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Saturday, January 5, 2008


Yondaime

Go forth and die, he hid away plotting his revenge and he is naruto's father. Here's the manga scan to prove it. Sensei?!  Father?!  Akatsuki?!

there. and I changed the song to "Matayumede Aimasyou" by Miyavi. I dislike Miyavi greatly but I love this song. I like hearing his scream in it and it is sad sounding so I think it might the bg. well that is all.

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Thursday, December 27, 2007


   I'm Bored/ RukixSato fanfic

I am very bored about now. So how was everyone's Christmas? Mine was good, I drunk a lot but wasn't so drunk. I gots yaoi manga for Christmas. Squeeeeee for that! I also got a Nintendo Ds, the new lite one and mine is red, so slick looking I love it! I only have one game though and I can't buy another because I'm saving up to go to Japan next year. well for your amusement I present to you a fanfiction I wrote and I even have a pic. So here you go:



Ruki stopped dead in the hallway of the dormitory of the seemingly all boy's school V.K. Academy. Satoshi stood to the side of him, anger boiling in his blood, how much longer would he have to deal with this kid? He had been bothered by him all day both directly and indirectly. Now the kid had the nerve to approach him after school hours with the same bullshit.
Ruki, a much shorter kid (I'm assuming) stood only 2 inches from the blue wall, his face heated, he just could not understand. "What the fuck did I ever do to you Satoshi, that you hate me?! I wanna know dammit!" Ruki was spazzing out in the hallway, he even became brave stepping up tp Satoshi to yell some insecurities in his face. That anger that was boiling reached its point, Satoshi pushed Ruki into the wall hard, his back abused created a thud of result. He wanted to go off in his face, he wanted to rant, scream, curse loudly but he couldn't, he was a bit more mature than that. So he did it silently.
He bitched quietly about the boy to the boy and almost caused him to cry. He didn't want to wake everyone up by being loud so he grabbed the front of Ruki's 'GazeRock is not Dead' t-shirt and pulled him into his room. Once inside he let go of the shorter boy on the verge of tears. "What do you want from me?" Satoshi asked trying to keep his voice low and nuetral. Ruki chewed his bottom lip to keep from crying, he was a light-hearted, fun loving kid who enjoyed the lighter things in life as opposed the dark, he couldn't understand Satoshi's silent abuse towards him.
He sucked it up, he steadied himself so when he spoke his voice wouldn't tremble, his words wouldn't falter. He had to prove himself to Sato. "Why do you hate me? What did I ever do to you? Why do you treat me like nothing?" He was asking for too many answers and Satoshi didn't have the patience. He still hadn't leashed his temper and what little restraint he had not to put his hands around his neck was more straining than he thought. Without thought or feeling he grabbed Ruki slamming him against the wall. It hurted more this time, his back cracked at impact and now Sato hovered over him, his breath falling on his forehead as he spoke. "What the fuck do you want from me?!" Satoshi's tone a half scream.
Ruki stumbled for the words, his tongue tripping over his teeth. "Is this what you want?" His tone harsh, he bent his knees to lower himself to Ruki's height. Satoshi leaned in heavily almost falling on the poor kid as his mouth connected to the smaller kid's, Ruki's eyes opened wide. Sato pushed his tongue into Ruki's mouth then locked the kiss by roughly chewing on the short kid's bottom lip. He withdrew. Ruki stared horrified, that wasn't what he wanted, or was it? He was only trying to make friends with Satoshi, he had no personal interest in him. He could tell himself that but did he truly believe it?
"I..I just don't want to be hated..." Satoshi grabbed him again but gently, his hand lightly on his arm, he pulled Ruki into the embrace of his side. "Shut the fuck up emo-boy, you want me?" Ruki's face flushed, he found himself again stammering for the right words. Satoshi didn't wait. He placed his hand on Ruki's back underneath the shirt, his skin felt smooth. Ruki's eyes widened again but before he could protest his shirt had been yanked off and he was lying on his back, Satoshi sitting next to him. Ruki sat up blushing, his mind was working incredibly fast as were Satoshi's hands as he unbuttoned Ruki's pants and were proceeding to pulling them off.
"Wait wait! Chotto matte yo! Yamete! Stop Sato!" Ruki's voice ran shrill and high pitched. His pants fell limply to the floor with a soft sound. "Like I'm gonna listen to you." Sato said leaning over and kissing him again, his mouth rough, his tongue dominating pushing and pulling Ruki's tongue rolling it over in his own mouth. Sato laid on his body pinning him to his bed. Ruki squirmed a bit but stopped instantly the moment he realized that his moving under Sato's body aroused him. Sato noticied it too. He bit down hard on Ruki's lip as he slowly drew lower down his body licking his nipple, his abs, blowing on his belly button.
