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Monday, April 2, 2007


Nice Day!
[Current Mood]: Refreshed.
[Current Time]: 5:47 pm
[Currently Listening to]: Nothing. Where's my iPod??

How is everyone? I hope good...it's so sunny! (At least where I live) Sorry I wasn't around yesterday. I was at church, and then at my boyfriend Nathan's house all day.

We played computer games and card games. And made out. *hacking cough*

Yeah. You didn't need to know that. ^^;;

This spring-y weather gets me excited for graduation. Today in Choir we started singing a new song about reflecting life's experiences. We're probably going to sing it at our graduation concert.

It feels really weird to know that in just two more months, I'll be out of school. Of course, I still have college...but that doesn't really count because it's not mandatory--or as rigorous like high school is.

On the bus ride home, (I am quite embarrassed to say that as a high school senior, I still ride the school bus) this 11th grader and 10th grader were acting like total idiots. They were running around, screaming like monkeys, and giving each other noogies. I could barely hear my music, and I play it pretty loud. The sad thing is, my bus driver doesn't care what we do. She has even let kids smoke on the bus before.

It's times like these that remind me how bad I want to graduate. -_-'

After school I talked to Nathan a little on the phone...about the future and stuff. We have been dating a year and a half, and I'm sort of starting to doubt everything a little. I know that I am really in love with him, and he is with me. I have never felt like this for any other guy, and I could definitely see some sort of future with him, like getting married.

But then I get worried. What if nothing comes of our relationship, and this whole experience was just a waste? I told him this, and he said that any time he spends with me could never be wasted. That really touched my heart...but I'm just scared that things won't last, and it will be all for nothing.

Talking to him eased my worries quite a bit...but I still get unsure. T_T

I need a rest. @_@

Love you all, and I hope you're not going crazy like I am. ^^;;

xoxo

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