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Thursday, February 10, 2005
Broken...
A couple of songs describe how I feel right now...
Metallica's "Fade to Black"...
Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting farther every day.
Getting lost within myself,
Nothing matters, no one else.
I have lost the will to live,
Simply nothing more to give.
There is nothing more for me,
Need the end to set me free.
Things aren't what they used to be
Missing one inside of me.
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel!
Emptiness is filling me,
To the point of agony.
Growing darkness, taking dawn.
I was me, but now he's gone.
No one but me can save myself
But it's too late!
Now I can think, think why I should even try!
Yesterday seems as though It never existed.
Death greets me warm,
Now I will just say goodbye!
....and Trace Adkin's "Help Me Understand"
Once, in a lifetime...
You'll open up your heart.
Baby, once in your lifetime...
You'll swear to never be apart.
You think your love's on solid ground,
Then outta the blue, it all comes tumblin' down.
Who's gonna hold me tonight,
When I'm feelin' lonely.
Who's gonna show me the light,
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we got,
How can love just stop?
Tell me, somebody help me understand...
And my picture,
In your locket.
What will you do with it now?
All our friends,
And all our memories.
Tell me how we sort them out.
What's yours is yours,
What's mine is mine.
Is that all that's left, after all this time?
Who's gonna hold me tonight,
When I'm feelin' lonely.
Who's gonna show me the light,
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we got,
How can love just stop?
Tell me, somebody help me understand!
Why I'm not a part of your plan,
And you don't need me anymore!
Help me understand
Why I still wanna be where you are,
Even though I know in my heart
That you don't love me anymore!
Who's gonna hold me tonight,
When I'm feelin' lonely.
Who's gonna show me the light,
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we got,
How can love just STOP?
Tell me, somebody help me understand...,
Well...that's all for today's update. I've been cryin' nearly nonstop for a week and a half. But...I'm closin' this chapter of my life. I don't know if I'll ever open it again. I'm gonna pretty much do what Jamie did, and move on. |
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