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Friday, August 25, 2006


He's Gone...
Everyone i found out yesterday that my friend Jaro-san is really gone. He really did die of a plane crash. It's so strange because i never thought someone as sweet, nice, and friendly as him would EVER die.
And the sad thing was...well here's how it goes okay. well..i'll start from the beginning.
I first met Jaro-san on myspace when i was just looking around in some other person's friend list., to tell you the truth the first time i saw his pic i thought he was pretty cute. And then i saw his layout for myspace, and i knew he'd be a cool friend. lol his layout was of kingdom hearts. lol i remember clearly that i was the one who asked to be his friend first. LOL he was so kind he accepted. And from then on he was the kindest Japanese guy friend i could ever ask for. He also helped me alot in my japanese. After a while i started having a crush on him. But soon gave up because a friend of his who's also my friend also had a crush on him. I mean i still do, it's just i never told him. How i regret that now. It's so sad because i remember clearly that one day i left him my first extra long comment, and i asked him i fit was okay. he laughed and told me that he loved extra long comments because it made him smile and feel happy. So from then i always left him long comments. For a while he didn't respond to my comments, but he eventually did. He was apologizing for not being able to respond back as often because he was busy. And that's the last i ever heard of him. What makes it worse is that before i learned of his death i left him 2 long comments. And in one of those comments i told him that one day i would go visit him in Nagoya, Japan. But then....i found out he died.
How i regret now that i never got to tell him what a great friend he was, that i had feelings for him. How much i cherished his friendship. Now he's gone...and i didn't even get to say good-bye.
*starting to cry again*
God bless his soul, and i know that he's in a better place now. Heaven just gained another sweet angel. I'm sure he's alrite now. I'm sure that he's there by our sides watching over us. And knowing that he just might me watching me too, makes me happy. As Silvia Brown says all the people who make it to "the other side" are all happy. So i'm sure he's probably there with firends or something, and he's happy.

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