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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

Digital Detroit Radio

BG By Vintage Fairy

I don't know what time we're leaving, but tomorrow's the day! My mom gave back my iPod & cell phone. Well, not exactly 'give back', but she put them on the computer table, which is totally giving back. I'm nervous.

Anyways, it's been less sunny in California. I'm happy. It's not too hot. Well, it's cloudy & humid. But as long as it's not sunny, I'm happy.

As you may have noticed, I added a 'radio' thingy. It's a podcast for Digital Detroit Radio The guy, I forgot his name, plays all these indie songs. It's funny. Personally, I like #101. I started listening on #93. It's good. Listen to it.

So, I was watching the Discovery Health Channel this morning. About babies & pregnancies. I'm scared. You know what I think is the weirdest way to give birth? Standing up. If I do have a baby, I'd like to have it in water. A water birth. That'd be cool. I think the easiest way to give birth is to have a C-section. Cause, you don't push. Unless it's an emergency C-section. But yea. It's the doctor's that do stuff. The only thing I'm afraid of is having a baby being a stillborn. It makes me sad.

I feel bad for people who have a mess ups in public. Especially when it's the National Anthem.

Since I really didn't update during the weeked, here's an overview.

Saturday: Went shopping. Bought clothes to wear for the Philippines. Then drove to Carlsbad Outlet, had lunch, bought more stuff, went home. Later: Picked up mommy's friend drove over to Mission Bay to go to a party. It was fun. I did nothing but watch baseball with old guys. omg. Car ride conversation:

Mom's Friend: So, Lareine, how old are you?
Me: Uhm, 15?
MF: OMG, really? I have two nephews who are the same age as you? Do you like football players?
Me: No-
MF: What about basketball players? They're 5'10 & 6'. Oh, & you know what, they both come from New Jersey. [little chuckle] You know what I tell them, the only way you're going to get rich, is to play those sports. [hahahaa]
Me: Uhh, no thanks. They're too tall. >.<
MF: Maybe if they come to the party, I'll let you guys hang out.

Where was my mom? Getting gas. Thanks for leaving me alone. >.< But the party was fun. Baseball was fun. I wanted to yell at the tv. Padres vs. Rockies. Those Rockies piss the hell out of me. There was this one guy, I forgot his name, but he would never hit the ball. I mean he'd hit it, but it'd go up. Stupid fucker. >.< I'm not a fan of the Padres, seriously, I hate the San Diego teams. The Padres & the Chargers. I hate them both. They suck. Even though, the Padres have Mike Piazza & they won against the Rockies, I still think they suck.

Sunday: Cleaning day! But first, when to church. Then it was cleaning. Though, it was my mother doing most of the work. Hey, man. I cleaned the days when she was at work. So, there.

& that's about it. Sorry about Saturday. I went rambling. Ahaha.

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Friday, July 28, 2006

Butterfly by Weezer

BG By Vintage Fairy
So, I was watching Surf Ninjas & I noticed that the leading guy was a Filipino. Then I was like, wait a minute. He looks like a monkey. He must be from the indigenous Filipino descent. See, cause the Filipinos were first fucked by the Spaniards which explains why some on our words sounds Spanish, then we were fucked by the Japanese which would kind of explain why some of us don't look Filipino, then lastly we were kinda fucked by the Americans. I don't know what that explains, except that there are some half filipinos living in the Philippines.

I like learning new things about my heritage. Like last summer when I visited my family they were like, 'OMG! Lareine! Did you know that we were Chink & Italian?' 'No..I didn't. Okay.' I amuse myself by thinking that somewhere along the lines we were Chink & Italian. Maybe that's why I was mistaken by a Chink when I lived back in the East Coast. I had such fair skin when I was younger. Then came the sun. What the hell. Anyways. Yes, that is me when I was younger. My dad took a lot of embarrassing pictures of me. Not that the picture is embarrassing, but there are others. I don't know what the occasion was for. I think it was for a parade or something. Cause I remember asking my grandmother if the other girls' dresses were prettier than mine. I was a vain little girl. I miss my fair skin.

