Monday, July 21, 2008

   Hey there
Hey all,
Currently being very bored and somehow not feeling well...(damn you,burning eyes and heavy head!)

Well,once again,my spirit for Ball Jointed Dolls have grown (Neko-chan,it's not your fault,I went looking around for BJD's and found a doll I completely fallen in love with.XP)

No,I mean,seriously,of all the dolls I've seen and wanted to buy,this one's definately the cutest looking doll ever!I'd buy it immediately...If it wasn't so damn expensive ._.

silence here* and his clothes are like,perfect too! Lol,I'd suddenly have a photographer-addiction if I got him one of these...Years,lol.XD *can already imagine me letting him pose lovely poses all day long,until the batteries of my digital camera runs out,lol*

Other than that,I got a letter from my new school,telling me that I'll have to go there on August the 18th,that's when the Introduction-Week will start.On Monday and Tuesday I have to take a digital camera with me,on Thursday I'll have to take a laptop with me.

Lol,my dad bought me a new laptop,but I'll have to pay it back someday,lol.XD
But look at my dad,he goes like 'that laptop's really pretty,isn't it?' 'Yes,dad,it's pretty'(with other words,he wants it.XD)

Well,I haven't paid him back yet,so it's his laptop until I have the money for it.XD

I really need to get a job now,if I ever want to buy the last two volumes of Kamichama Karin and pay my dad back for buying the previous five volumes + paying back the laptop.XD
And I want an Alter Hayate figure. I want too much right now,lol. Now if Christmas was near I could ask my dad if he could buy one as a Christmas present,lol.XD

Meh,I'm going to sleep now,my head's really heavy right now...Urgh,don't tell me I'm going to be very sick soon,am I? =__=

Lol,hopely you guys feel better than I do.X3

~Kitsy~
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Friday, June 13, 2008

   Decided to update.X3
Notice: this post is almost the same as the one on DeviantArt and on TheOtaku,if you have commented on either of those two sites,you don't need to comment here anymore.X3

EDIT: What do you think of my new music?=3
It's a remix I made,yes ME,lol.X3 I'm proud.X3


Why,hello there!

Well,I'm back from my sister's (already 3 days,lol) and I have to say I had lots of fun.^w^

Now I'm back,and I'm trying to get a job for the summer.I went to two shops today,one was asking for only this summer,and one that is asking for every weekend,which doesn't sound bad either.For the summer,I could do both,so I grab lots of money,at least,I hope,lol.I'm really running out of money right now,and now my dad has bought a figure I wanted soooo badly,I'm afraid I can't even pay it back right now...O.o
I'm getting Reinforce Zwei from Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha,which is the cutest girl in the third season: StrikerS! I already get it cheaper now,since I'm buying it from Ebay,no really.it's around 90 dollars = around 60 euro's here...Now I'm getting it for around 48 euro's,so that's a good thing.It's good to wait a while and keep looking around.^^ BUT SHE'S SO DAMN CUTE! Erhem,sorry.XD
Meh,I'm having a bit of a hard time with my dad,who is being an ass sometimes.Perhaps his job is too much for him,since he has to pull,push,lift and all.And for his age...Hm,oh well.

As you probably noticed,I have submitten art again!And I made it home,lol.XD (School's now over so I'm doing everything at home) Buuut that's not all,I also coloured it AND shaded+lighted it.How's that?XD I never shaded+lighted before so this is a big step for me.For DeviantArt,I'm making a new ID,which I already have scanned in,but I still need to colour,shade,lighten and put the text in it.I also want to make a new avatar,need a new one,lol.XD

But now,school.I passed all the final exams!!!And what grades I have...O.o
Here are the grades I got for the final exams:
Dutch: 7,3
egnlish: 9,2 (Toooooooo easy,lol)
German: 7,7
Economics: 8,4 (wtf,and I was so worried about this too...)
Administration: 8,0

The following numbers are final,with my last report grade + final exam grade / 2 = final grades. Or something...XD
Dutch: 8
English: 9
German: 8
Economics: 8
Administration: 8
Sociology: 9
These grades are going to be on my diploma.
No,seriously,those a really high grades.

(for those who doesn't understand the meaning of the numbers,I'll explain:
it goes from 1 - 10. 1 is a superduper fail,worst grade you could get.10 is a superduper pass,best grade you can get.1 - 5,4 is a fail,5,5 - 10 is a pass.)

