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myOtaku.com: Kit Talbain


Monday, October 4, 2004

I've made a mess....
Look around your world, pretty baby,
Is it everything you'd hoped it'd be?
The wrong guy, the wrong situation...
The right time to roll to me.

I fucked up last night. I asked a question I had no busniess asking, rushing something that needs patience...Oh, god, how the hell did I fuck up so badly?

I can't even remember what kind of day I had, I was thinking about it all day. How the hell do you ask a girl to marry you out of the blue like that?

How the fuck did I?!? I know I want to, and I know I love her, but HELLS, there wasn't a romantic setting or anything!! I was tired and had a headache and out of the blue, I proposed to her OVER THE PHONE!!! AND I'm only just going to turn seventeen in TWO MONTHS!!!

I need some serious pills right now...I have a migraine that hasn't gone away since last night, haven't gotten any sleep, I even stayed awake during Free Enterprise and Algebra II. I asked her to MARRY me...and I meant it with all my heart, I love her so much. But GODS, how the hell could I fuck what we had up so royally?!

Somebody help me....please, dear god, just help me...

EDIT: Ron, I know what you're gonna have me talk about...I think. And I've managed to save myself from running around in circles, damning myself into the ninth circle of Hell.

I'm gonna kinda chill on the relationship thing, kinda see where life takes me, I suppose. Of course, I'm setting it in stone that I want to join the Air National Guard....Security Forces. Pretty much for the fatality count, the glory, and the helping-people factor most of all....
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