Anyways. How many times a day are you supposed to feed a fish? Cause I only feed my fish once a day. My fish is fat. It many not show it, but it's fat. I think my fish is mean. He ate the other fishes [or is it fish?]. We had 5 fricken fish [excluding him] & he ate them all. Were you not satisfied with the fish food I fucking gave you? I hope my grandpa forgets to feed you. >.< Didn't mean that. We used to have birds too. One flew away, then the other flew away, & the last one died of sadness. Actually, the tell the truth. I didn't really care for the birds. All they did was fucking chirp. Pissed the hell out of me. So, I didn't really care when they left. I mean I was sad, but can you fight nature. Not really. My favorite pet is our dog. I love my dog. His name is Lucky, because of an extra toe or something. I wasn't really paying any attention. I call him my baby. He's so small. He's half mini-dachshund & half chihuahua. He's not allowed inside the house, though. My brother's allergic. So we keep him outside. My dad built him a little house, so that's where he stays. My poor baby. I'm going to miss him when we leave. I wanna take him with me. We once had our auntie's dog. But she was a bitch. We had her for a few days & she wouldn't stop barking. So for fews we had to listen to her bark. Then we returned her.

Yuppers. Me lovey my doggie.

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

I Wanna Be Loved By You (Marilyn Monroe) by Shiina Ringo

BG By Vintage Fairy
Yay, layout change. Lovely. I even had pink. Wonderful. Time sure does fly fast. It's Wednesday. The week's almost over. We're getting ready to leave. I can tell, my mother already has the duffel bag ready for packing. It's not like I don't want to go there. I do. I haven't been there in such a long time. It's just that. What am I going to do there? It's raining. My dad told me that it's like kind of drizzling, but not light drizzling, you know? Will I ever get my shopping day? I sure do hope so.

I'm like youngest teen there. There's another one besides me. The Philippines school system is kind of odd. Like you get out of High School earlier. Probably 16 or something. That's when you start college. Wow.

I was watching My Coolest Years on VH1Classic & they had a clip of LLCoolJ when he was 18 or so saying I love you. It was so cute. It my heart flutter.

Do any of you want to have kids? I kind of do. All I know is that I want to have a son. I don't care what ethnicity I marry, if I has a son his name will be Francesco. If I have a second son, I don't care what hubby names him. I'll have a Francesco & I'll be happy. If I have a girl, I'll name her Fioretta. It's a pretty name. It has two T's. If I don't get married, then I'll adopt. Saving other kiddies.

I don't get why people get so nauseated when they see another person getting surgery on TV. I mean we may not have the same body type, but our insides are the same. Like my friend was getting so grossed out when we were watching this one documentary in Baby class & I was like, 'But you have it too.' I don't like it how people get easily nauseated. But it can't be helped, can it? Oh well. Maybe I should be a doctor. There's not too many of those in my family. They're all nurses. Except for a few engineers, business men, dentists, veterans, & military service in training guys.

So, I was watching this one anime. Eiken. OMG. All I can say, is just boobs. Big boobs. But it's funny. I think they're trying to send a message. This is what I got: bikinis, big boobs, half-naked, yogurt & chocolate on bodies, 'promising' positions. Hmm.

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Don't Give Up On Us by David Soul

BG By Vintage Fairy
So, I've been watching my Kdrama daily. As You Wish aka Ruler of Your Own World. & I'm falling in love.

'A story about a man named Boksu Ko who is a pick pocketer. Boksu's father leaves him in an orphanage when he is young. Boksu grows up in hard times and eventually gets sent to prison for stealing. Upon his release, his father greets him and the story begins...

In a twist of fate, Kyung's wallet was stolen by Boksu. Kyung was on her way to the hospital to deliver the check to pay for her friend's surgery. Unfortuntely because Kyung lost the money, her friend doesn't get the surgery and her friend dies. Boksu feels guilty for what he has done because he starts to develop feelings for Kyung. Boksu learns that he has a brain tumor and is determined to change his life because he may not have long to live. Boksu's long time girlfriend, Mirae, stands by her man even though she painfully watches him love Kyung. At first Kyung wants nothing to do with Boksu, but the more she learns about him, the more she is drawn to him. A three way love triangle develops throughout the story and the audience learns the different lives of Boksu and Kyung. ' From KrystalHeart.

