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Saturday, March 11, 2006


BG By Vintage Fairy
So, I woke up this morning crying. It's pretty pathetic. I hate crying. But I did it this morning.

I don't know how, but then it elevated to me thinking, that no one appreciates me. No one ever says: 'Good job!' or 'Keep up the good work!' Or anything like that.

I cleaned half the morning today. & no one says a thing. Not even a: 'Thanks for cleaning up this morning.' & my mom's asking me: 'Why are you mad?' Well, I woke up this morning crying. Went down, saw the whole house was a mess. No one cleaned up the table, swept, washed the dishes, or did the laundry. While you guys were taking your 'after-breakfast-nap', I ended up doing all the chores. & you come downstairs & ask, 'Why are you mad?' not even a: 'Thanks for cleaning.'Hmm, why am I mad? I don't know.

I could say that, but then she'd get mad at me saying that.

Sometimes I wish that I could leave this house & never come back again. Like, forget about everything & just leave.

...damn, I wish I could do that. Gad fucking tears.

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