Ruki had relaxed a bit hunching his shoulders and leaning his head back but his stomach tightened itself as Sato's salty wet tongue passed over it leaving a neat trail of saliva. Then Sato bit down on his cock instantly extinguishing the would be erection. The pain of his teeth piercing the skin jolted him upward, he grabbed the back of Sato's neck. Sato pulled his arms away, he sucked on the skin he had bitten, he pushed Ruki back down. He wanted to cause him pain not pleasure. Ruki sucked air through his teeth as Sato changed back into biting. He drew his legs up to Sato's sides, the fear of being hurt this way paralyzed him. He was incredibly sexually immature but this was actually arousing him.
Sato stopped, he lifted his head. He hovered over the smaller kid, he lifted him up. Ruki on his knees wavered in Sato's fake embrace. "You're trying to hurt me." Sato didn't answer, he pushed him on his stomach holding his right arm behind his back. Ruki suddenly became nervous, he looked over his shoulder, "Sato-kun what are you doing? Sato-kun be gentle, I never did this before." Satoshi ignored his pleading, he had him bent over, he let go of his arm. Ruki straightened rubbing his arm. "Damn slave driver," he whispered to himself, "oi Sato stop trying to -" Satoshi had unbuttoned and unzipped his own pants and had just forced himself into Ruki's bottom.
"Rape me..." the words fell off of his abused lips a he felt his skin break and split aside. He screamed out, "then get down on your knees," Sato said screaming louder forgetting that other people could hear him through the walls. Ruki fell to his hands and knees as Sato pushed in deeper breaking him from the inside, his flesh new and unmoving clung to his cock as he digged deeper. To Ruki it felt like a brick was just shoved up his ass, his legs and arms twitched, his head hung low his mouth open taking in air. He screamed crying. The length just kept pushing into him with no regard, he continued to scream and cry.
Satoshi's eye twitched, Ruki's rough vocals were pleasing to hear even though he wish he'd shut the hell up, what's this? Was he crying? He knew this punk wasn't crying. He tried to see over his shoulder. He was crying! Sato positioned himself fully behind him drawing back a bit before getting directly on his ass and pushing further, the already broken flesh slid pass his body giving him a faint erection as he pressed onto flesh unknown. Ruki's body jerked, he placed his head down on the bed, why is this happening to me, he thought, is this how it was for Uruha? I wanna be seme!
Sato who couldn't ignore Ruki's suffering decided to give him some relief. He reached easily inbetween his already spread legs to his length and started rubbing it. Ruki stopped crying as soon as he felt Sato touching him, his hand pleasing, the swift rocking motion gentle even the pain in his ass seemed genle now. His erection came back and it wasn't before long that he started groaning calling out Sato's name. That scared him so he stopped until Ruki placed his hand over his and copied the motion using Sato's hand to do so. Blindly he started up again. What scared him was not the name calling but the fact that he liked it, he almost came, he rocked faster ruling Ruki's every feeling. If Ruki kept saying his name he would come in a way he didn't plan, didn't want.
Ruki no longer seemed to mind having his ass strung out now as he gasped feeling all the pressure. He was going to blow soon and his rough voice somehow became sensual to Sato who lifted his head back, he never thought he'd enjoy Ruki let alone want him. He found himself groaning with him. Ruki forced himself to lay down, his legs hurted but he trapped Sato's hand on him, no way did Sato just groan?
Sato laid on Ruki's back licking and kissing his shoulder, his neck, "Ruki," he breathed into his ear. OmigoddidSatojustcallmyname? Ithoughthehatedme. That was the only thing going through his mind. Sato ran his tongue over the back of his neck, he wanted to kiss the little guy so he pushed himself up and told him to lay on his back. Ruki did was he was told, he didn't want to make Sato angry of what the bigger kid would do but now he could touch him. Sato fell down on Ruki almost crushing him to the point where he couldn't breath.
Sato attacked his mouth forcing his tongue down his throat as he slammed himself as hard as he could into him, ripping apart his insides. Ruki tried to scream but with Satoshi's tongue down his throat he couldn't but accidently bit Sato's tongue causing it to bleed. Saliva poured out of Ruki's mouth as he sucked the blood from Sato. He liked hearing the taller kid groan, he wanted to hear him groan again. Ruki raised one hand and placed it on Sato's back and started clutching his skin as his legs were being forced apart.
Oh my god he thought, I can feel Sato inside easier now and it doesn't hurt anymore. Sato withdrew his togue and began tracing his collarbone. Ruki felt himself erect even more against Sato's hard stomach, is this how Uruha and Kyo felt? Guys are awesome! Sato bit his nipple hard causing him to bleed. Ruki grabbed Sato's hair and screamed. "Ow you fucker don't grab my hair like that!" "Well don't bite me that hard!" "Shut up before I make you suck my dick." "Oh like you did," Ruki countered. "What did you say?" Sato hovered over him. Did they forget that they could be heard through the walls?
