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Sunday, April 16, 2006


...

Time: 11: 05 PM

Song: Comfort Me

By: New Found Glory

Mood: Distracted


Inside
Im all twisted round
Feeling uptight
And i cant come down

And i need someone to tell me
Im safe again
And i need someone to tell me
That they really care

What have we become
Could you comfort me
Comfort me
The whole worlds come undone
Could you comfort me
Comfort me

Back up ecolution here
Of the sick fucks
Being born to kill

They just
Need someone to tell them
There safe again
They all need someone to tell them
That someone really cares

What have we become
Could you comfort me
Comfort me
The whole worlds come undone
Could you comfort me
Comfort me

Your gonna bring the whole world down
Bring the whole world down

What have we become
Could you comfort me
Comfort me
The whole worlds come undone
Could you comfort me
Comfort me

What have we become
Could you comfort me
Comfort me
The whole worlds come undone
Could you comfort me
Comfort me







Tonight is much too busy and distracting for me... so I hope ever has a very Happy Easter.

Seth: *Gives chocolate bunnies out.* ^^



Kawaii Seth<3

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Saturday, April 15, 2006


It isn't easy to admit...

Time: 11:06 PM

Song: First Kiss

By: New Found Glory

Mood: Withdrawn


You're more than tongue tied this time
Well I can feel it in you lips
Nobody told me you were a sucker for a kiss
Music low
We're all alone
Being wrong never felt so right
Tell me about your first kiss
Tell me or have you already forgotten it
Tell me about your first kiss
What do I have to do to get through all of this?
I'm writing it down
I bet you thought this song was about you
You're more that just mad this time
You've got that look in your eye
Nobody told me you were a sucker for a kiss
Music low
We're all alone
Being wrong never felt so right
Tell me about your first kiss
Tell me or have you already forgotten it?
I'm writing it down
Just leave me here and tell me to my face what you think about
Can we figure out
What happened to our happy ending anyway?
How you feel about
Leaving me here
With a lot more left to say
Music low
We're all alone
Being wrong never left so right
Tell me about your first kiss
Tell me or have you already forgotten it
Tell me about your first kiss
What do I have to do to get though all of this?
I'm writing it down
I bet you thought this song was about you



Seth: Have I told you that I missed you lately? I bet I haven't...

... I really do.

What really makes a person miss another like some do? What makes a person constantly gaze at the phone in wonder as they wait for that one person to call them for a small chat or just to talk or ask to come over? The world may never know.

I miss you so much that it hurts at this very moment. I don't believe I've ever missed anyone this badly before. It's amazing how I have never really missed you this much until this very night, but...

What triggered it?

What made me desire to be near you this much on this night?

Is it the fact that I saw the sunset and how the colors of azure and amethyst mixed together so perfectly?

Or the way that I sat around the room and listened to Kawaii tell these stories aloud to me about us?

You seem so far away from me that it hurts to think about how you may be doing. What are you doing right now? I wonder if you are thinking of me and how much of a lovesick romantic I am... it is all because of you, really.

I think about the times we shared and sadly feel my heart breaking as this void grows bigger and bigger with each passing moment. Oh, how I wish to see you once again and just feel you near me and hear your voice beside me. I have not felt much emotion lately and I guess this is the only time I will ever really get all of these off of my chest.

I may not be the best person in the world to turn to...

... but at least I can admit...

That I deeply miss you...

And wherever you are...

I hope you feel the same thing too.



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Aww... Sethy can be so cute, ne? I decided to leave this whole first half of the post to his thought process only so that everyone knows how me dear other half is doing. Poor thing is lovesick...

Yes, some of you may not be too clear on this, but Seth is just another part of me that seems to have taken a different role in my life. He is my opposite self, thus making him another part of me. (Yes, I know I'm crazy... but who isn't anymore?)

I am so happy that you guys accepted him so quickly though. He's like a part of my little family. *Hugs Seth.*

This is the only place he can ever really come to life and I thank you all for understanding. We all have a different person inside of us.. it just depends on how open-minded we really are that makes us choose to express that other personality or not.

In case you wonder, he's an Egyptian spellcaster. But instead of all tan... he's really pale and girlishly skinny. :D

Seth: *Falls asleep by the phone.*

*Covers him up.*

I would love to thank ALL of you for commenting on my last topic. It seemed very out of character of me, ne? I can be a pretty deep person, but I love discussing opinions with others.

Let me ask you this.

What do you think makes a person miss another?

