Wednesday, October 13, 2004

I won't be able to update for a while... I missed Naruto's birthday, it was on the tenth. Today is Akito from Kodocha.





The race last Saturday sucked... Everyone turned at the wrong spot. So it was messed up. I bought some dvds from GameSTop. I hate their employees imcompetent computer geeks - or at least the ones I see. I got WEiss Kreuz and Wild Arms.

I feel deprived of TV... I AM deprived of TV!! AH!!!!!
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Saturday, October 9, 2004

WEll yesterday the freshmen and middle schoolers were gone on their "class days" (field trips - all day - to the beach). Us upperclassmen get ours in November. But we live in Hawaii, so nice weather all around! ^_^

Today is another race! I'm just in the heat that doesn't score. So it's more fun. Plus, I'm not so good at sprints in a kayak.

Yeterday I got to do improvisation in jazz band. I did it! ^_^ On one note, too! (everyone had to do it on one note) Improvisation is like making up your own music on the spot. Very difficult for me.

Beyblade is getting sooooo good! Tyson's impression of Kai - priceless! And TALA! KYA!!!!!!!!! He rules!



Tala = wolf (it's actually a GIRL's name!)

And lasts night's Cyborg 009 was awesome. STill playing reruns of .hack//legend, though.

This should be coming out real soon! ^_^



"I wanna follow the rivers, to an island in the sun..."


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Friday, October 8, 2004

Yay! Gin Iro no Ohkami is back from Japan! ^_^ Okay... Smoke detector is being a bitch! STOP THAT BEEPING!!!!!!!!
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   GeT rEaL!
Gah, I hate my school... And some of the ppl in it... Gah! I just can't stand them!

"I wish, I wish to use this rhyme to go back home until next time." ~ Dragon Tales (I know you watch it too!)

"When you wish upon a star..."

"Starlight, star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may I wish I might have the wish I wish tonight!"



I can feel the Autumn winds blowing ever near...



And, boy, are we gonna need a leaf blower!
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Thursday, October 7, 2004

Yesterday I was lacking in the anime cuz I'm not allowed to watch TV during the week and I haven't gotten any new manga in a while. I would have said that, but I was waaaaaaay too tired and in need of a shower.

Well, today is "open house". Had to miss kayaking because of it so I could get a ride home with a friend. It was.... An interesting ride home.

The highlight of my day... Seeing my crush. I haven't seen him for sooo long cuz I don't have any classes with him (and if you don't have classes with some people you hardly ever see them) and he just walked by... I tried to say "hi" but I don't think he heard me.



I am getting really irritated by people who are suicidal.

Kenshin said, "You can always die. It's living that takes courage." (Rurouni Kenshin)



And those who cause others to feel crummy are just as bad.

Yeah. That was stupid... Okay... Now what?

BISHIE BREAK! WEISS!!!!!

*DROOL*





GOGGLES ARE THE BEST ACCESORRIES! (And hopefully they will help with horrible spelling!)
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I miss anime... I love theotaku's new look... Everything is changing...

I was reading someone's Love Hina manga. Rather, I was re-reading it. Isn't it the funnietst?!



And soo cute! Childhood romance... Ah...


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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

I'm bored... Not really. I hate school. I feel so stupid by the end of the day.

I was talking about a comment Scorpi121 had made yesterday (not insulting or anything, it was about an anime... )- so just ignore it. But I am still in shock.

Well, I'm gonna post my monologue on here... Cuz I've got nothing better to do (well, I do have biology and math... But aw, screw it)

Dear Heart

Empty stage except for a chair. Though Dyre* never sits down throughout the monologue. Lights.

Dyre: I never imagined God would send me here, I always thought I was headed… You know. [in a whisper] To Hades. [points to ground].

You’re probably wondering how I died. I am too. I don’t know exactly what happened. One minute I was with my kid sister and the next I was at the Gates.

Good ol’ Marty, my sis – a real sweet kid. She… She must miss me. [said sadly] Someone has to. Right? My parents are probably sizing up my room for the new baby. I’ve probably been forgotten, a discarded memory – only a blur. Bet they’re glad to be rid of their stupid D-student, druggie son. That’s all they thought I was.

I won’t lie and I won’t sugar coat my life. I was bad. I stayed out late all night partying with a different girl each night, drinking and smoking ‘till all that was left of me was a wisp of my former human shape. I can’t even fathom how I ended up here. Maybe in my last few seconds I did something right. I do recall a car… Coming straight at us. [shrugs] It was probably nothing.

Hero always said I’d end up here. In Heaven, that is. He thought that deep down, humans were all so pure. But we are anything but pure, like the God who created us. At times, we are the Devil himself.

Hero… I guess I should be seeing him here, too. How long has it been since that incident? Two, three years I except. Time just doesn’t go the way you want it to. I suppose it will be nice to see a familiar face here, all these holy holies and their tiaras disguised as halos and feathery wing capes. Which are pretty cool, though I wish mine were black [looks at his own back]. But then, that’s what separates them [points down] from us. [points up] Tainted, sinful souls that have yet to repute their sins – or so I’d been told by my Sunday school teacher who had told my Buddhist grandfather that he was going to Hell.

Hero was killed. But only ‘cause I was three steps over the line. He was trying to protect me; I was in way over my head. It’s all my fault he died. My parents wouldn’t let me go to his funeral; I could’ve killed them I was so upset. Thoughts like that should’ve stopped me at the Gates. I dunno…

I do miss them - my parents. My mom would turn off all of the lights at night, so Marty and I could sleep. And she’d walk by my room several times and peek in on me. She’d try to hide it but I heard her every night. At least, the nights I was home.

