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Monday, February 12, 2007


Drowing
Listening to:
Flowers
Hope

bring me flowers... and talk for hours... hum. so my sort of ex, and I have patched things up. He called me at work, because he wanted to talk, and we're still kinda friends. After that inital, 'wow this is really aquward' few minutes we just started talking like... well, like the good old days. back when I did the civil protest in junior high, by wearing the traditional muslim head dress to school, and he went along with me, by wearing a skirk, to protest the unfair and bias dress code. ha ha ha

but, after work, he picked me up, and we hung out at the old park where we all used to hang out at. it was sort of erie, because I havent been there in years, and its almost sundown. we just, talked about just how everything has changed. we where best friends. catching toads in the pond, and him and spinner climbing trees, and me and sarah playing in the creek... being kids. it just felt like, after we all passed 16, we just stopped. sarah moved away, spinner is on drugs, and ready to drop out, me and alex are on varsity, and top of our class... just... how much has changed.

I'm sort of falling for him again. but it wont be the same. Hes with laura now, and well, things have changed. but... its nice to be friends again. heh. the best, is I sort of told my mom all of this. she didnt annoy the hell out of me like I expected. she was really mature, and told me to go with my gut. so, I got back an old friend, and found out a little about my mom that makes me a bit... more proud to be her daughter. so, my weekend wasnt fantastic by any means, but, it gave me alot of almost closure. so, thats all good.

so yea. that was my weekend. how was everyone elses?

-lizzo

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