You know, I've never been so moved even at a preview of the next episode. I love this drama. & it sucks that I only have 6 more fucking days to watch the fucking drama. >.< I hope they have kdrama DVDs in the Philippines.

So I was watching TFC [THEFILIPINOCHANNEL] & they showed one of the cast members of My Girl. Lee Dong Wook is pretty. Actually. All the Korean dramas I've seen all the men look so pretty. Wow. Ah, pretty pretty men.

Heh. My friend has a problem with me saying 'pretty guys'. I can't help. I hate it how people always say, 'OMG that guy is soooooo HOT!' What ever happened to 'OMG that guy is so good-looking!' Okay, so people don't say that. But what did those pilgrim girls say when saw a someone who tickled their fancy. Oh, how the times have changed.

Do any of you guys make your bed in the morning? *looks at bed mat* Um. I don't. & yes I do have a bed. I'm just not using it because people are staying at our house while we're gone. Oh why. But I like the bed mat. & plus my parents' room have the air conditioning. I find it amusing that no matter how hot it is in the summer I will always sleep with a thick blanket.

Have you seen the Evolution of Dance? OMG. I watched it & thought it was hilarious. If you haven't seen it yet, it's on YouTube.

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Friday, July 21, 2006

More Than Words by Extreme

BG By Vintage Fairy
Yesterday was quite fun. My muzzah called me around 3:30 & was like, 'Get ready, we're going to LA.' It was...fun.

Me, my mom, & her friends. OMG. There was so much laughing in that car I was like why the hell didn't I say no. No, mommy. I'm tired make me stay home. Please. They were being so damn silly. & I didn't have my iPod because my mom took it away. So, I was just fucking bored.

Anyways. We went to a filipino restaurant Salo Salo. Heh, in the car they were talking about how the Filipino language has double words. Like the Salo Salo restaurant. There's Tintin, Tonton, Jon Jon, Karekare [which I might add, is delicious]. That's all I can remember from the conversation. Oh. Halo halo, which is delicious too. & it's not pronounced as the game, Halo. It's pronounced as 'hahlo-hahlo' mmkay? Not 'haylo-haylo' because that's just stupid.

So, we were at the restaurant, ordered our food & goddammit it took a long-ass time. Stupid fricken 'party' over there ordered so much goddamn food. & there's only two fucking waiters. At least we had an appetizer. My mom's friend was like, 'Okay, Lareine you have to eat this cause after this is finished we're taking the glasses & leaving. We're going to run over to Goldilocks.' Goldilocks is good too. It's a bakery & a restaurant in the same place. Yea..

But our food came after eating the second bowl of appetizers. It was good. Cripsy seafood & barbeque. Dude, I full after the first platter. But noo, 'Lareine you have the eat more. There's still the second platter.' 'No, mommy please, don't force me to eat.' But I ate it. I swear whenever we eat at a restaurant or a buffet they always force me to eat a lot. I bet there trying to get me fat. Mess with my metabolism, eh?

So, we drove home. It was nice. Not a lot of cars. So we sped through. I liked it. But next time I have to get my iPod or I'll die from boredom.

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

So...you have a pussy boob?

BG By Vintage Fairy
Ahaha. Nevermind the title, I was watching Dog Bites Man one night & it just got into my head.

Watching Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle makes me want to go to White Castle. Why can't there be White Castle in California?

So, I was doing my introspective thinking last night. Aaaand. I've realized. I'm a spoiled little bitch. It's true. If you don't give me something that I really want I will cry until you give to me. [i.e. my mom won't give me my phone & I was on the verge of tears] I can't help it. I was spoiled with too much love. My parents buy me these expensive things as a surprise. You shouldn't do that. I'm going to expect more. See what you did, pamilya? You've made me spoiled. Or was it done on my part? OMG.