Meh,I don't have much to tell anymore,I now have to wait for the figure to arrive here and find a way to pay back my dad,I'm not letting him pay that figure by himself!I mean,48 euro's?No way,I'm not letting him pay all that,he needs his money for more important things now,so this girl's going to work!Oh,are you curious how that Reinforce Zwei figure looks like?Here's the url:

http://www.amiami.com/shop?vgForm=ProductInfo&sku=HOB-FIG-7614&template=review.html
Ain't she cute?<3

I want to try to comment more on art and sites again,but it's not really easy to keep up TheOtaku/MyOtaku AND DeviantArt all the time,so I don't feel motivated to comment at all,so,I'm very sorry,I still love you and your arts,I just don't have that much of time to comment on that much all the time!=.="

I bought a cheap necklace today,lol.X3 It's a cross with wings.Normally I'm not very interested in any things that has to do with Christianity,not that I hate it or something,but normally,I just don't like it.But this one,it was litterally pulling me to it and forced me to buy it!.O.o It has diamonds in the cross.=3

Okay,I'm off.X3

Mata ne~,watashi no tomodachi~!

(don't know if I did that sentence right or not.X3)

~Kitsy~

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

   Meh
Hmm...I feel strangely not okay today.Don't know why.I was planning to go to my dad's work to help my dad a bit since it's really busy and some stuff weren't going to be finished like this.(and I get to earn money too.lol) but when I opened my eyes,I felt so heavy,or my head did.So I'm staying home. (it's now 1.29 pm here)

When I fell asleep again,after telling my dad I wouldn't go with him,I had some strange kind of dream.I sometimes have strange dreams,somehow realistic,but now when I look back at some points in the dream,I can see it really was just a dream.Some parts are just too weird,but after waking up,I felt like crying for no reason at all.Maybe the dream did get to me somehow.

I only woke up because my dad was calling,or else I might've been still stuck in it.No really,sometimes I'm like,really stuck in a dream then I hear something in the real world and suddenly I'm back.

It was a long and strange dream,but it ended with me saying to myself that it was up to me to change this (the stuff that happened in the dream) so I guess that was like a future me? Also,probably the future me,was sitting in the kitchen,like,dying or something.I could just feel the eyes getting more heavy.

Hm,this reminds me of my first weird dream I had.And that was about being chased by some mad nurse who wanted to sting me with a shot,were probably some poison fluid was in,and I was running around in a dark lab.Well,around the end of that old dream,I didn't get the shot,but then the nurse told me that I'd die without it,so I was standing,no,leaning against some desk,right in front of a full cup of that same fluid,but was too late.I litterally felt myself lose conciousness and fall.And then I woke up.Right at the moment I lost conciousness in the dream.

Strange and pretty scary huh...It was as if I really was there in that dream,or other world,or whatever.

Well,anyways.When my dad called he said my voice sounded a bit strange,and he was right,I realised,hm...Now it kind of hurts too,perhaps that the changing weather all the time has some strange effect on me.I mean,we had a real thunderstorm last night,I heard.Even a house was struck.O.o

I also have a sudden burst of anger and irritation sometimes,I don't even know where it comes from,and it's freaking annoying,because I'm angry and annoyed then,without any good reason.

Sooo I won't be going to see that Thomas today,showing up with this mood isn't going to be any good.Might screw up because of it.He has that rehearsal every Tuesday so I have the time,lol.XD

Hm,I stop now,my head feels like a metal ball stuck onto my neck,lol...

Hm,I know I forgot telling something...Oh yeah!I submitted the KittyGirl art just a few seconds ago.XD Hm,this strange mood does make me go and scan and submit stuff again,lol...

