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• You just wish, don't you... DON'T YOU! *Points accusingly.*
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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Lack of Title at the Moment....
Time: 2:30 AM
Song-
Ah, fuck it... I'm not listening to anything right now and I have no definition for what I feel right now. =/
Well... if you haven't read my last post, I suggest you do so before reading this... because it's all based on my feelings about Lizzie.
I know a lot of you don't know this, but the guy I love has broken my heart into a million pieces and is now hanging all over a good friend of mine and acting like he doesn't know me... go fucking figure...
Well now, he acts as if I don't even exist... and hangs all over my friend Franchesca. Once again, go figure...
It happens all the time anyway, ne? Heh... not just to me.
He's done the same thing to other's as well and is another valid reason as to why Lizzie began cutting.
Now Tyler's good guy, but it's grown obvious that his intentions are just for the looks of women and nothing more.
Lizzie being blind to this, same as I, fell in love with him and he flat out told her that he couldn't love a fat woman.
Now Lizzie, just like every woman, is uncomfortable with her size and shape.
Bingo... there's another cut.
Which brings on my feelings about Lizzie...
I still feel guilty for telling Mr. Murphy...
I mean.. I did the right thing, didn't I? Even if they send her to a place filled with strangers and paranoid doctors... they will be able to help her... right?
The way she looked at me made me seem like the worst person in the world. I mean... it made my heart sink and made me feel even lower then the scum of this Earth...
But comrades look out for each other, right? We are comrades... we've been friends ever since seventh grade. That's about three years now...
What'll I do if I lose her as a friend forever and she just becomes anti-social and un-trusting of others just because I told Mr. Murphy of her cutting?
I've dealt with this shit too much... it's getting a bit too stressful.
What with the school work piling up, lack of sleep, drama in school, problems at home that may get me kicked out, and more family problems that I don't want to state...
Yeah Zappa... I bet you're shaking your head right now because I told you everything was alright.
But that's the point... everything is alright. Because all problems are temporary... no matter what the problem is and how bad it seems.. it's always temporary.
Love is always temporary in my book... it never stays long enough to get a good grasp on it. It always slips out like sand in between one's fingers... but that's alright. Because I have my friends who love me and I love them just as much in return...
And as long as I have my friends... then I'm perfectly content with life.
I love all of you... all of you are my true saviors. ^.^
I'm off to bed now... |
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