Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Time: 11:04 PM Song: It's All Tears By: H.I.M. Mood: Blegh. I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in my love I'm waiting for you to drown in this love So open your arms Open your arms and let me show you what love can be like It's all tears and it will be 'til the end of your time Come closer, my love Will you let me tear your hearth apart? Now all holp is gone, so drown in my love I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your heart I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in my love I'm waiting for you to drown in this love And open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love So, my love, your laughter is finally turning into tears And you're begging for more, though the end is getting near Come closer, my love I'll violate you in the most sensual way Until you drown in this love I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to open your arms And drown in my love I'm waiting for you to drown in this love So open your arms I'm waiting for you to drown in this love You'll drown in this love Ooohooh You'll drown, my love And you'll drown in my love So open your arms -------- All of you are completely right... I should at attempt to get a healthy sleep schedule back into action, but with the upcoming events of this week I fear I won't be getting much sleep at all. Seth: Activities? Nothing important, dear. Seth: ... Reasoning skills have been reduced by 50%. o.- Seth: And you will not tell me because....? Deduction of 75%. Seth: ... Kawaii. 92% Seth: Will you stop it? 100% *Falls over twitching from lack of smartness and ability to reason.* X.X Seth: Kawaii? *Pokes Kawaii.* ..... x.x;;;;; Seth: I always wondered what would happen once she reached 100%. o.o; -Kawaii Seth<3

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Time: 11:45 PM Song: Sexy Back By: Justin Timberlake (Love the music, not him.) Mood: Mild I'm bringing sexy back Them other boys don't know how to act I think you're special what's behind your back So turn around and I'll pick up the slack Take em' to the bridge [Bridge] Dirty babe You see these shackles Baby I'm your slave I'll let you whip me if I misbehave It's just that no one makes me feel this way Take em' to the chorus Come here girl Go ahead, be gone with it Come to the back Go ahead, be gone with it VIP Go ahead, be gone with it Drinks on me Go ahead, be gone with it Let me see what you're working with Go ahead, be gone with it Look at those hips Go ahead, be gone with it You make me smile Go ahead, be gone with it Go ahead child Go ahead, be gone with it And get your sexy on Go ahead, be gone with it Get your sexy on Go ahead, be gone with it Get your sexy on I'm bringing sexy back Them other fuckers don't know how to act Come let me make up for the things you lack Cause you're burning up I gotta get it fast Take em' to the bridge [Bridge] I'm bringing sexy back Them other fuckers wait till I attack If that's your girl you better watch your back Cause she'll burn it up for me and that's a fact Take em' to the chorus -------- S'cuse my laziness with the posts, but I've been sleeping a lot as of late. Today, I slept in until about 3:00 PM and I'd only stayed up until about 3:30 AM the previous night. :/ Seth: Perhaps you should attain a healthy sleep habit before your marching band camp begins next week? ... perhaps. -Kawaii Seth<3

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Tired... blegh... *Falls asleep on the keyboard.* hkjhjkhkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

A Dinner in Hell and One Last Farewell

Time: 11:14 PM Song: I Love You (Prelude To Tragedy) By: H.I.M. Mood: Hurt I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, the more I love you Can't you see, my darling That the harder I try The more we grow apart Please, believe me The sweeter the kiss The colder turn your arms And the colder grows your heart And, Baby, more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, more I love you And tonight, my darling The closer I get The more you're out of love Don't you feel it? The colder you touch The more it turns me on And the faster beats my heart And, Baby, more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And, Baby, more I love you -------- Friday Night: The new neighbors from next door came over to the house because my mother had invited them to dinner here at home. Now, I'm not a truly anti-social bitch, bit these people brought fucking toddlers to the house for dinner. A little boy that LOVED to scream until he got attention and a little girl that didn't know the meaning of "QUIET". I was called down to set the table for our guests and as soon as my eyes fell onto the toddlers, I knew that all hell would break loose. We dat down to eat our lovely dinner and the little girl was sitting next to me. The first thing she did was reach up, grab the side of my hair and scream, "PRETTY!" into my ear while yanking really hard on my beautiful hair. I grinned a little while wanting to punch the little thing as I said, "I know." in a very strained voice. During the dinner, I popped some pills of aspirin because of the constant screaming, interupting and grabbing at me. I wanted to KILL the little shits with my bare hands. My dad, at one point, asked me to watch over the things while he talked to the adults of the house. I got pulled on, the little boy was harassing the cats and the girl wouln't SHUT UP about how my clothes were black. That was my dinner in Hell. :D; Seth: It was quite amusing.... -------- Saturday: Since Sethos had spent the night on Friday night, we chatted a little and ended up sleeping until about 1:30 PM. The reason we actually woke up: My ex-boyfriend (That I'm still quite attached to. :/), Ian, called two times ina row to ask if I could hang out at the mall with him for a bit. He's moving to Dallas soon and I'll only get to see him at the cons we both go to. It hurts a little since I still like him a lot, but he deserves to live his own life. We decided we wanted to go and we did so. We met up with Ian and hung out for a bit. I took one last picture with him on my phone before we split up for a bit. Sethos and I just hung out, but when we tried to find Ian again... we couldn't. I didn't get to say bye to him, but he IMed me: Elder Zabuza: retroactively, I say, "bye seth, It was great seeing you, I'll miss you." Kawaii Seth: *Smiles a little.* I'll miss you too... Elder Zabuza: awwwww Kawaii Seth: <33 Elder Zabuza: <3333333333 Kawaii Seth: I'm looking forward to seeing you again. Elder Zabuza: yeah me too :3 And that was our goodbye for now. I hope everything goes well for you Ian! Seth: *Hugs Kawaii tightly.* :3; -------- -Kawaii Seth<3