G'night, my friends.



Kawaii Seth<3

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Friday, April 14, 2006


Love is....

Time: 11:05 PM

Song: None at the moment.

By: The sound of silence.

Mood: Distraught/Thoughtful/Tired/Awake


I hate how night time seems to ruin my overall thought process on everything around me. It seems as if the uncomfortable thoughts that bore themselves into my mind go away by night and suddenly emerge by day. Then again as I peer into Seth's journals day by day his own thoughts and questions seem to remain constant in the processing gears of my mind.

For instance, what is love? How is love defined as an emotion and not just a word?

A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

Sexual passion.
Sexual intercourse.
A love affair.
An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.

How is it that just one word can easily sum up what one can feel for another? Surely just actions would have to do other than just those simple three words that seem to cause such great happiness.

"I love you." A sentence so strong and is said to have been filled to the brim with undying passions. Yet the world today spouts the three words day to day like a never-ending lullaby... it begins to lose it's overall sincerity.

How can someone have the right to go on and say that all anyone ever really needs is love? In all reality, love can make your heart fly up to the skies and rejoice with a song (I'm such a fucking poet it's disgusting me) or can seize your heart in its vice-like grip and rip it to shreds in an instant.

Seth: I believe love is something meant to share with another that you can feel truly open with. If you feel an intense desire to constantly be near that person then of course you find yourself admitting that you love them, right?

But can't the term desire be directly related to the word lust? There's a thin line between desire to be with someone and the lust one feels for another Seth. How can love be defined as all of these different things if it is only one word?

Seth: Not just a word... but an emotion that is stronger than that of pain. Love is hatred, blindness, lust, completion, comfort and pain all in one.

But if you love someone... why hurt them so much?

Seth: Pain is just a messenger to ignite your senses with life. Without pain... you would feel nothing and would not even know if you were alive.

So complex. e.e;

Seth: If you love someone... let them hurt you and share their pain and guilt...

Deep...



Kawaii Seth<3

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Thursday, April 13, 2006


I dedicate my last breath to the curse that is your heart.

Time: ...

Song: ...

By: ...

Mood: Haha!


Just a bunch of songs today. Seth doesn't feel like talking and neither do I. So here are some pretty songs that will remind some of us of a certain couple.

This is for Ate. ;D


Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and If it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of The Human Cannonball that
I need to I want you...


Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you when
I get to you

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I don't know what I'm in for
Conversation has a time and place in the interaction
Of a lover and a mate but the time of talking
Using symbols, using words can be likened
To a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you when
I get to you

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

Ooh, ahh...
Ooh, ahh...

Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and If it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of The Human Cannonball that
I need to I want you...

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
So can we find out?

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out



This if for the two of them.

Hey,
If we can't find our way out of these problems
then maybe we dont need this
standing face to face
like enemies at war we build defences
And secret hiding places
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand
'cos tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man
hold me tonight
say it's allright
Hey
More than angry words i hate this silence
it's getting so loud
well i wanna scream
but bitterness has silenced these emotions
it's getting hard to breathe
so tell me isn't happiness
worth more than a gold diamond ring?
i'm willing to do anything
to calm the storm in my heart
i've never been the praying kind
but lately i've been down upon my knees
not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe

i might need you to hold me tonight
i might need you to say it's alright
i might need you to make the first stand
because tonight i'm finding it hard to be your man

Do you remember not long ago?
when we used to live for the night time
cherish each moment
now we don't live we exist
we just run through our lives
so alone
that's why you've got to hold me

Hey,
If we can't find our way out of these problems
then maybe we dont need this
standing face to face
like enemies at war we build defences
And secret hiding places

I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand
because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man



Kisa.

No more blame I am destined to keep you sane
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart

No more blood, I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl

I should have seen it would be this way
I should have known from the start what she's up to
When you have loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
And talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you

I should have seen it would be this way
I should have known from the start what she's up to
When you have loved and you've lost someone close to you
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
And talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
And talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know



Siris. (Come back!)

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love is striking me down on my knees
The one I love drowing me in my dreams
The one I love over and over again
Dragging me under.

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm trown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore



Sethos.

Strange signs, crooked signals
Strike down the last aerials
Heaven's bending
Below the world begins
to break
Life's ending
The time has come to escape
Down to the chambers

Drink this blood and
we'll become
Immortal, baby this love
is breaking
The one last bond

We chose the silence
Hatred, cruel violence
We should be ashamed
We had a chance that
we ignored
And now it's too late
The end is knocking on
the door
Ready to claim us

Surrender to my love
Sacrifice your soul
Your picture in the frame
Is fading like a ghost
Never say goodbye
Never be alone
Never say good night
Never say die



Selen.

