Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Lost Hope

Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.

Pages (2): 1 2 [ Next ] [ Last ]



Thursday, April 22, 2004


Another day...
Well not much has happened over the last day. Went to school as usual, was late up again and got yelled at, got to school to find the batteries of my discman dead. All the makings of one of those 'I-should-have-stayed-in-bed' days. Lessons start all too much like normal: Another lesson of 'The Mysterious' Science (which I made anonymus for now, and yes, I can't spell properly)in which we all kind of sit there looking dazzed and confused. My friend (who is lucky enough to have free periods) even came up to the window and gave me a wave halfway through, even though at first I hadn't noticed. Next was French: a nightmare above all. I am known to be very stubborn when it comes to talking infront of class, being the 'shy, unconfident type' as they call me, and with another language to talk makes it 10 times worse. Then when asking (or rather muttering under my breath on my way out) I aked if it could ever be possible to drop the subject I was called a 'Drama Queen' which got me pretty much pissed off. The rest of the day passed more or less alright, despite the fact that Italy is BOILING and every square-centimetre of grounds is sunny was annoying and I also ran into an old teacher who came to visit from England (no comment on that...But one word: Why me?..alright two then, but still). Managed to start a few to-become fan art pieces, one of Yu-Gi-Oh's Bakura (don't mind my spelling, it is late after all,), one of Ranma and one 'attempt' (in colour! <--Additional bonus because I prefer black and white) of Gundam's Duo.. Well that's about all for today...


Comments (3) | Permalink



Tuesday, April 20, 2004



Well…What to say… I’ve finally decided to start writing posts ( Yay!..), which for me is quite an achievement seeing as I am not much of talker. Well be afraid for the now extremely-dull accounts of my days (evil laughter in the background followed by an evil whip-crack of thunder and lightning). Today was more or less uneventful, mostly because I go to an extremely small and unusually ‘friendly’ school where everyone knows everything about everyone, which has its ups and downs. One of my Science (won’t say which Science because this site could fall into the wrong hands) took the liberty of asking me continual questions, knowing that I’m rather slow and thick in that subject…Which was mostly annoying if anything at all (Is discreet murder of teachers illegal?). I spent Lunch break watching my best mate run around after another guy who had stolen his shoe as a joke. My best mate (and me also) wears baggy trousers (being skater-like and everything) so it was rather amusing to watch him run and hold them up at the same time (no offense meant there! *innocent look and a vague smile*) . Other than that I ‘TRIED’ to install a Roleplaying game onto my old, struggling bucket-of-bolts that they call a computer…Without much luck...I had better leave it at that before I get clobbered over the head by a frying pan by my mum...





*snuffs* "YOU USED MY SHAMPOO AGAIN, DIDN'T YOU?!" (Just a Ranma pic I found kind of funny...)


Comments (3) | Permalink



Sunday, March 28, 2004


Speaks for its self..
<--- Small, but so beautiful.. *snuff*..*hears a distant yell in the background from a friend: "Geez! Get a life will you, Jen!" and slunks away into a corner with a discman and HIM CD* ..Anyway..Enjoy..






Comments (3) | Permalink



Sunday, February 29, 2004


I swear I'm not crazy...
A set of testsI found rather amusing to do..And now you know more about me too..Enjoy..

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:white and fuzzy dust bunnies..
..rain?:fun to run around in..
..tornado?:^ the above ^
..summer love?:s'all good..
..Jon?:who?
..Mike?:^ the above
..Shea?:^ the above
..banana?:all of them are possessed..they will enslave our minds..
..dizzy?:the inside of my head..
..Laura?:who?
..Juan?:who?!...I won't ask again.. (and yes, I am thick)
..car?:speed.. more speed.. even more speed
..white?:snow..mouldy dust bunnies
..peppermint?:yum..polo mints..(<-- an addiction)
..New Found Glory?:posers..?
..placebo?:dizziness..and..guys in make-up..which leads to..Ville Valo..*grin*
..orange juice?:early mornings..
..candid camera?:fun to watch..
..sister?:a burden..ocassionally nice?
..brother?:can be a pain in the arse
..hate?:leads to: love..
..school?:mind-controlling alien breeding grounds?
..President?:dumbarses..
..football?:kicking oponents'
..rap?:urgh...definate crap. (no offense)
..pop?:sappiness..
..rock?:Huzzah! (..May it live long..)
..punk?:Huzzah! (..May it live long..)
..sex?: "Yes"
..death?:sudden..end of the path of life?
..baby?:er..my cousin?
..duuude?:where's my car?!
..the end?:is nigh..

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!


