Sunday, June 5, 2005

KINDA DISSAPOINTED

IM NOT A MEAN PERSON, IM JUST NOT IN THE BEST MOOD SO...SORRY BEFORE HAND.... whats up guys, how are things looking up for ya? Well before i talk on and on about my day i was just wondering why no one is coming to my site. Im not talking about you guys who are commenting right now, but i have nearly 200 friends who i visit that never come....maybe im boring i dunno. I know i have talked about this before but seriously! I only got 3 comments today....3 COMMENTS! I had more then that on my first day here!......*sighs*....oh well, life goes on obviously. Well, on a much lighter note, i just got back from watching the 3 star wars movie ^_^ I went with my little brother, and it was really fun *smiles* Except....i happened to bump into my friend Naomi and Peibu who went to see star wars at an earlier time and the only thing that upset me was the my friend naomi told me we were ALL going (ALL) and she went with her pal jordan and *shivers* the dreaded courtney instead......*tear* i dunno maybe im just having a really bad evening. But her friend Jordan, acts as if everyone is interested in what she has to say and *tightens fist*...im....im just not in a very happy mood right now, im just toally upset......*tear*....i dont get it, im just cut off. But wait! Why do i care so much! im 18, im nearly 20 and im caring about people and their attitudes! Man i need a life. Ok well sorry for the long deprssing post i left you to read, so ill be going now, i just wished my day had turned out better.....*sniff* Bye guys and thanks to those of you who comment, your real pals *smiles* laters, Toki

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Saturday, June 4, 2005

AND THE WINNER IS........

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL PEOPLE ABOUT MY SITE CAUSE IM GETTING LITTLE OR NO COMMENTS... Hey guys and whats up, yep todays the day when i announce the winner and i tell ya....it was so hard to pick one. Everyone who entered showed extreame talent and expressed themselves in so many differnt ways......it was absolutely wonderfull! Just for a reminder i did not pick a persons entry cause i liked them more or feel bad for them, i did it based on how the poetry was written. Well here it is, todays poetry contest winner is................................. ................................... ................................... LADYLENAJADE! with her winning poem 'Eternal Something or Other' When I want to describe the way that I feel for you, How I care for you, What you mean to me, words fail me and back into the hellish pit of darkness I fall to. Old wounds throb as new ones take their place, the tears I cry can no longer express the pain that I will be going through, they're just a reaction something that always happenes the smell of fresh blood fills the small dark room, my eyes close and I think of you right before I fall into eternal slumber. I chose this poem for when i read it, it was as if i was being pulled into a world all my own and watching what was happening. It was filled with emotion, drama, and overall appeal. I would like to thank: SESHOMARU ;) LADYLENAJADE BURNING DEAMON and SANGO18 For they're amazing poetry and and taking the time to pursue it *hugs* A special Congrats to LADYLENAJADE! EACH CONTESTANT WILL RECEIVE A BANNER WITHIN A WEEKS TIME Thanks to everyone who entered and i encourage you to keep up with your writing skills and create even more poetry! laters guys, Toki

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Friday, June 3, 2005

HERES THE CONTESTANTS

LAST CALL FOR ALL POETRY SUBMISSIONS!!!! Ok guys well you heard right, i posted the poetry contestants and here they are: SESHOMARU ;) (her poem was untitled) Have you ever felt like there was more? Like what you want most is not what you were looking for? Like everything you have is'nt yours? Some days its like i have no mind. Some days i think i'm out of time. Some days, the things i want are the things i cannot find. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Lie awake in bed and weep? Because the one you treasure, you cannot keep? Some days i have no mind. Some days i know im out of time. Some days, the things i want are the one's i cannot find. Have you ever wanted to try again? Erase what you've done and try again? Take back the horrible things you've done and said, and then... LADYLENAJADE with her poem 'Eternal Something or Other' When I want to describe the way that I feel for you, How I care for you, What you mean to me, words fail me and back into the hellish pit of darkness I fall to. Old wounds throb as new ones take their place, the tears I cry can no longer express the pain that I will be going through, they're just a reaction something that always happenes the smell of fresh blood fills the small dark room, my eyes close and I think of you right before I fall into eternal slumber. BURNING DEAMON With her poem 'Cant Fade' Years of being obsessed in such a love I could never forgot the memories of me and you Offering my love to you Having the feeling you would open you heart to me Believing you had feelings for me In Moon's reflection I knew we weren't for each other You only loved me as a friend Wind blowing told me it was a risk I had to take Now I can't believe, live and survive because destiny didn't accept me All I can do in life is forget the past because it will only bring more tears Even though your away you will always be in my dreams Forever will I hold our memories in my heart because nothing like this will ever fade Am I suppose to follow the road I'm ordered to Now there is no hope After all what happened is suffering Death will be my escape from madness My life with out you will forever be nothing but empitness SANGO18 With her poem 'Time' Time by sango18 The raindrops fall, To the earth, Far or near, They are heard, We remember the raindrops in our minds, Because we have blessed time, They come when all is calm, And piece of mind, The raindrops fall at this time Those are the contestants so far and you can still enter. The deadline is midnight tonight (june 3). I would love if you guys could give feedback on your favorites to help with judgeing ^_^ GOODLUCK TO YA! Toki PLEASE VISIT PEIBU'S SITE (no 's') CAUSE SHES FEELING KINDA DOWN RIGHT NOW SO IM SURE SHE WOULD APPRECIATE IT....THANKS GUYS