See ya~

~Kitsy~
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Monday, June 2, 2008

   was gone for a little while,will be gone starting from Thursday for five days.XD
Hey all^^

Well,you all remember how messed up my computer was acting lately,right?(if not,read the last journal before this one) Well,after that journal I turned it off,and I couldn't really get it on again no longer. So my dad had reinstalled everything again,from Windows XP,to a few programs I always want on my computer. How glad I am I made a back-up of the most important music files and pictures,and even of my Firefox bookmarks! Btw,I'm thinking of making a tutorial of getting back Firefox bookmarks after a crash.Well,you could also just google it under firefox bookmarks and you'll get on a couple of sites as well,buuut...XD

But now,the sound isn't working. (I got my dad's pc now,more space and new security,better ones that is...O.o )
So my dad has bought an USB sound thingie on Ebay,so I won't be having trouble anymore,we hope.XD

Thanks to the back-up I made,I didn't have to do as much as I normally had to. Only had to reinstal some games again,which takes ages because of their updates. But that's not really a big deal,at least I have my pictures! And a big part of my music...One part was damaged,both winrar and winzip told me...Great...Oh well,most of the music are on my iPod as well,so I just have to copy it from there and the rest is just easy search and download,sigh...

Well,starting from Thursday I'll be gone for 5 days. I'll be sleeping at my half-sister's place then.^^ But she has internet,so I should be able to be here,if I'm really bored. I'll be going with the train,alone! Yes,I actually never traveled with the train alone before.Mostly with my dad or a friend along.(And my dad refused to let me go alone too,haha...>.< ) but now it seems to be ok.Well,I'm old enough anyway,I'm not going to be a little child forever,you know!I'm now freaking 17,you know! If he wouldn't let me go alone (which he didn't had a choice anyway,he has to work that day and can't ask free for this) I would go into discussions,because I'm freaking 17 now and find it rediculous if I still can't travel alone.Well,I do understand,I mean,with all those strange people around,but I should be perfectly fine. Just have my pepperspray in my pocket.XD (joking,I don't even have a pepperspray,but I can put up a little fight,I guess...Never fought before but make me really angry and you're dead!)

Wednesday I will have the results of the first exam of the picked class. (administration or care stuff,like cooking,biology,etc.etc.In my case it's administration) I already heard the temporary grades of it and it was 8.5,7.6 out of my head. There were two parts of the exams,practical and written,that explains the two grades. (for American and English people who work with grades differently: a 10 stands for the highest score you can get, 1 is the lowest grade you can get. 5.5 or 6 in some cases is on the egde but still sufficient,everything below 5.5 is unsufficient. So a 8.5 and 7.6 are pretty good grades)
And then the Wednesday,a week later (on the 11th) I'll get the results of the other exams,like German,English,Dutch and Economics. (or maths results,but I picked German instead of maths,I heard the math exam was litterally a hell to do,according to the faces of my classmates after I ask them how math exam went,lol)

My graduation will be on the 25th,where,I heard,will also be a small party.Soooo,I'd better pick something good out of my closet,haha.XD (and think of something with my hair and probably also make-up,I want to stand there prettyful,you know!)

Oh right,this is what I shouldn't forget telling.XD
A little while back,let's say,a few weeks ago,I met one of the teachers near the library,which is btw,next to the music-school-clubthing. We talked a bit,about her son being in a metal band and talking about my gothic-like past,which he's going through exactly the same as me. At the same time we could hear the band playing,didn't sound bad.Only I don't remember much anymore right now...Hm,whatever.XD Well,he finally came outside and we had a short introduction.He didn't look bad at all. (he's a grade lower as I am,thus probably one or two years younger,which I don't really mind,boys don't have to be the oldest one all the time,you know!) Well,his name was Thomas,looked kind of cute and all.Then they left and I went to the library.After a few days,at school,the teacher walks up to me and says Thomas would like it if I went and enjoy a rehearsal sometime,if I wanted to.I said that it sounds fun.But until now I didn't really had the time to do that,so last Friday,we,my dad and I,met her in the supermarket and she starts talking again.My dad didn't even know about the meeting near the library.(hell no I would tell him,he's only annoying me.XD )sooo,she says,once again,Thomas would really,really like it if you came. With my dad around,I felt a bit embarrassed,haha.XD She also told me that Thomas was going to Pinkpop,an music-event in my country,with lots of bands. And he was going to Metallica,how cool is that,lol. She also told me that Thomas would have the rehearsals on Tuesdays around 2.30 to 3.30 pm. After that we really had to leave,haha.XD I felt kind of weird,I don't know why,but I just did. I think Thomas' mother was trying to couple us,or something.Lol,and we only have seen each other for a freaking few seconds!XD Lol,I think I'll go Tuesday,just for fun you know,you never know what happens,right? Won't hurt to go anyway,meeting new people,I mean.