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Friday, July 21, 2006

Time: 2:00 AM Song: Prelude 12/21 By: AFI Mood: Tired This is what I brought you. This you can keep. This is what I brought. You may forget me. I promise to depart just promise one thing. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. This is what I brought you. This you can keep. This is what I brought. You may forget me. I promise you my heart just promise to sing. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. This is what I thought, I thought you'd need me. This is what I thought, so think me naive. I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. -------- Haha, I'm glad you guys enjoyed the random-ness of yesterday's post! Seth's been a little "meh" lately... so just give him a hug for the sake of my insanity! Gotta run... so busy and tired. e.e; -Kawaii Seth<3

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

BOO! Seth: Forgive her.. she is being silly... -Kawaii Seth<3

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Busy, busy!

Time: 11:50 PM Song: Join Me By: H.I.M. Mood: Busy Baby, join me in death (x3) We are so young Our lives have just begun But already we are considering Escape from this world And we've waited for so long For this moment to come We're so anxious to be together Together in death Whoah, whoa... Would you die tonight for love? Baby, join me in death Would you die? Baby, join me in death Would you die tonight for love? Baby, join me in death This world is a cruel place And we're here only to lose So before life tears us apart Let death bless me with you Would you die tonight for love? Baby, join me in death So when you die? Baby, join me in death Would you die tonight for love? Baby, join me in death Join me in death Whoah whoa... This life ain't worth living This life, it ain't worth living This life, it ain't worth living Join me (x6) This life ain't worth living Would you die tonight for love? Baby, join me in death So would you die? Baby, join me in death Would you die tonight for love? Baby, join me in death Baby, join me in death -------- Alright, guys! This'll be a short post because I've been so busy with random stuff. I have completed signatures for the Egyptian Rain forum: That, and I've been finishing up stuff on Ms. Bakura's myotaku too! I'll have that up soon, dear! -Kawaii Seth<3

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Weekend summary.

Time: 11:32 PM Song: Heartache Every Moment By: H.I.M. Mood: Content From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I'm lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing, and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so worn Oh, it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up 'Cause there's no smile of an angel Without the wrath of God Oh, it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby, with you My darling, with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I am lost And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up Oh, it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment with you That's right -------- Saturday: Woke uo early to finish my last day of Driver's Ed (The classroom portion.) and spent the majority of that time idly sketching with my friend. We were let out of class at 10 AM. Muun Purinsesu showed up at my house and took me downtown to hang out with people for the San Japan Pre-anniversary and stuff. We hung out and had a good time with Yugi and Zappa and Keri. I hung out with Yugi and Zappa the most of the time though because there was some MORE FUCKING DRAMA going on in our little group of friends. Feeling too pissed to deal with any of it, I just ignored it and did my own thing. Muun and I went into a kick ass simulator where we got thrown around and dizzy. It rocked. After everyone left, it was just Yugi, Muun and I. I got myself a fleece Chococat blanket, a keychain and some badass socks. :D We decided we were to spend the night at Yugi's house to make her feel better about the drama that had happened at the San Japan thing. So we called Muun's mom to come pick us up. While waiting outside, this dude walked up to me and asked me if I had change for a dollar. I said, "Nah." And he STILL hung around. Then he said, "My homegirl wants to know if you got a number." And he pointed at this girl that was currently trying to hide herself. I was quite pissed and responded with, "No, I'm homeless." And he walked away. .-. We went to Yugi's house and had a fun time with Serenity and stuff. Sunday: We woke up and went downstairs to get something to eat. Yugi's mom asked us if we wanted to go to Laser Quest and we all jumped at the idea. We got to Laser Quest and chose our names as follows: Serenity: U Got Me: PWND Muun: By dragon Yugi: Pharaoh So, all together is says, "U got PWND by Dragon. -Pharaoh." Haha... it was funny. I got eighth place and PWND tons of people. Then Yugi's mom drove me and Muun to my house where we decided that Muun was going to spend the night at my house. We hung out, cleaned out my closet and read a fanfic story. We stayed up 'til about 6:00 AM talking about random stuff before we finally fell asleep. xD And that was my weekend! Seth: Laser Quest was scary... XD! -------- -Kawaii Seth<3

