just what my full potential is ~ Spins around ~ That and psychology is my passion ~ Curses self that didn't see that before ~ I think I could do well at it, better than archaeology at least! Away from that both times I walked anywhere (town on Thursday, museum on Friday) I got rained on. On Thursday I even got drenched by a van and a giant puddle! If I was that driver I would have been high fiving anything in sight! I mean it was a massive wave of dirty rain water over me ~ Cracks up ~ I was laughing though, after I had rung out my trousers so walking the rest of the way wouldn't be too annoying! I had pretty much decided to just enjoy the rain since I wasn't going to go back home! I got my new glasses which look good. It is strange having frames that don't fall off or anything. I got those other glasses about 3 years ago ~ Raises eyebrow ~ Awesome! The funny thing was, when I went home the sun came out and stayed out until the evening ~ Tuts at the sky ~ It made me laugh though! (Think of my alone time as being with your friends! I joke about the silliest of things hence all the laughing, joking about fate and other things I do ~ Peace signs ~ It's how I 'evolved' lol) Friday was nice, I got hailed on going to the museum and blown by freezing cold gusts of wind ~ Glares at them ~ But that keeps things interesting. A mental RPG I am doing got lost too ~ Raises eyebrow ~ it's funny how something I control goes ways I never imagined! Ahh well, I do that to entertain myself on the travels to the museum 30-35 minutes there and 30-35 minutes back. That's an hour of internal creativity! Talim if you read this far I would take a picture of the museum but then you could google its name and find where I live so I won't! I was tempted to take a picture of where in it I work but you aren't allowed cameras inside! Maybe on my last day (if I ever leave! I actually can't imagine not going to the museum ~ Laughs ~ Poor place might even have me haunting it when I am dead! That unless get all the stuff put on the computer first, I might leave when my work is sorted...but there are a whole lots of artefacts there lol!) In case people wonder my job (as it evolved, I have been there a year and a half now) is cataloguing items and putting them onto a MODES database. I locate info, scan items and put them all onto the computer in awesome looking records ~ Pride ~ I get work in a room by myself so only deal with people if they randomly wonder in looking for my supervisor, but that rarely happens. As for my supervisor I see him before I start and before I go when he locks the door, and if I ever have any questions I can find him, but he leaves me alone now he knows I work best that way. I think he felt guilty about it at the start but now knows that's just me ~ Laughs ~ It is like a perfect job which doesn't require me to know much archaeology as everything is written down! I just have to work computers and I am awesome at that ~ Grins ~ (It's why I try new programs and stuff. I like figuring things out!) I have my music on there too and use my earphones as speakers so I don't have to wear them. It is loud enough to help me hear it outside the room though I don't know just how loud (like if they can hear it elsewhere in the museum!) no one has complained though so I guess I am safe! Heh ~ Hands pocky to anyone who read this far ~ I guess I had a lot to say. I normally don't mention the museum save in passing, but people sounded interesting so I put the rest in too! As for the rain I wanted to talk about that after getting splashed by the van! The rest just came out ~ Laughs ~ I wish you all awesome weekends, Dranz PS: I probably won't have anything to say next time I post so no worries about posts this long becoming too frequent ~ laughs ~ The Mistress Of Magnus

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