They didn't care, this back and forth bickering was their nature. Sato wanted to beat Ruki within an inch of his life but instead he tore himself out and got up. Ruki screamed a little as the length ledged inbetween him just pulled out like a knife leaving the wound. He laid on his side. "Fuck you Ruki, go, get out, leave." Ruki put his hand up signaling for a moment, "I can't move." "Get dressed or I'll throw you out naked." Sato threathened, his voice deep, his tone harsh and cold. "Then everyone will know we fucked." "What fuck? I raped you Ruki." "But I liked it," he said balling up, he seemed determined not to get off of Satohi's bed.
Satoshi had zipped up his pants, he reached for his shirt, he picked up Ruki's and threw it at him in the face. "Ow Sato why can't you be gentle?" Ruki said jokingly. Sato picked up Ruki's blue jeans, "suck my cock motherfucker," he said with his back turned to him. Ruki just stared at him, he was starting to feel cold, Sato's body heat was leaving and would do anything to get it back. "Come here. Satoshi-kun, Sato-chan c'mere." "You just did not call me chan did you?"
Satoshi twitched as he turned back to his bed, Ruki still lying there naked. How he wanted to hit the kid, to completely destroy him, see if fangirls would want him then. "You called me chan." "Sato-chan," Ruki said pleading in a small voice to get under his skin. "Get dressed and go," he said taking a puff of his cigarette. The little stick of tobacco looked apetizing but Sato looked more apetizing.
"Sato-kun," Ruki said finding the strength to sit up and that was a mistake. His sore ass hurted even more, he leaned over and put his arms around Sato's neck. "Why are you still here? Go away Ruki, go fuck your bassist." (*chibi reita doesn't appreciate this, chibi uruha laughs at reita, chibi reita smacks uruha with bass then glomps him*) "I don't wanna fuck Reita, I want you." Ruki had said childishly puffing out his cheeks. "I don't care." Sato answered trying to push the smaller kid off of him but he stuck like glue.
The harder he tried to push him away the tighter he hung on. Ruki licked his neck, "come on Satoshi, please let me stay." "No! I fuckin' hate you." Ruki stopped kissing him, he almost cried again. (*this is reminding me of Gravitation*), he had enough of Satoshi treating him so badly for no reason, but he didn't know what he could do. Then without thinking Ruki smacked Sato, "you aren't my favorite person either but dammit Sato I just wanna be friends, unlike you I like people and I'm sorry to say this but I like you! I do, Sato just one try with me is not going to kill you."
Before Sato could respond Ruki grabbed the back of his neck and forcibly kissed him. Ruki bit his tongue again while undoing his pants, he could feel Sato's body shoot right up pass his hand. Ruki grabbed that part of him and ran his index finger up and down against his skin, a chill ran down Sato's spine. "You must like me a lot Satosh-kun." Ruki said softly, his lips against Satoshi's. "Shut up shut up." Sato said, finally he was stumbling and his tough, loner guy act was starting to crack.
Ruki left his mouth to trace his tongue down Sato's body, Ruki teased him blowing softly upon his hardened nipples, he couldn't bring himself to bite the kid for pure meaness the way he had done to him. He circled his tongue around his nipple taking it into his mouth lightly. He moved on. Sato leaned his head back against the wall, his eyes closed, he he bit down on his own tongue to keep from saying the kid's name. Ruki went lower, pass his naval to his erection. He hesistated for a bit then just went for it. Sato's eyes popped open as he felt himself inside Ruki's mouth. The hot moistness aroused him more, Ruki licked and sucked as hard as he could finding himself addicted to the motions and taste.
Sato found the pressure unbearable, he leaned over, his hands tangeled in Ruki's hair, he found himself kissing the top of his head while he silently muttered his name. Saliva was trickeling down his chin when Sato put his arms around him to pull him up. Ruki now sat on Sato's lap as Sato barraged his neck with kisses.
It wasn't long before Sato had penetrated him again, Ruki groaned and screamed as Sato took complete control of both inside and out, kissing and sucking on his skin and rubbing his testicles, Sato groaned louder. Their breaths rough and jagged they couldn't hold out forever, Ruki placed his head in the nape of his neck as he was about to come. He screamed out ripping Sato's back. Sato growled lowly as he refused to scream. "Sato Sato Sato Sato," Ruki repeated his name.
Daylight broke into the room and Satoshi's roomate never did come in. Clothes cluttered the floor. A happy but sore Ruki slept peacefully beside Satoshi, his arms wrapped around his thin body. The alarm for school had gone off to wake them up and Ruki being closer to it slopply grabbed it and threw it against the opposite wall, it broke and fell on Sato's roomate's bed. "Did you just throw my alarm clock?" Sato asked pulling the cover up more to block out the light from the window. "Huh? Yeah yeah." "Ok." Ruki laid his head against Sato's shoulder. "I love you." Ruki whispered so that only Sato could hear him. "Shut up."


