Saturday, September 8, 2007
I haven't been on this website so long that I don't even know if anyone will even read this. I guess I am feeling really down and just needed to write, and I honestly don't even know what I want to say. Talking to the people around me is not gonna work I guess they are really judge mental and hurtful at times so sometimes writing something like this is the only way to for me to feel even a little better. I have people constantly over my shoulder as if they are expecting me to do something, whats even worse is I never gave them a reason to be suspicious of me doing something. I am really tired, really really tired I wonder if I can actually feel better just by writing anymore?