Anyways. I want a Range Rover or a Jeep. Either one. Then maybe a Jaguar. This kid at my school has a Jaguar & it is so pretty. OMG. I want it. But it costs so much. Oh well. When that day comes, I'll die happy.


dspR - Now, why would I do that. Leave MyO? Prsh. I've done it too many times before. Ahaha. I don't think I'd leave this place anytime soon.

visualkei - Midol? No..My friend takes Midol & she started freaking when she heard that Midol causes cancer. Haven't verified that yet. But. I don't like taking medicine. Even when I'm really sick, I don't take medicine.

PeachesXCream - Hmm..Perhaps, j-rockers are on my plane making a trip to Japan, eh? *crosses fingers* Hope I sit next to one.

Kilwoon - Things I hate about the male body? I don't think I can say it here. Maybe I'd offend some of you guys. I'll just put one thing down. I hate how there's guys out there & they're just really hairy. The thing that really makes me uncomfortable about hairy guys is that end up having chest hair & it really bothers me. The only person that looks good with chest hair is Freddie Mercury. But he died. I love Freddie Mercury.

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

The Kennedy Curse by Alexisonfire

BG By Vintage Fairy
Well, there's nothing to do here at my house. Other than cleaning, but I'm too lazy to do that. We went to the Airport yesterday to drop off my brothers & dad. They're on their way to the Philippines. Probably stopped in Hawaii sometime. They'll arrive there Thursay morning. My mom & I are going to roll there August 2. I can't believe it takes two days to get there. Well, the plane has to get fuel. We'll stay in Hawaii for about an hour.


It's a nice moment. My brother was vomiting. & it was so annoying. OMG. My brother eats alot. We try to like not get him to eat, but he always asks & so we're just like Ok, fine! Speaking of which, I'm hungry. I ate Ritz peanut butter thingys for breakfast. But I told my mom I had oatmeal. I should oatmeal for lunch.

I hate having periods. But I love it when I get it. I hate how [if you wear a pad] you sit down for a long time & when you get up you like you're leaking. That's annoying. I don't like tampons. Pads are easier to use I think. I hate having cramps. Whenever I have them it feels like someone squeezing my uterus. Maybe like an utter? I don't know, but it hurts. I don't know about you guys, but I like exploring my body. Not like sexually, but like in the sense of 'OMG! Where the hell did I get that?' Like yesterday I was showering, then all of a sudden I was, 'OMG. Did my boobs get bigger?' Sorry, I can be a bit too open. But it's true. My boobs used to fit in my hand. Now, it's like I have to open my hands a bit more wider so I can cover that one boobage area. Aha. Okay, so moving away from that area. I'm probably creeping you guys out already.

Anyways. I hate how my hair is short now. I miss the long emo hair. I can't let my hair down because I look absolutely horrible, so I put my hair in pig tails. Back when I had long hair & it was in pig tails people would always call me, Pocahantas, that one Wendy's girl, the Wendy from Peter Pan, Sacajawea, & other names. Now, with my hair short, I'm the sad girl with the pig tails. I miss my long locks.

You know what I hate about the male body? Nevermind. There's some # of things I hate about the male body. Well, not actually hatehate. But what I dislike. & some of those can't be changed. Oh well. I find it funny how Henry Cho is totally right about how women use the a word twice. Like how I used hatehate. Hmm. Don't know where I picked that up.

Have you ever tried that Taco Salad from Carl'sJR? It tastes really good. I had it a few days ago & I liked it. Everything is edible. Nice.

So, the cause of my leave was none of you guys. It wasn't theO. Or anything. Just. Erm. Family? I failed one of my classes so, my mom was pissed at me. Ah. School. It leisure in Greek, but is it? No. No, indeed it isn't. Why must language deceive us?

Anywhosits. I'm going to leave. Make myself oatmea. Watch tv, then clean. So. Tomorrow? Same time as today? Great. It's a date, then.

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Monday, July 10, 2006


BG By Vintage Fairy
So, I won't be visiting as much anymore. I'll probably check around during August. Or September.

So, farewell? Loves you all dear.

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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Fragrance by Gackt // U+K by Gackt

BG By Vintage Fairy
I'm such a shoe fanatic. I swear, if my mother took me shopping everyday, I'd buy shoes. The only thing is, is that my shoes are way expensize for my mom to even consider wasting $75+ on me. I can't help it! I just love the flats!

