Song: Falls Apart
By: Sugar Ray
Mood: Sad... (Wow.)
Well.. today sucked so badly. The only highlight of my day is the fact that my friend Sean got me a Foamy the Squirrel shirt that says "Staring in this general area will get you no where!" and it's written across my chest.
Well... now for the part that ruined the hell out of my day. My best friend is in love with me.. That's right.. Yugi.
I told her that I can't stand being in a relationship when all she wants me to do is change.
Here's the thing... I'm not one to be showing the public display of affection... and she wants me to change that.
I flat out told her that I could never change myself and she needs to get over it... but she started going on about how she can't live on without me. I'm tired of it... she's too clingy, but she's my best friend. I told her that I needed think about this whole ordeal.
Chances are... I've just ruined my relationship with one of my best friends in the whole world... and she'll probably never talk to me again for breaking her heart or something rather.
I'm too tired of all of this drama... and people ask me why I hate being in serious relationships with people... this is why! I'm not going to get with someone if they're just going to want me to change!
I just don't want to lose another person... *Sigh.* I don't know what to do anymore...