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Thursday, September 7, 2006





.:.:{Quote of today}:.:.
I think will be at the beginnning of the post. ^_^

Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
~Unfaithful by Rihanna
I love that song... ^____^

*sigh* I don't really think I'll make it to sites tonight. My day has been rough. Second day of school and I HATE it. And that basically sums up the school story. But I'll still say just a little more.
I have this class called America at war. Thinking about it now, I'm an idiot for even thinking t would be an interesting class. I mean, I don't even like History, of ANY sort. So I went down to my counsoler when they called me down, and she said that she could not garuntee I'll get switched out. So I talked to Mr. Leermont (I don't know how to spell that, but that's what it sounds like. XD) and he told me that they have a "No Choice Switching" policy. And what I wanted to do was a choice switch. And the two classes that I had in mind were full anyway. But I really don't want to be in this class. I just don't feel I'll be able to retain the information. And keep up with all the work. It sounds hard. And I know myself better than that. So that basically ruined my already ruined day. I don't know almost anybody in any of my classes. The only on I know an abundunce of people is Frnch. But it's basically jusy my same classmates from last year. Nothing new. But I know like, 2 or 3 people TOPS in any of my classes. And the ones I do kow, I don't even sit anywhere near them. AND I have C lunch, or LAST lunch, which is basically ALL Freshman. Which I hate. And I don't know anybody except like, one girl in that lunch. I barely see any of my friends at all anymore.. It's hard, that's what I'm used to. And I can't take it. It's hard for me to cope with.

And I know I posted kinda late last night, but if you all could check out that post, I'd appreciate it. Unless you are Jaguar, Delphine or Len23. Since you 3 already commented. And you don't really have to comment, I would just appreciate you reading. But you don't have to if you don't want to. I'd never force it on you.

But on a lighter note, I'll be switchin up my site and theme sometime soon. It all depends on how quickly a very special friend of mine here works. I'm sure she knows who she is when I say this too... Hopefully.. But I don't want to reveal who it is today! ^_~ BWUAHAHAHAHA evil me. And... special friend of mine(hoping you know who you are ^_~), please don't think I'm trying to rush you when I say this either. I want you to work at your own pace. I have enough patience for it. ^_^ And I'll wait as long as I need to.

And I know this might make the post a lttle bit long, and you don't have to read this part if you don't wanna. Again, it's up tp you. ^_~ I'm gonna do the comment commenting thing. Just to give it a try.

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Jaguar: No worries, I can understand how days can get crazy.
And this phantom PM, it's driving me up the wall! XD
And yes, I knwo for sure that he knew he had HIV. Cuz he told her that he knew. The bastard..
*huggles*

Delphine:Yes the story is a sad one. And about my friends and this guy, the worst part(this is from what I've been told. assuming it's true) is that he had said that he wanted to marry Angelica.. I'm not sure if he had said that to Alex as well.. But it's bullshit cuz he'll make out with Alex and then like, behind her back he'll like, cuddle and crap with Angelica. And it's a really confusing situation. And it makes ME uncomfortable...

Len23: Yes yes.. poor lady. I feel very sorry for her. And thanks! You have a good weekend too! ^_^

Oh no! I almost forgot my darling Kitsune!
Kouun Kitsune: You snuck your comment in there while I was typing this. sneaking girl you. ^_~ *hugs* Yup, he basically deserves to die. Seeing as he indirectly is killing this poor girl..
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Well... I don't know what else to say.. I'm not sure I'll be able to visit you all. So if anybody doesn't happen to get around to visiting me, I understand. But if you do happen to read this, just know that I greatly appreciate it! ^_^ *huggles you all*


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Wednesday, September 6, 2006





I'm really sorry for the late post but I felt I needed to tell you this.
I just heard the most gut wrenching story on the radio I've ever heard. So here it goes:

This man and this woman were together for 7 years. Something happened (when she called in, she didn't say why. But it's not really important). But the broke up. And the girl goes to the doctor sometime later and finds out she has full-blown AIDs. And she's only got 6 months to live. Apparently she had gotten HIV from her boyfriend of 7 years. But what makes it worse is the fact that he knew he had HIV from the beginning. He knew. If you love somebody enough to stay with them for 7 fricken yeas, you wouldn't do that to them. So now this poor girl has to deal with that. And the fact that she could die within half a year at least. What she was saying to Big Boy (the radio host at the time) is that she doesn't think he deserves to live anymore. And I don't think so either. If he knew, then that's like an attempted murder right there.

