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Tuesday, June 9, 2009


Shocking NEWS!!!: I heard from Peng that his master's brother, Reggie, got into an accident. Reggie was driving a motor with 2 children and got crushed by a truck. So sad to say, the children didn't make it at the hospital. Now, Peng is waiting for his master's call to start negotiating Reggie's case.


The day before yesterday, my relatives from San Pablo visited us without notice. Actually my father talked to them last Friday but it seems that they agreed to postpone the visitation 'cause of the sudden thunderstorm. But they appeared and I was not able to do my habits... I even went downtown to buy them foods, which I hate doing. That's why very few classmates of mine had only stepped in the house. I don't want visitations!!!

So, yesterday I went to the hospital with Peng to have Lloyd's check up; Peng is babysitting Lloyd. After that we went to the mall and get a tour around. It wasn't great, wasn't bad either. I saw Dhem waiting for the elevator, she didn't saw me. *I'm quite thankful about that 'cause I don't want to have anymore connections with my ex-classmates before shifting to my current course.* I didn't bought anything, I was just asked anyway to come with her. But she treated me lunch and snacks and gave me a couple of dollars...

I visited the forum yesterday and was overwhelmed how people there were looking forward to PTC sites and other paying ads. Someone new, aileen, there gave me a referral link so I signed up at her site. It would be bad if I didn't clicked the link... I want to be fair with everyone even though I'm their senior... I'm still 19 years old and my lookout for fairness is very strong. And I think there's no harm in trying.
Today I missed going to the Forum... I'm bored and started my PTC link and started clicking. I already earned $1. I'm not looking forward to it though, 'cause PTC is PTC. Scam will always be scam. If there are few real PTC sites they're the ones who won't get easily unblock with proxies, like Neobux and Roudycash.

After a few solitary thinking, I realized that I'm beginning to become a coward again. I'm closing my connections to the outside world. In the Forum I'm getting pretty attached to 2 persons. With Joyce, I'm so depressed in her last e-mail that I came up with a simple letter in my head stating that I won't contact her anymore. And with Dhem... I'd just said that I want to be fair with everyone but I don't know what's fair at this time when it's concerning my personal life. Why does it come easy to find solutions for someone's problem when I can't even find an answer for mine..?
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