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Thursday, June 2, 2005

ONE MORE DAY

Ok guys you heard right, theres just one more day till all poetry submissioins can be turned in. June 3, at midnight is the deadline. Ok so on to other news, Yesterday was pretty fun and boring.....does that make sense?.....anyways, from the time i got up till 5:00 i sat around the house and did chores. But after 5:15 i was at my friends house and we walked around the plaza (closest thing to a mall) and got ice cream and carmal apples....yum yum yum ^_^ then i came home and watched the movie "signs" which wasnt that scary but seeing as it was an 'M. Night Shamalan' film....i knew it would be good anyways. Well thats pretty much a summerization of my day, oh and one question....does anyone know who this z? guy is who keeps posting in my chatbox? Hes extreamly rude and im hopeing its no one i know *looks around* but oh well, ill just report him. Oh and can you guys visit SLNR? hes not getting any comments and he just needs a few more guestbook signings (till his birthday) to make 100 ^_^ so i would gratelly appreciate it if you guys paid him a visit *smiles* well i should go before i bore you to death but ill see you guys tomorrow, and ill be posting the contestants entries tomorrow as well, and then announce the winners on june 4. HAVE A GOOD ONE! laters guys, Toki

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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

DOING.......FINE

Whats up guys, Im not having the greatest start to my summer. I kinda had a mental breakdown the other day. Have you ever seen a picture of yourself and wondered if thats what you really look like? Well i did, and i tell ya....i didnt look pretty. I cried for an hour cause every single picture turned out horrible.....it was very sad. But anyways besides that i had a pretty good day ^_^ Oh and the poetry contestants so far are: Burning Demon, with her poem "Cant Fade", and Ladylenajade, with her poem "Eternal". So those are the contestants so far, so i hope more people join! laters guys, Toki

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

A GOOD START TO THE SUMMER

!!!POETRY CONTEST!!! SUBMISSION DEADLINES AT END OF POST! Hey guys! thanks for all the comments on my graduation the other day, i really liked hearing from all of you *hugs* *hears someone ask a question* My day?.......um.....my day was really cool actually. I went to the plaza with seshomeru ;) and bought some out-of-print manga called: Rebirth, and les bijoux. I also got naruto but thats not out-of-print now is it ^^ Their really good i would suggest reading them.....oh wait....you cant....*softly laughs*....woops....um go to bargainanime.com and they sell it for 6 bucks......*grin* pretty sweet huh? Well after that we went and got ice cream and it started down pouring so we took shelter in a art museum and the guy there was checking us out so it was kinda fun and yet....very creepy LOL then we went to buy groceries and got some videos to watch which was pretty fun......50 first dates is SO funny. Anyways it looks like ive written enough to publish my own novel so ill let you go. Oh but befor i do, im having a poetry contest ok? POETRY CONTEST!!!! So if you want to spread the word, that would be appreciated ^_^ I really hope you guys enter cause that would be way cool! STARTING DATE: May 29, 2005 ENDING DATE: June 3, 2005 Thats the deadline for all submissions ok? HOPE YOU ENTER! laters, Toki

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

*hugs diploma* CLASS OF 2005!!!!!!!! WE HAVE ARRIVED!!!!!!!

Class of 2005 we have arrived! (class quote) OMFG! I just got back from graduation *looks at cloths* im even posting in my cap and gown! Man its great! IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY! *hugs diploma* ....omg....i dont know how to say how happy i am right now, but i am so happy LOL it was the coolest graduation! There was fireworks, rock music, and the national anthem was played on an electric guitar by a girl named sarah *smiles* the only sad part was seeing al of my friends get their diplomas and hugging them goodbye. Oh and it was SO windy! LOL my cap blew off and it had just rained so it was kinda cold to, but it was still amazing! well i hope you guys enjoyed your first, or second, or third, or whatever day of summer! laters buddies! Toki

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Friday, May 27, 2005

I FEEL KINDA.......SAD

Hey guys whats up, My day was alright but it didnt go according to plan. I went to graduation rehersals from 9am-11am, then i went home. I dont know why but....i just dont feel to confident anymore. Im not trying to make you guys feel bad for me or get attention....im just not in the greatest of moods. Well on a lighter note i drew another pic, its of Shaman King, except i changed it to them wearing different outfits and earpeices. I know it soiunds weird but it came out really good ^_^. Well thankyou guys for vissiting my friends, they really appreciated your thought *hugs* well i would go on and on but like i said im not in the greatest of moods right now so im gonna go. Oh and ill update tomorrow after graduation to tell you guys all about it ok *smiles* g2g, see ya round guys *waves* laters, Toki

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

MY NEW THEME....

Scroll over for full picture Hey could you guys visit 'Yaoishoujo' shes feeling really down right now and i think she could use some comfort ^_^ Yet again i have changed my theme....*looks around*....yah i definetly like this one, nice, simple, and not boring LOL I dont know why, but the other one was just not appealing to me *shrugs* oh well. So anyways how is everyone doing? Oh i have a favor to ask of you guys....my friend 'sesshomaru ;)' isnt getting anyone to her site...AT ALL! she gets me and peibu and thats it! she wants to delete her site now cause it seems pointless, so if you could pay her a visit, i would grately appreciate it *smiles* thanks you guys. Well tomorrow is gonna be pretty much the same so ill tell ya when it comes around LOL Well g2g but ill visit all your sites tomorrow cause its a half-day so see ya then! laters, Toki

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ONE GREAT DAY...

Man it seems as if life is just heading my way right now....im graduating, my teacher came back and helped me pass (grades)...and i went to peibus and had a great time! her stepmom shawna cooked this amazing meal which was absolutely delicious and we watched .hack//sign, spiral, and ah! my goddess. It was so fun! Well its late so i better go to bed but i thought i would leave this music video. I couldnt find any music for final fantasy and the ones i have bookmarked they wont copy and paste *sighs* oh well enjoy! laters, Toki My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay Get More Music Videos @ MusicFeet.com My chemical Romance "helena"

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