Monday, March 27, 2006

   Huzzah!
What up my friends? (or non-friends...your choice though) Been a while since i spoke to you all hasn't it? Well, nothing much is new...I don't think. Here's the 'low down' on my life;

1.I completed two of my three new years resolutions! Yes! Jen has succeded where she has failed before!!! *calms down* Sorry bout that. Anyway, I did land an axel. Just by chance while improvising a program. I was so freakin' happy! Then I landed one the next day, and the next, and it kinda became somewhat of a pattern. I could realy only accomplish one though, because my legs would start to hurt. :P

I also lost my fear of wrestling. That feat I owe greatly to Celeste, Mitch and Dararith, thank you soo much! Love ya! *cough* Heh...Celeste was a friend a made when she smashed my nose in one match (not broken, but hurtful) and the tw guys are on my team. They all gave me lots of support that helped me out a lot! At the city champs. I came forth of six! I actually won two of my matches this time!!! I was so freakin' happy about this too! I lost my bronze medal match, but who cares? I surpassed any goal I had set for myself. I had the chance given to me to go to OFSSA, But I passed it by. Couldn't miss that much school. Tony went though, and came 2nd!(?)

2. During the March break (and a bit before and after)My family and I went to England and Italy. It was wonderful to say the least! My favorit part however was getting to see my English freinds again! Lucie, Charlotte, I love you all. I also got to make a few mew buddies too. :P It's the one place were I felt that I belonged, unlike F'ton and here sometimes. Wish I could go back.

Well, thats about it I guess. Nothing more spectacular happened. I hurt my ankle, but that doesn't come across as to important. :D So, I say my farewells til next time! Adieux!
~*~Osiris :[

PS: Oh, one last thing, a personal note: Andy, if you read this, I just want you to know that I'm forever at your side and wish you the best of luck with your troubles! I'm here if you need me, trust yourself, and your friends. Love you dearly!

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Friday, January 6, 2006

   New years Resolutions
Yay! It's 2006! The year of the dog *woof* L'Ano del perro, l'annee du chien...whatever languages you speak, have a good one! :D Anyway, anyone else got some resolutions? I've got a couple. I've actually never done this before, hade serious resolutions, just stupid little things like..well, I have no idea. I figure if I type them here, I can't go back on them and it solidifies them. Anyway, here are my three biggest ones;

#1. I resolve to help my friend through her difficult family issues and her cutting problem. I am doing this because for a while, I've found her annoying for a few years, but we are still friends, just don't see each other that often. Anyway, she came to me one time before classes started and asked for my opinion and some help. I really didn't think much of it though because of her family life. but while listening to a song one night (Nobodys Home by; Avril Lavigne) I felt realy bad, and immediately pulled u helpful websites to help me help her. Now, I just have to wait until school begins to get started! I hope all goes well.

#2. Stop getting scared and just complete a full Axel. (a difficult figure sakting jump). I have landed two before, when I was about 11, and since then, I've gotten scared of trying to hard because, well, falling really hurts. I can semi-land them, but it doesn't work to well. I hope that I can convince myself that theres no fear and get one done before the ice rink melts!

#3. Not get scared of wrestling,a rain and try harder to succeed. I wrestle with my school, and I went to my first tournament after having only two hours worth of practise,not a lot let me tell you!) I didn't do that bad, 4th out of 5. But in one match the girl was pressing down really hard (accidentally) on my windpipe and I couldn't breath for a period of and I panicked. I
m hoping I can overcome this, or learn not to get into that position again, because thinking about it give me fears at times.

Well, thats what I resolve to do, this year, and I have all of you as witnesses, now all I have to do is begin! -_-' I'm a procrastinator, so...I'll keep you posted! lol. No, I'm gonna do it, just got to work up to it gradually. I hope you all have luck with your resolutions...or lack there of, whatever floats your boat! Hasta Luego!

~*~Osiris :[

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

   Disappointements
I'm here again, after a really long break. My computer got a Trojan Virus (my fault...*sweat bead*) and I couldn't access my account. But I'm back now and ready to rant! :D Well, not quite a rant, but not quite enlightenment. I write what I feel, and I feel how I write. Make sense? Perhaps.

Lets see, disappointement number one, I didn't get into Vocal Jazz. At my school we have choir, and then there is Vocal Jazz, the 'next step up'. You have to audition and it's for the singing 'elite' I guess. I am a better singer then some of the people in it but the damn teacher (names will not be used) didn't pick me. She picked the other useless singer but not me. I was so pissed that I resented her for a long time. Still do.

Disappointment number two ties into number one. Our musical this year was 'The Wizards of Oz'. I got a really small part and some one worse then me got a bigger one. I got pissed again. I was miserable during practises, but aftere a while got into it more and realized how much of a priviledge it was to simply be there. Our cast and leads were amzing! My fav. was scarecrow.

Disappointement number three. This year I applied to go on a Rotary Exchange. I was such a good pick and the (almost) perfect candidate, but they picked the other one (out of two, me and him)simply because we were so evenly matched (as if) that it was the fact that I had a). travelled more nd b). he was a guy and more girls apply the guys so they picked him. That was the final straw. I knew him to and he goes to my school. I then wne to an interview for the other nearby cluab and they rejected me too. Damnation! I really wanted to go so badly that I had rearranged a lot of my future and school to fit the year away but now I'm stuck here for another and even now I may not get chosen for next year.

Now though, I don't mind as much. The guy is nice enough and I don't care to much anymore. I try not to bring it up however, because it is a sore spot for me. I guess my disappointements have tought me something. No matter how hard of annoying life gets, you just have to think of the positive and the future. I constantly thought (when I was in a bad mood because of these things) about how my family and I are going to Italy and England come march and I'll get to see my friends in EWngland from when I lived there. You have to find that one little thing that makes you happy and strive towards, obsess about it and it will take your mind off everything bad that has happened. I busy myself these days so that I don't have to think about my miseries, and because it snowed yetserday a lot, the rink in the park will open and I'll be able to skate again. It's the little things that make you the happiest, not necessarily the big ones.

Well, I'm done. Thank you all for letting me rant for a while... well, a long while. I really needed it. I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and I'll see you all later! Chau!

-Osiris :[




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