Hm,that's all for now,I don't have new pictures yet,except the KittyGirl ones,but after all that stuff with reinstalling stuff (which is finally finished now,I hope.XD ) I'm not feeling like scanning anything nor colouring anything with Photoshop right now...Sorry.XD

~Kitsy~

EDIT: oooh...I think I finally have a real name for KittyGirl...What do you think of the name Nyaru?
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

   Omg,finals are OVER,FINALLY!!!!
Hey,all.^^

How's it going? I'm doing super!I had my last exam today and now I'm freeeeeee! Well,I still have to go to bring back the schoolbooks,get to hear the results of the exams.XD But still...No more school,haaaa!

The first exam was Dutch and was taken last week on Tuesday.(The Netherlands,NOT German) It went okay for me.Not too hard,not too easy,perfect.

The second one was English and was taken last Monday.It was toooooo easy...Today I was told I had the most points of all...Which means that it'll be a really good result,I guess...O.o

The third one,German,was taken yesterday,on Tuesday.It wasn't that hard at all.I had to giggle while doing the exam,because Tokio Hotel,a German band I kind of like,was in the exam!XD Who'd expected that? Actually,it was to be expected,since their popularity is growing and they're from Germany.So yeah.XD

Today was the final exam,which was Economics.I was so,so worried about it.Economics is the only subject I would worry about failing. Especially when it comes to math-stuff.Luckily,there weren't that much of math-stuff in it,which I could answer all of them anyway,but I remained calm and read through the questions thouroughly,trying to find out how to do the thing,or what they want to see from me. There were more logical thinking questions than math-stuff.Logical thinking is pretty easy,since yeah...It's just logic and a few terms you learned in the 4 years of studying. I was so relieved afterwards,when it was over,really.It wasn't so hard as I thought it would be!(though I took more time for it than my other exams,but who cares?As long as I did it right,it's okay!...The other exams I had,were finished in a hour and we got two hours to finish them...Pretty fast huh?Economics was finished in one and a half hour,I think?)

Buuut,another reason for my absense here is:my damn computer. It's acting weird.XD After three years of being perfectly fine without any real trouble,it decided to cause trouble.XD On the first time,it just crashed I guess...It just didn't react,and all I wanted to do was emptying the dustbin...O.o Not even the mouse was moving on the screen.Ooookay.I restart the whole thing,let my scanners do their work,thinking that it might be a virus causing trouble.I go to sleep (my computer is next to my bed,lol) and suddenly hear the computer restart,ON IT'S OWN.I turned on the screen and was staring at it like 'okay,wtf is this? O.o ' I immediately turned it off,like freaky.O.o

The next time I turn it on,it goes do something like 'disk-check' or something. Okaaay...A few days later,nothing special happens,except it goes into check disk mode everytime I start up,strange thing. But later I discovered I lost all my bookmarks of Firefox,which means I had to research all the sites again I had bookmarked! But I found out that Firefox makes a back-up of the bookmarks every day so I got them back again.XD

Buuut,then...It crashes while starting up,not going farther than the begin screen,you know,that black screen with white letters on the begin,before entering Windows...It didn't react...I was like wtf is it now? So I keep restarting the thing until I got sick and pulled the stopper? out and left for school.Afterwards,I pulled the thing in again and it started up like nothing happened.Huh?Me happy of course,but then,the next time,it goes like 'cannot find disk,insert disk and press enter' I was like 'whaaaaat?' So,another few days no computer...Then I puller the stopper? out this morning again,left for my final exam and look now!I'm on the computer! There's something really weird going on with this thing.*pokes computer* Hm,I wonder if my new memory could be causing this?I don't know,I should ask my dad about it soon,I guess.XD

Well,as most of you already noticed,I submitted some art again,finally. I even have one more here,which I have drawn at home,AT HOME,and not at school!Omg?XD Meh,I just got the inspiration and decided to draw something.It's KittyGirl,but in a whole new outfit.(she represents me of being gone for a while and having a come-back!) But I still have to scan it in,don't know when I'll do that.One of these days I guess.^^

As you probably have noticed,I changed MyOtaku and now it looks like what I have on TheOtaku.(only here we have the music)

The music are from several anime,like Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha and Erementar Gerad.(two of my all-time fave anime.XD)
Right now,I'm watching iDOLMASTER Xenoglossia.It's fun to watch,if you like robots+girls.XD I guess it looks like Gundam,but yeah...I don't know,since I haven't seen any Gundam series at all.