No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming

No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming

Walk with me,
The future's at hand.
Here with us,
Here where we stand.
We both know the power of pain,
We get back up and start it again.
With new hope, no place for tears,
Leave behind those frozen years.
Come with me and we'll go dreaming.

We don't know how it can be,
Searching out dignity.
Nothing can be as savage as love,
One taste is never enough.
With new hope, no place for tears.
Catch my hand and come with me.
Close your eyes and dream.

No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming
No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming

Walk with me,
The future's at hand.
Here with us,
Here where we stand.
We both know the power of pain,
We get back up and start it again.
With new hope, no place for tears,
Leave behind those frozen years.
Come with me and the dream.

We don't know how it can be,
Searching out dignity.
Nothing can be as savage as love,
One taste is never enough.
With new hope, no place for tears.
Catch my hand and come with me.
Close your eyes and dream.

No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming
No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming
(repeat)

We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.
We'll go dreaming.

Catch my hand and come with me.
Close your eyes and dream.

No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming




Phew... that's it. I love you all dearly.


Kawaii Seth<3

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006


D:

Time: 2 PM

Song: Promises

By: Savage Garden

Mood: Saddened


'Tis a really good song. :3

Well don't you know I need a little indulgence?
Listen to the hunter becoming hunted
Every day there's a million advances
Don't be too forceful you'll ruin your chances
Well don't you know that time is a broken glass
That splinters against the wall?
But the picture is coming back now, baby
And I want to take it all

Don't go making all these promises you know you cannot keep
There's a time to play a king and a time to be a thief
'Cause if you're making all these promises you know you cannot keep
You know time will be the thief and your fallen king will end up alone

So let your body move a little bit closer
Silent like the sound proceeding a cyclone
Don't you know that powerful thinking
Can be a force you don't want to relinquish?
Well don't you know that
They say that hanging on will justify the wait?
But patience and elated wisdom don't share a common phrase

Don't go making all these promises you know you cannot keep
There's a time to play a king and a time to be a thief
'Cause if you're making all these promises you know you cannot keep
You know time will be the thief and your fallen king will end up alone

Well, I'm only hanging on for what goes down
I'm floating high and my feet don't touch the ground
I'd take advantage but I can't see through this charade
So don't you, don't go make it harder than hell
'Cause when it comes down to the making
You better be damned sure you can take it
Hey baby

Well don't go making all these promises you know you cannot keep
There's a time to play a king and a time to be a thief
'Cause if you're making all these promises you know you cannot keep
You know time will be the thief and your fallen king will end up alone

Time will be the thief and your fallen king will end up.....
A fool, a fool, a lonely sorry fool
Oh baby, 'cause I told you baby







Well things have been slowly returning back to normal, but everything is also a little hellish as of late. .-.

Seth: ...

And Seth's back! *Huggles Seth.*

Seth: *Winces and whimpers.*

Awr... *Runs a hand through Sethy's soft hair.* Gomen nasai.

Anyways... report cards are coming out soon and here are the grades I have!

English 2: 98

Geometry: 82

Biology: 95

Latin: 95

Comp multimedia: 97

World History: 91

Speech: 98


Mi padre will be a little ticked when he sees the Geometry grade and all. He thinks that just because he's a brainiac in math means I have to be one too. I hate it when people want me to be something I'm not. Seriously, if you don't like the way I run my life... shut the fuck up and quit hanging around me.<3

Seth: I want to feel him near me again...

I am a little more than tired lately. We have this Friday off... but it kind of defeats the purpose of coming to school at all. Then again... anything would be a good excuse for not going to school. xD

Seth: Just one kiss to make me so happy...

*Blinku.* Ehm... I'm getting farther on a fanfic I am writing that should be finished by the end of the school year (if I'm lucky and laziness doesn't kidnap me) and it's pretty good so far.

Seth: *Grabs at his bandaged eyes.* To comfort him and take all of his fears away...

Poor Sethy got hurt in his eyes and has to keep them covered. He looks like a blind ninja... kinda cute. :3

Seth: I just want to be near him after so long being away from the warmth!

And I-

Seth: Are those words not sincere enough?

*Goes silent.*


...damn Seth.... you can be so deep it hurts me to hear you...



