Friday, April 8, 2005

April 8th
"You would kill for this; Just a little bit..."

Hey guys ^^ Haven't posted in a while yeeeet again =P Oh well. All in good reason <3. So let's see... I had a really good and adventurous adventure today lol.

Maureen and I went to the skatepark with Shifrer again ^_^ It was real fun. But kind of awkward lol, because of two reasons.

1) Another girl that's completely obsessed with shifrer (yet she's my friend and incredibly nice) went; and Momo wasn't okay with that because she was uber-jealous. But then she started talking to her, and she wasn't as bad as Momo thought she'd be ^_^ SO yaaay! Happy ending. But she was still jealous because she's got this property issue with Shifrer, even though they're not even going out =P

Secondly, I was talking to Maureen about how cute I thought Shifrer's friend Chris was last week, and by some uncalled for way and reason, she made shifrer convince him to come, even though they leave really far away from us, so I kinda felt really bad about it. And it was really weird because whenever Shifrer and Maureen and I would be talking, it would somehow relate to Chris, and Shifrer would say something, and then say PEROFF really really loud, and he'd turn around and I'd be like @_@.

So I was like having major struggles the whole time being like "OMG... should I be looking at him this much? DO you think he'd think it freaky? Maybe I shouldn't look at him TT ..but wait; then wouldn't he think I was ignoring him and I was all stuc.. OMG I just locked eyes with him @_@ *end of the world* lmao It was really really awkward for me, even though Maureen sensed she didn't sense anything weirdish coming off from Chris; and she now thinks I'm crazy; because I'm usually the one that's totally fine around boys... but Chris, Chris is different =P

And although I keep screaming at Shifrer and Momo that I don't like him; that's a total lie. It's kind of weird, because I've never like.. acually talked to him; and only seen him twice, and I'm like totally head over heels in love with him :3 I mean; he's so pretty, and he told Shifrer to tell us that he had fun with us around (though he never dropped by to say hi -_-;) last time. Which is great, because the other guys were much less welcoming lol. And I mean... why the hell would you drive all the way from where you live to where we live if you never talked to us @_@.

SO yeah, I was like.. really tense the whole time =P But I was in fits of hysterical laughther the moment we left XD I think I might have split personalities.. at least with, scratch that, around Chris.

But Momo took some more really good pictures, so whenever she decides to get off her lazy ass and send them to me.. ;)

Ooh; and I've finally got back to fan art! (*shudder* lol) I haven't posted something in OH SO LONG ^^;; Sorry. I've just been really busy and I have like a request line from like last year still to do ^^;;; Ahead of time (or more like waaaay after for most of you) I'm SOooooooo sorry lol. I'm just a really busy and loved person XD

Yay! She just sent them <3


Like seriously.. So pretty <333















*sigh* Chris <3

Anyways lol, Later guys!

Oooh; and by the way, new song of the moment by the like; officially coolest new band ever (straylight run)! Download it. Sooo pretty!!

When the sun came up
We were sleeping in
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed, and we
were dreaming

There are moments when
When I know it and
The world revolves around us
And we're keeping it
Keep it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable, all knowing
(Sing like you think no one's listening)

You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would kill for this
(Sing like you think no one's listening)

You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would

Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything

We're glad for what we've got
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out
Right in front of us
(Sing like you think no one's listening)

You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would
(Sing like you think no one's listening)

You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would, you would

Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything
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