Oh,oh!Yesterday I got the only japan magazine (with anime and manga,games and other things of Japan in it) and guess what was writting about Suzumiya Haruhi?It's coming to The Netherlands!Omg,that'd be so cool.Seeing Haruhi here,looool.I can't wait,it's such a fun anime.XD

Hm,I should stop now,lol.I will try to make more journals and try to be here some more and comment,if I can.

Mata ne~!

~Kitsy~
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Friday, April 25, 2008

   Long time no see!
Hey all!

Sorry for not being around that much as I used to!I'm just being busy with finals right now.

Monday and Thursday I had my administration finals,it was tooooo easy...

I finally got my Tokyo Mew Mew A La Mode v.1!!(I ordered it on Ebay,and stopped waiting for that manga-shop,it came in withing three days and I had to wait 3 freaking months on that manga-shop!Who said that it was hard to get?Just go on Ebay,stupid!)

Nyaaaa,I'm so happy with it,my very first completed manga! (A La Mode I mean,not the original Tokyo Mew Mew,which is 6 volumes long... A La Mode is only 2 volumes long,good start for a beginner,no?)

I'm finally done with all those hospital visits,well,not exactly,but I can stop with one of my medication for my asthma,since two were just too much and that might be exactly what could cause my hyperventilation,well,partly. So,now I'm getting instructions for how to use the medication properly,since no one really cared to see before anyway.XD

I failed to get in the Media College,for the Game Design education.But last Wednesday,I had a chat with another school with has these kinds of educations as well. Only the first two years are general,so you know about everything a little bit,before picking for a real specialized education,like Game Design. Well,since all schools will be closed for two weeks soon,I was supposed to wait for it till after those two weeks,but my dad called yesterday,telling me that the school called me to tell me that they were really positive about me!I was like 'wha...Are you saying that they actually allow to the school???' my dad simply said. ' hmhm' and he was grinning,I knew he was. It took a little while until I really realised what he just said and then I started screaming of happiness!I'm going to be an animator,or game designer soooon!XD Well,It'll be stupid if I didn't take this chance,since I also have the laboratory school I wanted to go to,but I can always switch if it turns out to be not so fun as I thought it would be. But I'm going to that schoooool!Yaaaaay!XD you can expect lots of new stuff upcoming year,I think. not only drawings,but also digital work,such as webdesign,animations,etc.etc.

Oh,how could I forget telling this...My birthday was on the 20th of April. I'm finally 17!Wooooo! Lol,it was a peaceful day,hahah.
I got my new iPod (well,a look-a-like) which has 4GB memory!
My dad also gave me new memory for my computer,since he saw that my memory was actually on the edge of too low... I can play games much faster now.

My dad called me downstairs last week,asking if I still wanted a Suigintou figure (Rozen Maiden) I was like 'You still knew I wanted it after like...6 months?' lol,so he ordered one for just 21 Euro's!
Now I'm litterally stalking everyone who passes my door asking 'box,suigintou,figure,where,now!

My friend is coming over more often again.Just like in the begin. We're watching lots of movies and anime.XD And chat a lot, of course.XD I do have a fight with the other friend,she annoyed me,and she doesn't seem to listen to what I say,oh well.I don't care,I can without her,it's not good to go with people who you feel that it's not a good friendship,or you just know,you don't really care about what they say at all.

Um,I don't really know what I could tell more...I felt like having lots to tell,but now I'm out of things

Oh well.I hope everyone's having fun and all.

~Kitsy~
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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

   Nyyaaa~
Hey there!

Ehehe,sorry for the long no-update,I have lots to tell!

First of all,I've been to the hospital couple of times,on the 14th and 17th of April I'm going there again,for again,tests...XD

I had that chatthingie with the Media College (that thing for the Game Design) yesterday...That guy,really,he was like uninterested,I was explaining stuff and he was like "hm,hm,aha,really?' and he said I lacked variation,but I know that already.Lol,now I have to wait until the letter arrives telling me I'm in or not.But there's another school with this education which is going to move closer to my house,so I hope that one will work.