Kawaii Seth<3

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006


IMPORTANT!

Time: 5:40 PM

Song: Nothing

By: Nothing

Mood: Loopy































XD!!!!!












The marquees are back!










Weee!! :D












I'm so boreded!











So today I actually did a good deed! This girl had her locker jammed and I managed to pull the bottom open. Maki held it open while I stuck my WHOLE hand into it to get the things out of the way. Then I slammed the locker shut and all was well and she thanked us. See? I'm not a mean person.











PENIS!










<<
You know it made ya laugh out loud. x)
>>









Marquee!









Can you tell I have nothing to say?










That's my post for today. Hope you smiled. ;D



Kawaii Seth<3

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Monday, April 10, 2006



















































*Grabs head.*



SO BUSY!



Kawaii Seth<3

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Saturday, April 8, 2006


:D!!

Time: 11:05 PM

Song: Force of Gravity

By: Bt

Mood: Grateful


Remember the words we use to speak
The promises made have turned to all apologies
The weight of a storm, our memories
Still you fly to fight the force of gravity

(Force of gravity...)

Remember the words we use to speak
The promises made have turned to all apologies
The weight of a storm, our memories
Still you fly to fight the force of gravity

I remember the days I still could breathe
Now I'm sinking beneath the waves are crashing over me
The empty space that lay between
Is all that's left of where our love was meant to be

Do you cry your eyes asleep?
Is it peace you seek at night when your body's weak?
Did it leave you with the scars of a war-torn ravaged heart?
Do you cry your eyes to sleep?

(Do you cry...)

Do you cry your eyes to sleep?
Is it peace you seek at night when your body's weak?
Did it leave you with the scars of a war-torn ravaged heart?
Do you cry your eyes to sleep?

Do you cry your eyes to sleep?
Is it peace you seek at night when your body's weak?
Did it leave you with the scars of a war-torn ravaged heart?
Do you cry your eyes to sleep?

Do you cry your eyes to sleep?

(Do you cry...)

Do you cry your eyes asleep?
Is it peace you seek at night when your body's weak?
Did it leave you with the scars of a war-torn ravaged heart?
Do you cry your eyes asleep?







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Seth: We would like to thank you all for caring so much and offering such kind comments. Whether you guys know it or not, we really do appreciate all of your comments and friendships.

Yes! *Smooches and hugs all.* Well Seth... you ready for today?

Seth: *Breathes in.* I guess so...

All will be interesting.

Seth: *Leans on Kawaii and closes his eyes.*

Everyone have a good weekend filled with tons of fun.

Seth: *Sleeps quietly.*



Kawaii Seth<3

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Friday, April 7, 2006


Time: lkgjp PM :D!

Song: (It's too long!)

By: Panic! At the Disco

Mood: Hyper


Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause, applause, no wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make:
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, swear to shake it up

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes



Tomorrow is the long-awaited sleepover... AKA: Egyptian Day! I really have nothing else going on beside the sleep over.

Seth: *Hides blush.* ...

What's wrong with you?

Seth: ...

Oh yeah! I saw you naked... again!

Seth: *Dashes into his room.*

Hew's so hawt when he's embarassed... and naked. ^^

Anyways, I wish I could say more, but nothing life-changing has really happened.

How's everyone else doin'?

*Peaks inside Seth's room.* C'mon! One more look!

Seth: It's MY body!

Technically... it doesn't belong to you anymore.

Seth: ...

Need some ice for that burn?

Seth: Get out!

*Skitters off with glee.*


Kawaii Seth<3

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Thursday, April 6, 2006


Boys will be boys...

Time: ...

Song: Time to Dance

By: Panic! At the Disco

Mood: Frustrated


Mr. Loverboy! Read these lyrics... please! You may figure something out! e.e;

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
And where is your posture?
Oh, no, no!
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)

Have some composure
And where is your posture?
Oh, no, no!
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Come on this is screaming "Photo op." op...
Come on
Come on
This is screaming
This is screaming
This is screaming "Photo op."

Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys
Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams


I'm so tired of trying to fix relationships, but the show must go on!

Sorry guys... can't post much today. If I do, the internet will explode with confusion. o.o;

Seth: *Sniffles.* I should not have done that...

You were cornered and didn't know what to say. *Pats.*

Seth: ...

Men... if you wanna talk to the one you love... do it when you have the chance. Don't walk off and expect to talk to them when they come walking by. It further confuses people. o.o

Bai, friends!


Kawaii Seth<3

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