Ugh.. I'm sorry, today just hasn't been a good day. First day of school sucked, I had to listen to my friend summarize what's going on between these two other friends of mine who like the same guy. Which is a situation that killed me to have to listen to. And the fact that he's basically playing them both. Which is a situation I know too well. Don't ask, cuz I won't tell. Sorry, but I'm not real comfortable with sharing. ^_^ Please understand.

Again, I apologize for posting so late.


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Tuesday, September 5, 2006





*sigh* I'm very unhappy to tell you all this but... I wasn't able to visit everybody. I have to eat dinner in a few minutes. And I have skating in about 1 1/2 hours so... I don't think I'll be able to get my visiting done.. *sobs* I'm sorryyyyy!

Tomorrow.. like Jungwoo had to today.. I'll have to make the trip to my prison for the next forever and a half.. *sobs again* I don't wanna goooooo! Please don't make me! T^T *happy again* But on the bright side, I'll get to see my friends I haven't seen in a while. ^____^ yay-ness.

Aaaaaahhh! I have a phantom PM! It's driving me NUTS! I keep thinking I have a new PM. But NOOOOOOOO.... Crazy thing... I think I'm starting to rub of on it. XD

OH! I've also decided to try and do a quote at the end of my posts.. See how that goes.
Oh, and before I forget! I'm sure you've figured out this by now (hopefully ^_~) but I don't know how often I'll be able to get on and visit. I'll do my best though.
So long everybody! *huggles everyone*
Until we meet again! ^_^

First quote comes from one of my upcoming obsessions...
"Its painful to put everything on your own shoulders and force a smile..." ~Rosette - Chrono Crusades


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Monday, September 4, 2006


The Tradgic Death of Steve Irwin.. The Crocodile hunter
"On 4 September 2006, Irwin was fatally pierced in the heart by a stingray barb, while diving off Queensland's Great Barrier Reef. He had been filming a segment for his daughter Bindi's upcoming television series. Irwin was in the area filming his own documentary, to be called Ocean's Deadliest, but weather had stalled filming. Irwin decided to take the opportunity to film some shallow water shots for his daughter's programme. The BBC reported that this was only the second known fatality in Australian history from a stingray attack, while The Age lists it as the third.

Shortly after 11:00 a.m. local time (01:00 UTC), Irwin was filming off the shores of Low Isles, Queensland, near Port Douglas and north of Cairns, where he was stung either through his heart, or through the left side of his chest. After he was stung, emergency services were called from Cairns Rescue Base and met Croc One, Irwin’s rescue vessel at Low Isle on the Great Barrier Reef. The Croc One crew performed constant CPR during the thirty-minute dash to Low Isle. The Queensland Rescue Helicopter responded, taking him to Cairns Base Hospital, where Irwin was pronounced dead on arrival at noon. He was not killed by the sting itself but from a puncture to the heart in turn causing cardiac arrest. The Queensland Police Service notified his family and released a statement for the media concerning his death. News of his death prompted a public outpouring expressing shock and loss. Several Australian news websites went down due to high web traffic and talk-back radio experienced a high volume of callers expressing their grief, commemorating his passion and exuberance. Prime Minister John Howard, among many other politicians, expressed his "shock and distress" at the death, saying that "Australia has lost a wonderful and colourful son.” Steve Irwin's body was flown to a morgue in Cairns, where stunned family and friends were gathering on Monday night. His wife Terri was told of her husband's death while on a walking tour in Tasmania, and returned to the Sunshine Coast with their two children."