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Time: 11:30 PM Song: Anything For You By: Evanescence Mood: Just here. :/ I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew (If you want me)If you want me (Come and find me)Come and find me (Im right here)Nothings stopping you So please release me I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel any more Theres only you and every day I need more (If you want me)If you want me (Come and find me)Come and find me (I'll do anything)I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you.... I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be(breaths)everything you need I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you -------- Well, sadly no one got the quotes right and I'm too lazy at the moment to actually tell what movies and all that jazz... I got my permit. Wee... Seth: *Shakes his head.* You're tired... I know. Seth: *Ushers her off to bed.* *Skitters off to bed.* -------- Seth: I guess I am to be the one speaking for the majority of the night... yet, sadly, I have not much to say though I have been so quiet for such a long time on here. I fear that my problems are just a little too... dramatic for everytone to actually understand me at times. *Sighs a bit.* The silence is a little terrifying at times.. especially when you have no one near you to aid you in such silence. And the darkness makes the feeling twice as much worse for people like me... I do not enjoy being alone constantly. But, then again, who does? Loneliness is not something that is to be enjoyable among the human race, so I have heard... yet why is it so popular and always around? Gods, I am so lost sometimes... Do you ever have the feeling as you are just.... used? Dirty? Thrown away? Replaced? Mocked? Disliked? Immature? I am told that I tend to come off that way at times... though he does not say it aloud; I can tell by staring into his eyes. Eyes have the ability to one everything if you have been around that person for such a long time. He says otherwise... ... but I know... Oh, do I know... Goodnight to all of you... -------- -Kawaii Seth<3

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Friday, July 14, 2006

Topsy Turvy!

Time: 12:00 AM Song: Topsy Turvy! By: Disney (The Hunchback of Notre Dame) Mood: Content Crowd: Come one, come all! Leave your loops and milking stools Coop the hens and pen the mules Come one, come all! Close the churches and the schools It's the day for breaking rules Come and join the feast of ... Clopin: Fools! Once a year we throw a party here in town Once a year we turn all Paris upside down Ev'ry man's a king and ev'ry king's a clown Once again it's Topsy Turvy Day It's the day the devil in us gets released It's the day we mock the prig and shock the priest Ev'rything is topsy turvy at the Feast of Fools! Crowd: Topsy turvy! Clopin: Ev'rything is upsy daysy! Crowd: Topsy turvy! Clopin: Ev'ryone is acting crazy Dross is gold and weeds are a bouquet That's the way on Topsy Turvy Day All: Topsy Turvy! Clopin and Crowd: Beat the drums and blow the trumpets All: Topsy Turvy! Clopin and Crowd: Join the bums and thieves and strumpets Streaming in from Chartres to Calais Clopin: Scurvy knaves are extra scurvy On the sixth of "Januervy" Clopin and Crowd: All because it's Topy Turvy Day! Clopin: Come one, come all! Hurry, hurry, here's your chance See the myst'ry and romance Come one, come all See the finest girl in France Make an entrance to entrance Dance la Esmeralda Dance! Here it is, the moment you've been waiting for Here it is, you know exactly what's in store Now's the time we laugh until our sides get sore Now's the time we crown the King of Fools! So make a face that's horrible and frightening Make a face as gruesome as a gargoyle's wing For the face that's ugliest will be the King of Fools! Why? Crowd: Topsy turvy! Clopin: Ugly folk, forget your shyness Crowd: Topsy turvy! Clopin: You could soon be called Your Highness! Crowd: Put your foulest features on display Be the king of Topsy Turvy Day! Clopin: Ev'rybody! Crowd: Once a year we throw a party here in town Clopin: Hail to the king! Crowd: Once a year we turn all Paris upside down Clopin: Oh, what a king! Crowd: Once a year, the ugliest will wear a crown Clopin: Girls, give a kiss Crowd: Once a year on Topsy Turvy Day Clopin: We've never had a king like this Clopin and Crowd: And it's the day we do the things that we deplore On the other three hundred and sixty-four Once a year we love to drop in Where the beer is never stoppin For the chance to pop some popinjay And pick a king who'll put the "top" in Topsy Turvy Day! Mad and crazy, upsy-daisy, Topsy Turvy Day! -------- Haha! I love Disney music and Disney movies for some reason. I just got the urge to watch and listen to some Disney after playing a game with Danzig and co. in an AIM chatroom. It consisted of everyone trying to figure out what quote someone says that's from a Disney movie! Then whoever gets it, wins and gets to say a quote for everyone to guess again. I stumped everyone twice with: "What's the matter with these scissors?" And "If it's not boroque, don't fix it." Haha! If anything can guess which movies the quotes were in first, I'll make them something special! -------- I'm off! Got Driver's Ed tomorrow. Seth: I hate that place... Me too. xP -Kawaii Seth

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