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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Its times like these when I'm glad I keep this blog a secret
Alright, so I really need to vent right now. Basically here it is: I think I'm in love with my best guy friend. You would think that would be bad enough, but we dated for three months about 3 years ago, then he dated my best friend for 2 years, then he broke up with her about 2 months ago and she's still in love with him but he's moved on. So what do I do? Go with my feelings, or stay true to my friend.

I've been getting mixed reports from my friends. Some say that friendship is forever and boyfriends come and go. Others are saying that if she really loves us both, then she'd want us to be happy even if that meant we were together. I don't know.

Also, you're probably thinking, "Well what if he doesn't like you back?" Well, I really don't know what he's feeling. We have a strange relationship, we've both said that multiple times. I had a really crappy week this week and he held me and gave me his jacket and kept telling me, "Its ok, you don't have to be strong all of the time. I can help. You can lean on me. That's what I'm here for. I care about you. You ARE worth something." Things like that. And we joke around and we hold hands (and not the little hand thing, but with fingers intertwined), he's also given my little kisses on the cheek and forehead every once in a while. But the thing is, whenever anybody sees us do anything like that (except for holding and hugs and stuff) he'll pull away. Like he doesn't want other people to see us.

I don't know what to do... Help?
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