Time: 11:11 PM
Let's face it... my dad is totally fed up with me to the point that it's absolutely hilarious. For months now I've been speaking of getting my permit and getting a job and all of these things that sound so grown up. Do you know what he did when he heard such things leaving my mouth?
... he bitched, griped and moaned about it.
I'm almost sixteen and he still expects me to act as if I'm his little girl and I'll never grow up. Earlier today he was all like, "I hate driving you everywhere all the time!" And I responded calmly with, "If I had my permit and if you had not procrastinated so much on Driver's Ed... I would be out of your hair." Then he made a comment about how he's going back on his promise to buy my first car for me.
After all of these years, he turns around and shoves this in my face like it doesn't matter that he's broken yet another promise to me. There are so many things I wanna do with my life that he just restricts me from doing all of the time and it's beginning to piss me off.
He says it himself... I'm everything he looks for in a daughter. I have good grades, I hate drugs, I don't drink (So he thinks), I stay out of trouble the majority of the time, I'm mature and I'm a good role model for my little brother.
If I'm everything he looks for in a daughter, then shouldn't I be re-payed for not causing him such stress like most other teenagers do to their parental unit?
I've been talking a lot about getting a lip piercing now these days and my dad will not have any of it. What harm is a little lip piercing going to do? Seriously... it's a way to express myself through the pain I'm willing to endure for it. It's a form of bodily art and he's all against it.
At least I was open with him when telling him that I wanted a lip piercing. I didn't just go out to the mall one day with some friends and return with a loop in my lip did I?
*Sighs.* My dad... the party nazi.
I am a party type person. I know I'll be getting at least one tattoo when I get older and some piercing other than my ears at this current moment. One doesn't stay an innocent little girl forever, ne?
Seth: You look tired Kawaii...
I am... I should sleep. Much cosplay shopping is to be had tomorrow.
Seth: *Nods sweetly.*
Call my cell phone before you come to pick me up! I'll be waking up around 10:30 AM.
We need to go to Wal-Mart, Good Will and possibly Hobby Lobby if Sethos has the transportation. e.e;