What is your favorite..
gum:spearmint
restaurant:Maccers..
drink:Peach ice tea
season:autumn
type of weather:dark and cloudy/snow
emotion:depression
thing to do on a half day:wander around the city with a little group
late-night activity:annoying people online..or getting an ocassional drink with me mates
sport:basketball
city:amsterdam
store:some skate shops that I forgot the name of..
When was the last time you..
cried:last week?
played a sport:erm.a week or two back?..am a lazy bugger..
laughed:yesterday night when out to get more sugar-filled drink to keep me awake during a play.
hugged someone:5 days ago..got hugged.. does that count?
kissed someone:properly? ..a while ago
felt depressed:last night..
felt elated:yesterday evening..the light-cast I was in suceeded for the second time by lighting a play..
felt overworked:two days ago..
faked sick:during an exam..
lied:yesterday?
What was the last..
word you said:'didn't'
thing you ate:a polo mint..
song you listened to:HIM,' For you'
thing you drank:water
place you went to:a mate's house..
movie you saw:half of the first Harry Potter movie with my younger sis.. -.-;
movie you rented:Pirates of the Caribbean
concert you attended:the battle of the bands that i was partly in..
Who was the last person you..
hugged:some class mate who came and gave me a hug..
cried over:er..some people I know who were being prats at some stage I think..
kissed:an ex-bf a while back
danced with:can't remember..far too long ago
shared a secret with:mah best buddy
had a sleepover with:good question
called:one of mah mates to ask directions yesterday when i got lost
went to a movie with:two of mah best mates
saw:not too sure..
were angry with:my parents
couldn't take your eyes off of:dave navarro.. *hangs head in shame* i have a thing for guys with eyeliner and dark hair?
obsessed over:no one..i don't obsess..honest ^ ^
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yes..lol
kissed someone:yes
done drugs:no, not yet
drank alcohol:of course!
slept around:no..
partied 'til the sun came up:sort of..
had a movie marathon:yup, not got much else to do..
gone too far on a dare:not really
spun until you were immensely dizzy:yup..it's fun
taken a survey quite like this before:yes..

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

Comments (0) | Permalink



Wednesday, February 18, 2004


yay..


Just me playing around with DBZ gifs..

Comments (4) | Permalink



Tuesday, February 17, 2004


New Discovery
Alright, I had one heck of a hard choice of which song to put on my site first..So, after much searching and listening through the songs available I thought I might as well start off with a partly softish song by Blink 182..Rather than blast your ears out with some of my personal favourites (which will be on here at some point anyway * evil grin*) Enjoy...


Comments (2) | Permalink



Thursday, February 12, 2004



Comments (3) | Permalink



Wednesday, February 11, 2004


Feeaaar me...
Small Notice: New Fan Art on its way… Yay!..As for the normal life: all the same and boring. I have come to the conclusion that spending time in the same place with the same people can be a good experience but also a bit of a drag at times… My parents are also getting increasingly ‘concerned’ by the fact that they never see me doing any school work (even though things are going more or less fine) and blame it on the computer…Weirdly enough my teachers have also been saying that I look ‘depressed’ and ‘down’…How very motivating… Also been thrashed down with papers and so on, which is loads of fun, and I haven’t been on MSN properly to bug any of the peoples I know *snuffles and tries to annoying poke a far-away image of Shinigami on the arm*.. Anyway...Enjoy the weird new art, which I did mostly during classes and art class because I had nothing else to do and..well that about it for my little account of the day…


Comments (1) | Permalink



Friday, January 30, 2004


Some results for the hell of it..
OuterOne
You're an Outleg. people don't except you the way
that you are. You are not a part of a group,
but have some friends, mostly people just like
you. You are being loyal to your way of living,
and that's worth more than hanging round with
some group.


What kind of group person are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


Sorrowful
As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla

Wow..I feel motivated to try that first one out..As for the second..It's true *glum yet proud grin*

Comments (0) | Permalink

Sleep...
Due to a MASSIVE increase in the amount of bloody school work I've been getting as well as the randomly 'late nights' and various other..strained events.. I have grown into a state that has been described by class mates as 'the living dead thing that sits in her own world at the back of the room'..I've also been neglecting my little domain on here for a week or more because of this..For which I apolagize (or am glad that it has been prefered this way?).. Hopefully I will beable to pull myself together during this weekend and sumbit some more attempts of fan art and crappy..for now..I will..flop over at my desk and slumber for an odd 4 days.. or just take large amounts of ice tea and sugar to keep me going... NOTE: It also snowed here in Rome for the first time since the 80s..it only lasted for an hour though, but it was still special and gave us all high spirits..
Comments (1) | Permalink

Pages (2): 1 2 [ Next ] [ Last ]