Thursday, January 6, 2005

I'm moving from this helly place

yes I'm moving i'm moving from this crappy place (Port Arthur)....I'm going to Vietnam for vactaion...and then moving to houston or maybe austin i don't noe.....I hate my life!... something bad happen yesterdae it almost made me kill myself it was so scary..i just want someone to help me.... Comments (3) | Permalink Wednesday, January 5, 2005 sad again do anyone noe how i feel....i don't noe how i turn this way..when i was only in 1st grade evrybody put pressure on me to do mai very best for them and i reeli tried i tried so hard that i failed maiself...ppl jux laugh at me i never had a true frend i couldn't even tell mai frends how i feel they just said yea watever..... usually i keep thinking oh yeah i have frends yea they bai mai side...then one dae it all change they went against me ......i was lonely all mai life......i could never even face mai famliy and tell them hoow i feel...i just wish there was one person all mai life could be there for me and understands how i feel..... they said i'm ugly bullshit and all the bad words u can noe....they talk bout me all a around a critizes me...painful...now that i'm in middle skewl i just feel worser.............nobody kares about me...nobody at alll.......... Comments (5) | Permalink picttures Comments (1) | Permalink Tuesday, January 4, 2005    ummm.... i feel so calm these day now so u don't have to worry bout me anyways.............................................oh i'm jux watching these chinese movies but they translate it to vietnamese they have some fine guys in there *_* lol....hmmm i jux hope that no bad things will get in mai calm expression Comments (3) | Permalink Monday, January 3, 2005    i relli didn't mean to.. i relli didn't mean for ya to pity me or anything lyk that i thought if i jux write it out i feel alot lot.......better..but it jux make me more depressed because all of ya are not telling me not to do alll of this but....i just don't noe..i just don't...why i'm doin......i can see that there are more ppl than me who are suffering more than anything in the world...but they never give up...is it because they belive in threi dself and i don't maybe thats it welll ....i don't noe anything .... Comments (3) | Permalink i don't get it i don't get mai famliy do all they do is care for them selves i don't get anything anymore......when i want to cut myself i can't something stopping me from doin all of this but why.... just found out something about mai famliy and well i don't think that i would want to live anymore after i heard the newsi just want to die rite now....maybe i won't be happy anymore for the rest of my life.... Comments (11) | Permalink Saturday, January 1, 2005    I'm so bored... man is the world realli this borin wat do ppl do in thier spare time!!...can't someone jux pm me and let me talk to them ....i feel sad too case nobody visiting mai site much waaaaa......but i can't complain its jux not me....anyways wassup...oh guesswat ppl I'm gonna buy Imadoki numbeer3 yay...it so cool! anyways cya later... Comments (5) | Permalink Friday, December 31, 2004    quizzs Green Tea... You are Green Tea! Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence and very rarely take action if it involves confrontation. But you make up for this with your keen insight and understanding of the world and people around you, you have a very mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid back and that may be true but you are very intelligent and make good decisions. What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-} brought to you by Quizilla You belong in another of my worlds. The world of self-destructive tendencies, either through actual physical destructiveness or emotional breakdowns that you keep bottled up inside, thus hurting yourself. You feel that life is nothing but pain, and you see red in everything with the memories of the blood you have bled(literally or figuratively) for your hurting. You live in a hidden land that few will ever understand or see in you, because you keep it to yourself and only let a few rare people into the truth of your reality. Er...I don't condone my own actions, so I really don't know what else to say. Of course, you could also just REALLY like blood....or you might be homicidal, not suicidal. ^_^; Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all the rest. You are a special breed of angel, prone to suffer in the world that you are in now. No matter how much you try to believe that your not special, you are. There is alot that you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to cheer people up no matter what the mood, and hold in your emotions. You should be proud, Khaos angels are very rare to find in this world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely different type. Hence the name What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics ) brought to you by Quizilla ok Comments (0) | Permalink    tis is it mai desicion...if i want to stay or not.......i'll stay because this is the only place where i can write down things...thats hurting me.............. Comments (2) | Permalink Wednesday, December 29, 2004    Pixs of how i think i mite feel and one happy and dancing....... Comments (4) | Permalink Pages (11): [ First ][ Previous ] 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 [ Next ] [ Last ]   Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers Top of Page