Sunday, February 20, 2011

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Whew! I feel as though this week has been a bit of a whirlwind. I have a couple of topics to post about. But, first things first... New Theme Finally got it up and coordinated into something that is pleasing to me! My theme title is Birthday Wishes because, well, my birthday is less than one month away. Can you believe it? I can't. And as for the sea-like theme...it fits because I am a Piscean. But, I swear it's purely coincidence. ^_^; I wanted to do something a bit more complicated, sort of like my previous Sailor Moon layout, except with a navigation menu and an introduction and such. But, MyO was being ridiculous yesterday and wouldn't save code that I copy and pasted into my introduction or post styles. The only way I could get things to work was if I typed everything into the field manually. Which was tedious. Eventually I want to do a multi-column layout...but for now I think this will suffice and that it turned out quite nice. ^_^ TheOtaku Worlds I created a world. Not for blogging purposes...I'm staying solely on MyO for that. And still want to bring MyO back to the community that it used to be. No, I made a world because I want to create a Sailor Moon fandom on the web. The whole shebang. Episode Guides for all 200 episodes, Season Summaries, Movie Summaries, Character Bios, you name it. It'll only cover the anime though, since that's where my obsession lies. I never got into the manga or the live action or the video games...etc. Plus I figure if people on TheO start visiting my world, they might be interested to learn more about me and come to MyO. And I can slowly sort of direct people back here. It could work, right? ^_^ Anyways, you can find my world here. There's nothing on it yet, but that will soon be changing.... Nightmares... Every night this week except for one I have had nightmares. And they were all about Ru. Well, Ru and I having fights or disagreements, or not being together, specifically. And I hate that. It makes me worry about things that I shouldn't, or that don't really exist. And it doesn't help that most of my family and friends are less than supportive of our relationship. I have a big imagination, and my mind tends to run away with the notion that something will happen to us, or that he won't want to be with me anymore. But I know deep down that this isn't true. I trust him and his feelings for me with all of my heart. I trust that things, although sometimes difficult at the moment, will all work out for us in the end. And every time I feel myself begin to doubt, I look at the flowers he gave me last Saturday, or the last text he sent me where he tells me he loves me. I just miss him so much, and I didn't get to see him this weekend. I can't wait until next weekend where I can be with him again, even though he will be working a lot. But oh, these nightmares! I wish they would go away. Just thinking about them makes me want to break down and cry.... And to top it all off, I am sick again. Not as bad as before, but still. It's an annoyance. Oh well, things will look up. They always do. Sorry for the long, rambling post, guys. I just had to get this all out somewhere, somehow. Thanks for reading. ^_^

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