Omg,because I'm going to the hospital all the time,I'm missing some tests...Aaagh,today I could barely do some test I missed last Friday,or else it would be counted as unsufficient! ._.

Oh,oh,I'm being friends again with that friend who 'let me down' in case you didn't know yet.She came to me and we talked.She said she didn't really know what she was doing and she had needed some punches before realizing it.Well,everyone gets a second change from me but I already felt she would come back to me,my inner voice is always right,hahah.XD

I refuse to post this on VV.I just refuse to go there.So many things are gone,things that are important to Otaku.

And the whole new posting system isn't working well,since after typed like almost two pages,I get only one half page of what I have written! Not cool,dude...XD

Oooh,I got some sweet shirt that looks like a kimono,kawaii desu! And I'm falling behind with my Hiragana lessons,hahahah.I'm supposed to do that once a week and now it has been almost two weeks...eh...Perhaps I should practice tonight again._.

I'm reading books lately again,lol. Meh,have lots of drawings here,even a little practice on a manga page.(which was first just a random doodle and turned into a whole manga page,hahahah.XD) but as you probably know,I'm waaay too lazy to scan them in right now.Plus I'm addicted to my Playstation 2 again.XD Damn you,addicting dramatic games!O.O

Hm....I had so much to tell,but I end up not knowing what to say anymore._.

Oh well,don't worry about the breathing stuff and hospital stuff,I think it's the hyperventilation combined with Asthma,the doctor thought it too,since I had to do without medicines for a while(and I'm still without medication right now) and I still feel okay. Soooo,next week = busy the after that = even busier and the following weeks after that until the end of school = even more busier....So don't expect me to be able to come around here that much._.

I hope you're all doing well!

~Kitsy~

Lol,I'm too tired to make a whole detailed journal post about what exactly happened etc. XD
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

   Updates,updaaaaaaaates!!8D
Lol,hey everyone,
Long time no see...It has been quiet in here...Sigh...
Soon,Version Vibrant will come,TheOtaku renewed!I can't wait!8D

But besides of that,I have submitten some arts again.(Lol,you were right Angel,time for me to get myself submitting again when I get bored.XD)
Soooo,I would appreciate it if you would go look at them.(and COMMENT...I've noticed that I still get more votes than comments...It annoyes me a bit...I comment on all your arts as well,so please!D8)

Today I got to the doctor for the results of the blood I needed to give last time. For the ones that missed something,I was having breathing difficulties and needed to let them take my blood(I hate needles,I hate needles!D8)
Now I feel a bit better but still...
Well,it turned out that my allergies has been worsened...No wonder...So now I need to go to a specialist,but those guys have it soooo busy that I have to wait till 22th of April before they can analyse me and give me some good medicines!Damn,I can't stand it waiting so long...What if I can't wait that long?What if I need it earlier?I need to wait for almost two months!And plus,in april and may are my final exams so I'm even more doomed...Sheesh...I think I should call the doctor tomorrow again to ask about it,if I really need to wait that long...

I'm a bit confused about that fake friend of mine,she does see me as a good friend,I mean,she does tell me things she wouldn't tell to others,while she is litterally leaving me behind.(well,that has been decreasing a bit lately,but yeah,her 'new' friends seemed to have betrayed her,so yeah...I would say that what you do to others will always come to yourself)
So yeah,but even after all that,I still have in my mind that I still need to be for her,and I will,I want to show her that I'm a good friend and that I'm staying her friend,now she has discovered who are her real friends and who aren't but still...I'm not putting that much hope on it,I keep it in my mind that she might just drop me again sooner or later.

About the music(abooove):
The first one is a remix I made on my own.The original is Tokio Drift from the movie The Fast And The Furious.I just made it more like a dance-music.
The second one and the third song:the voices are from me!Yes,you read that,it's my own voice!X3
Well,a low one and a high one,I tried to make a malekind of voice for Ryon but I'm not good at that,not like the Japanese women who voices the boys in some anime.XD
The fourth is a small remix I made of the song Powder Snow by Ayumi Hamasaki,it's actually only the first few tunes,no voices or anything and besides,this one is the music for the second song in the list.XD
The third one's music is a part of Climbatize from The Prodigy.