The End one-shot yaoi

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the Ruki and Satoshi. picture made by my friend Pixychild.

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Saturday, December 22, 2007


   I've reached my quota!

yay bitches I have 80 pages of quizzes now! whoo-hoo!!! Miyavi helped me, yay that idiot. well enjoy my quizzes I have all kinds too! oh btw Sora is getting better. He slept with me this morning and bit my arm and hit me in the head with his paws. spater!

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Monday, December 17, 2007


   New Music

I have new music on my site, its from an internation visual kei band called Cinema Bizzare from Germany. I think they're better than Tokio Hotel! Well today Sora is going to the vet for a checkup they wanna see how he's doing. He eats alright but he walks in circles, I gave him a bath this morning and he's been singing "Clever Sleazoid" to me all morning.



I'm a punk I'm a sinner
I'm lost new beginner
(I'm halfways giving up)
I'm a thread to myself
I'm a get armargeddon
I'm a freak I'm a liar
I'm a flirt I deny that I'm not good

And sometimes I feel like
I'm only one
No wonder why I've become
so dum so dum di dum di dum

I get more and more strange
I'm going insane I'm building it up
Just to break it down
it get what you see
It's my destiny
the product of a dysfunctional family

dysfunctional, dysfunctional
dysfunctional family

I'm a bit suicidal
I'm my own worst rival
Trainwreck, white trash, freak, maniac, psycho
I'm a troublemaking rebel
Made a deal with the devil
I'm way past ever coming back

But sometimes I feel like
I'm not the only one
When I see why I've become
so dum, so dum di dum di dum

I get more and more strange
I'm going insane I'm building it up
Just to break it down
It's my destiny
the product of a

dysfunctional...