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Oh my, I really hate laptops sometimes.. I tried commenting on a few peoples sites, and it kept telling me I had to be a registered member to leave comments. And I know VERY well that I'm registered and logged in. It's tickin me off! I don't really know what the problem is though. I don't even know if it's actually the laptop or not. Actuall, I'm pretty sure it's the laptop. It's saying I don't have cookies enabled.. So I can't log in. But the weird thing is, is when I'm on my Backroom I'm logged in. And I can even update. But if I want to look at fanart or even go to one of your pages and comment, it says I'm not logged in. It's really strange.. Bah who cares anymore.. No sense dwelling on it. Atleast I get to update. ^_^

Well, it's 1 AM and surprisingly I'm up and updating! ^_^ But only cuz I love you guys. That and the fact that today is Labor Day. And my family is getting together so I won't be able to go online all day probably. And I thought I would at least tell you guys what's going on with me. I visited earlier. So I at least caught up with you all a little bit. ^____^

Well.. I hope you all have a wonderful Labor Day! And have fun! ^_^ *huggles*


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Friday, September 1, 2006





Well, it seems I had time to visit AND update today. Surprising.
Tomorrow morning my grandma is fyling in from California to stay with us for a while. And to see her great-grand babies. ^_^ I haven't seen her in a while so it will be nice. But apparently I'm the lucky one who she gets to stay with.. Even before I had the biggest room in the house it was that way too! T^T Ooooooh well....
Tonight I'm going to my friend Nicole's house. Stayin the night there. Should be lots of fun.
My school had its first home game last night. We got slaughtered. It was awful. 48 to nothin. Ouch..
Well, time to go for me! I'll visit you all again as soon as I can!


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Thursday, August 31, 2006





Alas my friends, I am only here to tell you of my absence for the next few days. And possibly the entire weekend. I have to go to skating in about 10 minutes or so. And I have to go get my dress fitted for my sister's wedding. And who knows how long that will take.. ^_^
But I hope you are all doing well! And I'm really sorry, but I won't be able to get to sites today. Unless I get on when I get home from being fitted.. Which IS always a possblitiy..
But anyway, don't expect me to be around much these next couple of days. And to let you know, I'm feeling much better now. Again, thank you for all the support you ave given me. It really means a lot to me. *huggles everybody*
Well, I'm off to get ready for skating! Ooooooh, I got an amazing quote, but I don't know who it's or anything. But I got it off the video from Drogannova's site. The Trigun one with Eden or something.. It goes like this:
Kill all the spiders...
And save the butterflies...
It's rational until you realize that by striving for it, you become a spider yourself.

Peace! ^_^


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Wednesday, August 30, 2006





Today was a little bit better. I'm going excercising with my sister tonight.
Skating didn't go how I was planning it to go. I just got even more aggrivated at people. I was SO annoyed.

I've already visited you all. Well, as of right now. ^_^
Uggghh.. I start school in exactly one week. And I'm REALLY dreading it too.. Oh well.
Sorry these post are getting so short. I have nothing to say really. But I really appreciate all your support. It means a lot to me. To know that I have people I can talk to. It's a nice feeling really..
Well, I'm off to go eat something! ^_^


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Tuesday, August 29, 2006





Very sorry everybody. I wasn't on like, all weekend. But I don't really have much to say right now. Just thought I'd come and check up on the things going on with all of you. And as of this point, I've visited everybody that updated either today or yesterday.

But like I said, I don't really have much to say. But this weekend, it was fun and completely depressing at the same time. And it's a really awkward and uncomfortable thing to talk about for so I'll just leave it at the fact that I'm going through a somewhat difficult time right now. There's a lot that I have to sort through in my mind. And it's really hard for me. I'm really sorry for just kinda leaving you all in the dark like this, but I just don't want to have to think about it more than I already am. It seems like my phone as become my worst enemy. Which isn't a good thing. it rarely EVER leaves my side.

I have skating tonight, so hopefully I can clear my thoughts a little bit while I'm there. Hopefully I can skate some of this off. But that's unlikely. Oh well. Please don't worry too much about me. I'll be alright. It's just something that I have to face and deal with on my own. I hope you can understand this..
So long for now.


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Saturday, August 26, 2006





Hey guys. Just a quick post. Thought I'd let you know that I didn't get to see Step Up. sadly. But my sis told me she'd take me another time.

And I also wanted to tell you guys that I've made my first EVER wallpaper. And I'd appreciate it if you went and looked at it sometime. I made a picture linky ma-bobber at the top. Right under my fanart one. ^___^ Help and tips for making papers is ALWAYS welcomed.

Well, have a nice day! I have to go clean my disaster of a room. XD I dont want to. i just got back from the beach so I don't wanna have to clean as soon as I get home! T^T Oh welllll...
Take care now! *waves goobye*


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