I have only 3 pairs of flats at my house. Three flats is not enough to satisfy a woman! Like how Gakkun says: Sex is good. Flats are good. I've been wearing flats for about half my life now. If I wear any pumps, I will fall flat on my face.

Muwhaha. Just look at this description. It's true. Because they are. I love pointy shoes. Rounded toes are fine, but pointy shoes. It's like, 'I have the power to kick you & it will hurt.' This sock is pretty.


Yea, uhm. Overboard much? Anyways. I just had to let that out. I saw the most wonderful shoes on Monday, but it was too much money. I swear, I will go bankrupt from buying too many shoes. I'm like that wife in the Tony Takitani movie. It was nice movie.

Anyways, how did your Fourths went? Mine was somewhat nice. It was kinda chilly. Mosquitoes. I already have like 2 or 3 bites already. Grrr.

Gackt's Illness Illusion song reminds me of Malice Mizer.

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Sunday, July 2, 2006

The Way You Look At Me by Christian Bautista

BG By Vintage Fairy
I haven't stopped listening to this song since I got it yesterday. Stupid TFC.


No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze some moment in my mind
The second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

(Repeat CHORUS)

I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime

(Repeat CHORUS)

The way you look at me..

& he doesn't even have the Pilipino accent when he sings it! ACK! Now, just to find that song Piolo Pascual has for MMK.

So, there was a boxing match yesterday on TFC. Pacquiao vs. Larios. I didn't watch it. I wanted to, but my dad was like, no you have to stay home; What if mommy calls?

Grr. But they told me that the Paqman won. Chulolo Larios. I think that's kinda funny. Oscar Chulolo Larios.


01. Who was the first J-rock Band you heard?
Well, I heard Gackt back when he was 'all that' & then Dir en Grey.

02. Who's the most recent J-rock Band you've heard?
Hmm...Prolly KuRt or hmm...don't remember?

03. Who's your favorite J-rock Band?
Oh Jesus Christ. MUCC. Or SID. I lub them both.

04. Name 5 other Bands you Like:
Dir en Grey, AnCafe, Kagrra, Gazette, Mad Capsule Markets

06. Are you a fangirl/boy?
You could say...

07. If yes, of Who?
Közi, Miya, Satochi, Yukke <3<3<3

08. Do you cosplay?
No. If I could, right now, I'd be Tatsurou from MUCC. Just need makeup & a few snips here & there.

09. Who?

10. Do you like Dir en grey?

11. Are you a Toshiya fangirl?

12. How about Kaoru?
Can't say.

13. Die?
Of course.

14. Kyo?

15. Shinya?
Who wouldn't be?

16. What's your favorite Deg song?
Uhm..Machiavellism. Or Kasumi.

17. Do you like visual bands or non-visual bands?

18. What's the first J-rock song you heard?
White Eyes

19. What's the last song you heard?
One More Time by Daft Punk

20. Do you buy J-rock magazines?

21. What's your favorite?
I don't have a favorite.

22. Have you ever been to any J-rock concerts?
Nope. No one ever comes here.

23. Which ones?

24. What would you do if you saw any J-rocker walking down the street in your town?
Nonchalantly stalk. *coughcough*

25. Which three Jrockers are you most in love with?
Miya, Satochi, Yukke, Tatsurou. Ahaha. Four.

26. Which three Jrockers would you most love to meet in person (Dead or alive)?
All of the spoken above.

27. What are the three things you would like to say to/ask them?
I don't know.

28. Which three Jrockers can you relate to most?

29. Which three Jrock songs do you constantly replay?
Tsubasa - MUCC
Tears - TRAX version
Aoki Haru - MUCC

30. Do you currently have a Jrocker computer background?

31. Which Jrocker would you most like to get fashion/makeup advice from?

32. Do you read Jrock fan fiction?

33. What is your favorite Jrocker related dream?

34. How many Jrock MP3s do you have?
Not sure.

35. And, finally, if you could sleep with any three Jrockers, who would they be?
XDDDDD...ahh. Hmm..I think that's disclosed for the time being.


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