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Monday, June 20, 2005


   yay ^_^
16 today! *happy birthday to me....* :P
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005


I lie deep in pensive mood sometimes for hours
Digging deeper and deeper my own grave
Each dark thought pulling me down, unable to resist I fall
I slip into my coffin, each moment pulling the lid shut
I lie in silence unable to escape – I cannot get out

The darkness consumes – I need to escape, away from these feelings
I cannot get out
Trapped within my thoughts I try to ignore but they stain
Ignorance no longer an option, the word “futile” comes to mind

Empty inside – the loss I feel yet I do not know what it is I miss
My mind in free-fall- nothing to grab onto and hold close, nothing to comfort
Anger and despair eat away at my soul
Soon there will be nothing to leave my body along with my last breath
I need to escape – I cannot get out

I am different, I should not feel this way…but I do
I should not feel, just exist, just obey
No one truly caring for me until the day I die
The funeral the only respect I am paid
The tomb the only rest I am given
Forced to wander among the graves until the end of time
As alone as I was from my first waking moment

This is my Fate, chosen for me before time began
I cannot get out
Doomed to endure the hand I am dealt
Doomed to endure the haunting feelings I harbour
Until I am no more
I cannot get out.





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Saturday, May 28, 2005


   me and my mind
man, im bored. here's a list of the thoughts i have been having lately...
-im in the middle of exams and all of my friends are depressed - not because of the exams though. it really sucks
-My Chemical Romance rock. ^-^
-i wanna go sleep.
-leave me alone.
-why does it have to be a sunday then a bank holiday when i want to get my ear pierced? all the body piercing shops are shut then >_<
-man, i hate Big Brother
-football sucks too
-mmmm pancakes
-why do wash-in hair dyes never work on my hair?

As you can see, my mind is a wonderful place to be


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Friday, May 27, 2005


700 hits
isn't my life exciting?
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Monday, March 21, 2005


   *drum roll*
way hey - 100 guestbook entries! ;)
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Thursday, March 3, 2005


   1000 votes
i finally reached 1000 votes - thank you for voting! keep up the good work! :P
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Monday, January 31, 2005


   The Chinese New Year
Im doing an art exam on the theme of 'Celebrations' and i'm thinkin of doin the Chinese New Year - anime style. I'm wondering if anyone has any links to good websites i can get inspiration from? or if any of you have experienced it first hand, would you be able to tell me the atmosphere or the colours and stuff? you know - anything that would help me to create the best picture possible - thanks!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004


   400 HITS!!!
WOO!!! 400 people have visited my site! :O thank you everyone who did!!! ^____________^
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Monday, December 20, 2004


   well, i have decided to stop tryin to do original anime for a while and to just do fan art, cos i hate all my original anime and it really isnt making me happy so...fan art it is then!
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004


   ¬.¬
I have just realised that I SUCK AT ART - i kinda like my stuff till the moment i submit it here and then it looks awful - needless to say that im in a very bad mood ¬.¬
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