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Birthday
• 1987-11-29
Gender
• Female
Location
• Passed the barriers of another dimension, a place not only of sight and sound, but of mind. I am in THE TWILIGHT ZONE *laughs like a maniac*
Member Since
• 2005-04-10
Occupation
• Your Friendly Neighborhood Psychopath and Everyday Lolita-Chan (I like dressing up in "weird" clothes)
Real Name
• Salem

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Achievements
• Drawing 20 anime posters for my room ^-^ (mostly KOF and soul calibur2 charas)
Anime Fan Since
• A Lo-----ng time ago (Like sence i was a baby, cause my dad used to watch stuff like Speed Racer, I found out about the more hardcore stuff by myself) but i found out it was called Anime in high school.
Favorite Anime
• I like almost all the animes i've seen so far (the funny ones, the sad ones and I am the only one that likes giant robot animes where i live) I'm not very picky when it comes to anime, Flavors of the month would be higurashi and lovely complex
Goals
• To sew my own "Gothic Lolita" Clothes and to make awesome cosplays
Hobbies
• watching anime, reading, drawing, playing video games and playing piano and guitar (and any other music instruments i can get a hold of) sewing, cooking and painting
Talents
• um....Music? I can play the instruments but i can't read music. I can also change my voice at times (I can fool ppl into thinking i am different than i really am! Muhahaha!!)




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Salem was once a regular on this site (and maybe in the future) for now i am only useing this place to put up mangas that i am working on, maybe wallpapers and E-cards later on! so if ya wanna make me happy go check them out and tell me what you think! What i need to improve on, which one you would like to see done more of Ect. ect. Pwease!!!



Saturday, April 25, 2009

A bit depressed
Sometimes, like everyone, i get depressed.
I'm feeling that way now because of something i just seen, It talked about suicide and stuff.
Don't worry, I am not suicidal, was once, never again.
But the girl that was hosting, said
maybe she just wanted someone to say "Are you alright?" and listen to her, that just kind of hit me and now i'm very sad...

I try my best to keep my problems to myself, cause 1 People don't want to be bothered by my problems and 2 some of the things i see as problems make people think i am horrible.
I know this cause every now and then i let a big problem of mine slip out, and it never ends well.

I think, It would be nice to have someone really listen, Not say they will listen then start pointing out the bad in everything you say...

When people tell me their problems, i truly try to listen, I try to grasp just why they feel that way. I wait till they are done before i start giveing my input and advise.

However, it feels as though people never really listen to me. I know there are people out there who say they are willing but I then have to be worried about what i let out.. so when they do listen i end up just talking about the small stuff that makes it seem like i whine for nothing.

It would be nice for someone to truly listen to me, about everything.

I don't need advise, nor is it the listening part i think i want.
I think it would be nice just to hear someone say "I understand" about the big problems
everyone seems to think that me feeling this way about certain stuff is bad, i would like for one person to understand the fear and anger I feel from it.

Every now and then i write it all down, I get it all typed out everything from when i was little to now, before i post it i read over it...
The delete it all.

I would like someone to understand, but if they would understand then reading all that would just resurface memories that they (like me) have tryed so hard to block out...

This was almost another one, but i think i will post this.
Sorry if even this has made other people feel shitty
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