Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'
You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
Love is not blind; it simply enables one to see things others fail to see.
To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world
When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.
When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you.....When I met you, I was afraid to like you.....When I Liked you, I was afraid to kiss you.....When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you......Now that I love you, Im afraid to lose you.....
It's been for freaking ever since I last updated!!! I miss you all! I am going to be officially UnGrOuNdEd this weekend!! ^^ (HAPPY DANCE!!) Gosh...so how are all of you doing? I really really miss you all. SO so much. GAH! Yeah. Conan came and went. I love him so much. I can't wait till he returns. I want ALL of you to meet him next time dang it! He's so awesome. But I guess I will talk to you all later...Oh and one of the big reasons I was grounded is because instead of switching to your guyses school, the state and my parents switched me to PM school instead. It's a school that I go to from 3-5 and theres no school on fridays. It's actually kinda neat! ^^ But I also kinda cut....again... but I SWEAR to you ALL that I will NEVER do it AGAIN!!! But I also kinda climbed outta my window and went to my friend Lanas house for a couple hours...I know it's bad, but heck.. I HATE it here! But oh well, that's kinda what's been going on and stuff. I'll update more later ok? Loves you all! ^^
Alright. I know it's been forever since I updated and stuff, but I've been kinda obssessed with myspace.....And freaking conan is coming THIS SATURDAY!! (the 22nd) and I can't freaking wait! I love him so freaking much.... And random things have been going on....Not bad random things, though. I found out that I am a masochist to the fullest though. And lately I have been feeling really really emo....but other than that I really miss you guys and even though I haven't really talked to lately and I don't really all that much in the first place unless it's in real life and stuff, I do still love you all to death and doomalization. I miss you all so much and we MUST hang out again some time!! It's officially decided and stuffize......But I have to head back to school (tis lunch and it is almost over....^^) so I will get to updating asap, and I will be back later to talk more! ^^
Ok. So I am going to tell you what I was talking about in my last post.....I'm Bi.
There you go. I hope you don't think of me as odd or anything. But I just wanted you to know and stuff. You're my friends and I love you all and I hate to hide anything from you. Conan knows and everything too so yeah..... LOVE YOU ALL!!!