Monday, May 1, 2006

well ppl i have fallen into depression yet again. All i want to do is play capoeira! i'm practicaly begging my mom to let me go. it's like kicking the shit out of a writer and taking away his right to write!
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Saturday, April 29, 2006

   weight gain
well my sisters b-day was fun. nothing much happened after that. I'M FINALY 109 LBS.! yay for cake *eats more cake*. i'm still not alowed to do any exersize YET. i cant stand not working out or playing capoeira! in lighter news i might be able to get into this amazing new Catholic school that opened up in my city. if i go *it's more than likely i will* i go to school 4 days a week from 7:30-4:00 and on friday i work as at a doctors office. most of my friends are going there 2.

heres some random stuff i thought you all would like. :D
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i'm realllllly against drinking but i thought this was funny.

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Name
Color
Say what??	"I wasn't sleeping. There was a fly in my eye and I was trying to smother it."
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A bit about me

Name	Angela
Age	14
DOB	September 22
Where i was born	Kansas city
My first word	daddy
My first school	window philips i think
My high school (if you go)	hopefuly cristo rey
My first bf/gf	Christian
First crush	Christian
Is it true that first kiss is most special?	yes
Who do you love?	my family
What do you want to be when you grow up?	psychiatrist
Best friends	Christian, Abbey, and Ciara
Friends	2 many
Do you drink (alcohol)?	NEVER
Do you smoke?	NEVER
Do you take drugs?	NEVER
What do you want your life to be like in 10 years?	i want to be a capoeira teacher and i want to have my degree in psycoligy
(Right now) What is the time?	3:10 PM
(Right now) What are you listening to?	my dog barking
(Right now) Who are you talking to?	myself
(Right now) How are you feeling?	dizzy
(Right now) What are you thinking?	i\'m hungry
(Right now) What are you reading?	the computer screen
(Right now) Who are you hating?	president bush
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

thanx
thankyou everybody for such nice comments. i feel a lot better now that i'v talked about it.
tomorow it my middle sisters b-day! oh and btw me and my sisters are now very close and that nolonger happens. well i'm off to go bug ppl.
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

wont u go?

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coming to terms
well the vist to the shrink was okay. dont worry i'm not cutting or anything. they just want somebody to help me sort things out. whenever i tell ppl about whats going on it sounds horrible to ppl but the only real way i get through it is to keep myself busy so my mind will not wander into my supressed thoughts. and since i seen the shrink i'v had to think about my life, every part of it even the parts that i'v tried soooo hard to forget. and i'v realized something, i'v been abused verbaly and sometimes physicaly by my sisters. now some ove you might say that "oh it's just sisters being sisters." but my sisters are like 8 and 10 apart from me. they knew what they where doing.
one time when i was little my and one of my sisters that was off of her medication when we were fighting *verbaly* she held me up by my neck agenst a wall. now that i'v realized is not just a sister arguement. when my sisters were teenagers they did verbaly abuse me *i was very little*. now they are older and they have stoped but i still have a fear of them.
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Monday, April 24, 2006

crazy test
well now they are making me see a shrink today. i'm not crazy! they just want someone to help me with all thats going on..... i'm bored. heres a a few links 2 fun stuff

http://mapage.noos.fr/d1autremonde/demo.html
thats a reallllllllllly good capoeira clip

http://www.ernestcline.com/dmd/
really funny. DANCE MONKEYS DANCE!


really fun!plz sign-up!you dont have to play and they dont junk mail you.
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Friday, April 21, 2006

weight
idk why i keep losing weight. i'm down 2 104! keep in mind that i'm 5'4 and my average weight is 114! lastnight i was watching tv with my sisters and i looked at my arm. i now realize that you can practicaly see most of my bones in my wrist and the lower part of my hands. my forearm is so slim i can feel the bones without trying. i'm not trying to lose weight but i am. i have stoped exersizing and i'v been eating more than ever! does anybody know someone on this site thats a doc?
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

yet again srry for not posting more often!
well things are looking better now. raul *i dont call him my father now* and my mother are still seporated but their is nothing we can do.
today i was taking my M.A.P. test at home because i'm still on home bound and me, my mom, and my teacher were talking about how to get me into this realllllllllly good high school. we had to look at my past scores and she told me from the readings on the terra nova only 8% in the whole U.S.A read better than me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, April 15, 2006

srry
i havent posted in a while... i'm really upset. my father is leaving my family. he just said he doesent love my mom any more and moved out....
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Saturday, April 8, 2006

lucky me
again i had to go to the hospital lastnight. i was at capoeria and we had started up a faster style of capoeira and i kept having to sit down for a few min. i practicaly begged my mom to let me go to capoeira 2. well i had a dizzy spell so i layed on the floor and put up my feet. after a few min my toes went numb then my heels and then my ankles. we decided to go so i had to have a few friends from capoeria help me out to the car. in the car my legs where down and my calf and thigh went numb!!!! it felt lik i had put my legs in a tub of ice. well we went to the hospital and we had to get a nurse to help me out of the car and into a wheelchair. after hour and hours of waiting in a closet sized room they did some tests. the doctor had me close my eyes and jabbed me in the leg with a toothpick and asked "can you feel this?" well it turned out i had pulled a feww muscles ing my leggs and feet. i can walk now but it hurts. aperently i had puled a few mucles but i didnt want to sit out and look like a baby. well i'm off to go heal. thank you all for such nice comments!!!!!!!!!!!!
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