And my dad… He would always try to talk to me. “Father-son” stuff. He smelled like car wax from washing the cars on Sundays, I used to complain about the smell because it would make me sneeze.

[stops for a while]

I don’t have any regrets. Most people leave the world, not knowing what will happen to them when they step out of that house. But I… I had a feeling. I didn’t try to stop myself. I don’t wish I could re-do anything; I’d do it all the same. I was bad, I was supposed to go to Hell!

[stops again]

But I would have liked to see Marty grow up… [smiling] And see the baby. Though, I did despise it. I tried to get their minds off the little brat that would be let loose in my adolescent life. Just a cry for attention, on my part, I suppose. But nobody was paying attention to me in my greatest time of need – the awkward teenage years. I will never get past these days of acne and bad hair.

Such is my fate. Or could it be something else?

I’m gonna meet with God, today. I’ve got some questions for Him. I’m so nervous. [begins pacing] I do like it here, really I do. The atmosphere is very soothing and I’ve never felt more at peace. But I’ve got time to think, all of Eternity, in fact. And I’ve been thinking that maybe my being here is a mistake. Don’t get me wrong, I’d love to stay here, in Heaven. But I wouldn’t feel right if I was here only because of a mistake.

He’s coming. [walks around chair, contemplates sitting in it but kneels on ground. Bright light from upper corner] God, please.

Please! [crying]

Tell me…

Why am I here?

[End]

* Dyre – Scandinavian for “Dear Heart”


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Okay, it sux but I love his name. Dyre... I always use weird names in my stories. Not regular names that people spend hours trying to think of. I pull up letters of the alphabet and stick them together. MWAH!

Today I'll post... I dunno... Chrono Crusade (Chrono means time...)




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OMFG!
I totally didn't know that Scorpi!!!!!! *in shock* I think I'm going to faint...

*hyper ventalating* I need a paper bag to breathe into! OMG! I didn't know that!!! THEY'RE TWINS! NO WONDER THEIR BIRTHDAYS ARE ON THE SAME DAY!!!!!! I feel stupid...

I saw it on TV Tome... I can't believe... SCORPI121 AHHH!!! WHY?! They were so cute together! WHY?????

Well, now that that is over (I won't spoil it for you...)

Today was okay. I love creative writing... We're doing fun stuff... I think I might post some of my work... Okay, I've gotta take a shower. I smell.
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Sunday, October 3, 2004

The race yesterday... I wasn't last. But OMG! I was trying soooo hard to beat this one girl, and I could've! GRRRR!!!! I'm gonna try lifting more this week so I can race every time. I hate having such a big team that I won't get to race a lot. I miss last year's kayaking!!! WAH!

OH and someone flipped. It was her first time. Nobody knew where she went but my pal and I saw her and I took her boat back cuz she was crying and didn't want to finish... It was kinda sad, cuz it was some of the new ppls' first race and they had butterflies. Whereas I was all "who gives a crud about how I do? Not me!" Yeah. But some ppl are good and it makes them sad when they loose. SO yeah...

I'm a good cheer-er...

I don't know about the rest of you, but at my school football and cheerleaders aren't the most popular ppl. So don't be stereo-typing, sometimes ppl like that just suck! (Actually, our football team kicked @$$ this weekend, so *shrug* I dunno...)

Anime!!! They were awesome this weekend... Well most... Inuyasha could've delivered more...

Well, Yuu Yuu Hakusho was AWESOME! One of Kuwabara's pals is hot! (not the fat dude or the bald dude) and Sea Man is soo hot! He reminds me of Enrique from Beyblade!

Gundam SEED was terrific!! Omg! I totally thought Cagalli should be with Kira but Athrun isn't so bad. But I still like Kira best!

Inuyasha... Could've delivered more, like I said.

Wolf's Rain... POOR TOBOE!!!! WAH! They're killing everyone off one epi at a time!!! I thought it was all gonna be in one epi (the killing off of the wolves, I mean)

Beyblade G-Rev. I knew it! Tyson's bro was Jin! Except they screwed up his name in the dub to "Hero" which is kinda cool... AND TALA'S VOICE IS SCREWED UP!!!! And Michael and Emily got beat... WAH! No more of Michael's ultra hotness!!! And Rei is actin' evil...

Orphen is gone, sorry! But only to make room for Halloween (since everyone else is doing it too...)

I've got a suprise for X-mas though and New Years too! ^_^

For Toboe...





"I like humans!"


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Saturday, October 2, 2004

mahahwahahwa i was ganna do the white stripes or
afi or somethin but i didn`t feel like it
mahahwa


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Sorry all you Hilary Duff fans, but this was just too too!

Ran in the rain today, really RAN for practice, not fun. 3.4 miles. Can't even use complete sentences...

Well, we did this weird drill today in kayaking, it was cool... IDK how to explain it though...

Tomorrow I have to leave the house at 7:00 to get to the race, I'm gonna misss morning cartoons!!! WAH! I hope I don't embarass myself! Last year, on the first race, I picked up a stray soccer ball in the water cuz these AYSO kids were having a game. Then the next race I helped some ppl get out of the lane lines that caught in their rutters! I hope something interesting will happen this year...


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