Friday, July 22, 2005

   yay! everything is bk...(not really..)
atleast since my cousins..n some friends r over my parents don't fight as much..know i can actually sleep...but still something r on my mind...i feel so sick...>< idk wats wrong with me these days..its like i changed >< i wonder y..o,well..austin wants 2 still be with me yay! but i still have a long way..2 go in life..n one thing that bothers me...so many ppl tell me i'm going 2 die early n im sick of it! to: some ppl that have probs wit me...
yes im always lonely..yes i lock my self in the room..yes i have probs with my family yes..i barely have ppl that understand me...there thats ur answer now stop asking me these questions!! geez..
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

   no meaning for me
the one i loved,trusted, and cared for has left me..so y should i be here i'm really sry that i was in his life..if he would read it, it will be cool n if he would just start talking to me back i would be really happy if he doesn't wanna be wit me i will be friends wit him..im jus sry i was ever in ur life austin im sooo sry...
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Monday, July 18, 2005

just somethin..

How Good are you at Certain Things?
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Nickname
Sex - 64%
Romance - 78%
Self - Control - 51%
Kissing - 84%
Cuddling - 30%
Kinkiness - 92%
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

   my ppl...
R.I.P esmisa
yea i never met her..but still i know her sis n me n a group of ppl knew she was sick...so days after my friend told me she died...which was the sad part because my aunt died a few days later the my dads cousin's mother in law died...so..sometimes i get real lonley because when ever i had the chance i would always talk 2 my aunt but now...i can't...i just wish she didn't die but..her time came..so..yea...even today some ppl didn't want 2 talk because they were upset about something..some were upset because there b/f or g/f was treating them bad..so i started a conversation bout it..n some girl's b/f would get her drunk which really sux..and ne1 who has lost some1 or is really upset bout if u can talk 2 be cuz ill be here for ever person..(i do dis every where even if its a stranger) ^^ well im out needa stop writing o.o; well bye peace!

-Tiffany
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   dis is bad :(
one of my friends is hurt ;.; i feel ssoo sad for em..couldn't even sleep last night cuz they were on my mind...im soooo lost in memories...
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

   results continuation

Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.


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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


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Mors


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You're Element is Fire. You have a strong,
independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't let other's push you around.
You like being in charge and don't care what
other people think. In fact, you like to stand
out and be yourself. You're probably shy when
people first meet you but your a ball of energy
that could explode at any given moment. You
like to laugh and whether you admit it or not,
you like to fight. You're peronality that is
wild and untamable. You're beauty is physically
fit and a little sexy and you have a very
pretty face. (please forgive me if you cannot
see the pics. If you go to my userpage then you
can see your result picture at the bottom)


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   results again...
~*~Result nr 6~*~

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Your power is: Transformation

Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.

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The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.


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You are a lonely angel. You are alone basicly and
feel as if you have no one around you even if
there is a full house. You seem depressed and
people find that odd but all you really want is
someone there. You hate conflicts and deep
down you just want the world to be a better
place.


What Type of Angel Will You Be?
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You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.


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You are sad because of your grief


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Your word is: Confused. You have reached a stage in
life where you have lost yourself completely.
Identity-crisis is only the first name, and
this is really depressing you. All you want is
to be yourself, but how can you, when you know
nothing? Others can not help in this situation,
only you can find yourself again and become
whole once more.


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You,re a very depressed, lonely person. Something
happened to you that changed your point of view
on life or maybe you always been this way. You
don't have any friends because you dont see the
point in making them they will just leave
anyway so why bother or maybe you just dont
want them. But try and stay positive there are
people who love you, so dont push them away
they just want to help. You might be scared to
make friends because you think they might hurt
you, but they won't, good friends always stay
together so try and make some. Check out my
new short story.


Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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You are a dark person. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


Who are you inside?
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You are the Serene Bride!


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welcome to my life...
every feel like being kicked around...well u might not know have it feels to have parents that are still together and always fucking fight...and u can't choose who's side 2 be on cuz ur so confused u can't think... i stay in my room lock the door n blast the music..cuz i don't wanna think bout them...
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Friday, July 15, 2005

   the club im in ^-^


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um...

is my name :) some ppl call me kisa,tiff or kitty call me anyone of those or call me something u feel comfortable with :) well neways atm i feel soooo bored...pm plzzz

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