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• 2005-09-15
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• Ruler of the Universe (*sigh* It's a full-time job but hey wut else am I gonna do? lol)
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• Mori-chan, Molly, Kannon, Enni, Kaze, Ichi, Ichiban, Ichigo, CrazyAsianGirl

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Anime Fan Since
• I've been an anime fan since I was about six. My uncle was watching Ranma 1/2 and I fell in love with anime ever since!
Favorite Anime
• Naruto, Mermaid Saga, Fruits Basket, Chrono Crusade, Howl's Moving Castle, Jigoku Shoujo, Death Note
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• Go to Japan someday, get rich (hey who doesn't?) XD
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• Playing My Piano, Drawing, reading, listening to a whole range of diff. music, hanging out w/friends, studying, just having fun. ^^ watching J-dramas and K-dramas. ^^
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• PLaying the Piano, drawing, cheering ppl up (which sometimes leads to them getting freaked out by me...but eh @ least I got 'em happy! ^^), evil laughs...




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Thursday, August 24, 2006

   You guys....T-T
well today was starting off just fine and dandy. And I went onto my Myspace. And I got this message from one of my friends asking me if I read Jaro-san's ( an EXREMELY close friend of mine. Mikilane you should know him.) bulletion yet. I told her no, so i went to go find it...and...and when I opened the bulletion it said that he had died in a plane crash this month on the 19th. And that bulletion was posted not by him but by his sister.
I don't know what to think anymore. Jaro-san was one well I would say my best guy friend ever. Even though he lived all the way in Japan, he was so nice and funny and sweet. I keep thinking to myself he can't be dead, he can't be dead no. I don't know what to think anymore.
I don't know if this is some sort of cruel prank or joke someone's playing, or if it's the truth. I don't know I just don't know. I'm still crying as i'm typing this.
What's worse is i used to have a crush on him and i never got to tell him how i feel. He can't be dead he can't! And NO i'm not pranking everyone, this is REAL. I'm praying to god it's not true. I don't want to lose such a good friend.
I asked one of my other friends, she lives really close to him, so she should know what's going on. I wrote her a message asking her if what i read is true. But i didn't recieve anything yet, and not I'm worried as hell. From now until the time I get a response, it'll be the worse time of my life. *still crying*
I pray please don't let him be dead, please let this just be a practical joke, Jaro-san can't be dead. He just can't. We barely met each other, he can't be dead already.
I don't know what to do anymore, i just don't know. Why does something like this happen, when i was excepting so much happiness ahead towards this new school year?!?
But then again this might not be a practical joke and it might be the truth. I have been leaving him a lot of comments, but he hasn't responded yet. Then again the last time he did he said he was really busy so he didn't have time to. GOOD LORD PLEASE DON'T LET THIS BE TRUE. JARO-SAN CAN'T DIE!! He's such a good person.
Please lord don't let this be true...
this is the first time i ever said prayers in a post. but.....*still crying* i care about him alot. to me he was a lot closer than a normal friend, sure i did have a crush on him...but i have a feeling like he's more than a best friend, more like a super best friend. I don't know what i'm saying. I'm confusing myself rite now. *still crying* Please pray with me that he isn't dead.
He can't be dead.....he can't be....he just can't be.......
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