I'm not anybody
Don't you cry for me
I'm just from a dysfunctional family

Family family family family

song: "Dysfunctional Family" artist: Cinema Bizzare albulm: "Final Attraction"

exactly how I feel. ^_^

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007


   Rehab

My kitty Sora is back from the pet hospital but his balance is off and his head's tilted to the side and he can't walk straight, he still has to recover but luckily the damage done to him isn't permenant. It's brain trauma, we have to feed him and he's on 2 types of medication, it's so sad since he is an incest kitty but he wasn't born this way. I knew something bad was going to happen him because he's such a reckless kitten but he's still a fiesty one. He'll survive. I love my kitty. That's all.

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Friday, December 7, 2007


Sora is NOT Well

My 5 month old kitten Sora Daemon Kyo is in the pet hospital. He was attacked by my youngest brother's dog which is female german sherpard/great dane mixed. She's a big dog too, Sora was only trying to sniff her. I don't blame the dog. I went to visit him today, he was laying strangly that wasn't natural for him at all, made it look like his neck was broken. He has no broken bones or internal bleedings but he did suffer some head trauma and the doctors aren't sure how serious it is though, he's getting better though. I want my kitty, he sleeps with me! I cried seeing him not moving, I wasn't around when he was attacked. Hopefully he can come back.

It snowed beautifully today. and I made another quiz. Here try it.






Which Unlikely Jrock Yaoi Pairing Are You?




Uruha & Kyo: Naughty and Nice. The two of you seem very unlikely, a drinker and a non drinker. The two of you are actually very passionate in private but in the open one is clingy and the other indifferent, still there is something unknown that calls you to each other. picture by pixychild
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Saturday, December 1, 2007


New theme

I wanted to do Ed Elric again but the pic I wanted wouldn't show up so I did a yaoi pairing between Demyx and Zexion. (just how exactly is zexion emo?) Nothing new is going on with me, kinda sad actually and I'm in pure physcial pain right now as I write this. I will find a song for Demyx who looks like Miyavi to me. well se ya.

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Friday, November 16, 2007


   Quiz I made

I made this jrock quiz for both boys and girls so please take it and pm me with what you think.







Which Jrock Sexual Bliss or Sexual Disgrace are you?




Satsuki - The Mystery. No one really knows how good your are or aren't, you're distant and have a rep for a being a mystery everyone wants to solve.
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Friday, November 2, 2007


New background - DeathNote

I've been into the yaoi pairing of Light and L for a while so I had to do it, I had to do it! Anyways nothing had been going on and you? See ya later I have to finsish adding some things. All I have to do is add a song which is hard choosing one for their pairing, I need something angsty sounding and I got fired from my job but I can sue them because they didn't even train me! Assholes! Well I'm off to find a song, maybe someething Sadie or 12012, Adema or Saliva even. I keep adding to the post so I have a song it's "Unstable" by Adema however you aren't hearing the whole song which sucks I know.

"Unstable" Adema


I wanted to know who you really are I needed the chance to stitch up my scars I'm closer to you than I was in the start come dive right in and tear me apart

I'm down and we can't get along I thought that I was strong we are so unstable and then I'm strung out from your touch but I won't give you up we are so unstable

I wanted to learn about the dark side of you, you bring me down like a bottle of pills I hate the way that you're making me feel I keep coming back I never get you

I'm down and we can't get along I thought that I was strong we are so unstable and then I'm strung out from your touch but I won't give you up we are so unstable



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Sunday, October 21, 2007


   I Feel Like SASUKE

I feel like Uchiha Sasuke right now. From the anime Naruto. Sasuke has lost the village and I am making a decision that will take me out of this place and eventually hold still to my goal of a self-righteous vengence. No one can follow me there and personally I only plan on taking one person with me. But on a much lighter note, (my job bombed) ......... I want that Japanese soda Ramune and yay Halloween. I'm gonna be Curse-Mark Sasuke. I was in this oriental store I went to say "I want sake" and said "I want Sas-" yeaahhhhhhh my friend's know who I was talking about. But hey, I admit it. I'm only human....I think. well later.

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