Weeeeelll....I'll be going now,I don't have much else to saaay...D8

Byebyeeezz

~Kitsy~
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Monday, February 4, 2008

   updates
hey all,

I've submitten two art just now.^^
So I'll be very happy if you'll take a look at it and comment on them.8D

School is okay,just working and trying to get a good school for when I'm done with this school.I'm interested in the Media College.I'd want to go into the game industry,become a Game Designer!8D Yes,me,a girl,a Game Designer!Beware!8D
Lol,no seriously.A classmate mentioned that school and somehow it kept inside of my head so I checked out their site...And omg,I was stunned and staring at the possibilities...I really need to get myself prepared for the intake-chatthing...Or else I'll have to go find another school.Ulp!
Today a girl from that school came to our school(she was studying on our school before) to tell us(the interested ones)about how it will go,what they will expect and how you need to prepare yourself for the chat.The more I listened,the more I wanted to go there.My dad was being stupid,that I shouldn't expect to be accepted,since it's not very easy to be accepted to that school.Well,the girl told me that I had a pretty good chance to be accepted,only I need to be motivated and show a good portfolio!(and show them that I really,really,really want to be accepted on that school) But I need to buy a special portfoliomapthingie for it...If I just come up with some regular mapthingie I'd be litterally shoved out of the building within a second lol.They're kind of strict and can be mean.I mean,just like you're doing audition for a singing contest...Ouch...This is going to be a hard time for me.Ooooh,I just hope they will accept me,I can just see myself working along with some others on some new cool game already!(and I learn more about animation,which will come in handy when I want to make my own anime one day!8D)
Soooo,I really should do my best for it...So I'll be having a busy time from now on,I'm affraid.

I'm currently watching Erementar Gerad.(Elemental Gelade) I only watched two episodes and I'm already hooked,so many action!I love it!And it's funny too!(yes I took a little break of Cardcaptor Sakura,which I finished the first season and watched the first movie already!)
Yeah,I don't really understand why it doesn't have a category in here,TheOtaku.com...It's really a good anime!(romance,action,humor,the perfect combinations!)

I'm also still working on Chapter 3 of my Eternal Love Ancient Egypt story. Sometimes I just get a major inspiration and write down what I can,but sometimes I'm just...*head on desk,staring at the wall*...yeah,you get the point.8D

I'm also thinking of getting a Nintendo Wii or a Playstation 3 someday.(someday,because they're still a bit expensive and really,the Wii is just sold out like that...Like,everywhere I ask about it,'sorry,every each one is already gone' Okay,I knew it was popular,but THIS popular?....Wow...O3O)
Well,I'll first wait a while until the prices drops again.(I also did that with the Playstation 2,I got it less than 100 Euro's!And I did the same with the Nintendo DS,I don't know what it cost when it just came out but I got it for around 150 or a skinny bit below Euro's.)

I'm also thinking of taking a job!Yes,you read that right,me having a job,other than a paperround....I will only work in the vacations,though.I really don't think I'd survive when I work in the evening after school and don't have time anymore to do my daily needs of being on the computer and relax and all...I'm still thinking of where I could go ask for a job...

Ooh,look at this,I always end up making a long journal post,don't I?D8
Yes,I'm being hyper again,lol.No really,at school,I'm being more open towards others,I'm laughing more.I don't know why.Maybe I feel more free somehow.I don't know.But anyway,I'll keep having this mood,it's fun and I seem to make new friends easily lately...O3O *is being surrounded by students from the first class,who are younger than me,but just as fun as they can be*

Okay,I'll end this post again.I hope you're having a good time!8D

~Kitsy~

Edit:The background and the first song on the playlist are both from Erementar Gerad!8D
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Friday, January 25, 2008

   Hello^^
Hey there^^
It's been a while since the last time I updated hasn't it?

I'm doing alright.Just a bit dizzy sometimes.(but that's probably because I'm now breathing differently because of my hyperventilation and all)

Agh,yesterday I got a hyperventilation attack,after a week or so of sleeping so well.Crap...Well,it wasn't so bad anymore,since I know what to do and I know what it is,so that's okay. School's been okay, my best friend let me down in some way,I feel a bit neclected by her,since she almost doesn't talk to me anymore and seems to hang out with other people.She said she was just busy,when I asked about it.Hm,I'm not so sure about it,I mean,she could just talk to me some more in class.Even the teachers noticed it and asked me if we had some fight or something.I told them I didn't know,because I really didn't know.I've been thinking and worried about this for a little while,but I know I just shouldn't,it's her decision,since I didn't do anything wrong to her or anything.
Meh,Monday was okay,but after class I suddenly burst in tear without any reason!(lucky me everyone already left,except the very nice teacher) well,she told me to go make an appointment with the doctor (sheesh...This is like...The 5th time I'm going) an then go home. Well,the doctor said my emotions were a bit out of control.That's most likely because I was sick a week or two ago and I'm still a bit recovering and I've been worried about my not-so-good-friend-after-all friend.I've been talking about it with my dad that evening too.He just told me to let her do as she likes,since I can't change it and it's her decision,but there was just one question in my mind: why is she doing this?

Well,after I told her about how I felt,she felt a bit angry about the fact that I thought of her this way,well...Hello,I don't think it's strange!I mean,classmates and teachers are all asking me if we had a fight or anything!

But it wasn't really all of the sudden.I mean,she started to hang out with another girl a little while ago,but she was still hanging out with me and when I came back from being sick,she didn't even said hi to me,or sat next to me,okay,it's fine if she go sit next to someone else sometimes,but it's in almost every class and when she is sitting near me,she doesn't really talk to me or something.
Well,I've been worried about this for a little while,now I think 'Ah what the heck...There are more people around here,who still stands next to me after almost 4 years!' and it's true,my other friend,who's sadly enough in another class is always calling me,talking waaaay too much and just care about me,after almost 4 years. And another small group of 2 - 3 girls and 1 boy were always there for me when I needed them.
And even today,a girl from the first class just suddenly started to talk with me and all...I was like 'wtf...' well,I think I've been acting a bit differently now,I'm enjoying things some more,I think.I'm not so worried about things as I used to.
I'm just letting things go as they go,I don't really need to worry about things like that...I mean,what will I get with worrying and do nothing?Nothing at all!Of course,I'm still a bit shy,but I'm trying to be more open to other people and all,accepting new contacts,or whatever you call it.X3

I didn't have any hyperventilation attack for a quite a while,but last night I had it.I tried to ignore it,but failed,so I went downstairs,told my dad that I'm having the feeling of hyperventilation again and just sat down.Lol,I wasn't so scared of it,because I now know that it's harmless,just annoying.I took water and took my asthma medicines (for extra because I was kind of breathing difficult) and watched a bit of tv.(distraction helps you calm down) after I calmed down I went back but I knew I wouldn't go alseep that easily,since I still felt a bit strange. (before I got that hyperventilation,I suddenly got that strange feeling as if I was scared of something,while I wasn't even thinking of something scary and all!)I grabbed my mp3 and put on some calm music on a very low volume,so I would calm down and get really sleepy.(it really works,after that I can just go and fall asleep peacefully without any worries)
So I didn't fell asleep till 2 am...Lucky me I didn't have a long day today,lol.
I was dizzy today,but I think that's because I didn't sleep well last night and my 'breathing teacher' told me it possibly had to do with my ew breathing style (breathe in through nose and out through mouth) because you are breathing so calmly so when doing something you might get a bit less oxygen than needed or something.Plus,breathing like this can make you feel sleepy,lol.

Well,I think I'll go sleep early tonight,especially since I have to get up a bit earlier tomorrow.I'm going to take a look on the school to see how the educations are what I might do after this school. I'm focussing more on the laboratory thing,since I'm just getting more interested the longer I think about it.As a back-up I have the administration,for if the laboratory fails. I'm kind of excited.I'm really looking forward to go!Hm,maybe I hyperventilated last night because of that,since they closer the day comes,the more I getting excited...Or it was just because I was being hyper after P.E. yesterday...Lol...Oh,whatever.

Well,some better news: I have submitten two arts!^^
I'm also still working on chapter 3 of my story Eternal Love part 1, Ancient Times of Cairo -Egypt.(lol,what a title I can come up with.X3)

But for now,I need to finish a bit of homework,or else I'll get in trouble when I need to turn it in...Meh...I don't want toooo!Me is lazy.X3
Don't worry,I find school really important,so I end up doing it anyway because it will e bugging me if I don't.X3

Well,I'm going to eat some noodles now,I'm hungry.X3
I hope you're doing fine.^^

~Kitsy~


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