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Wednesday, March 16, 2005


   i'm confused again....
Hi everyone how are you? me....out of it. Stupid CSAP drains all the energy out of you. Think of it, remeber last year when i had CSAPS well how grumpy i was and crap like that....well its hapening again. But on the plus side today i get the 11th book of Rurouni Kenshin! then i will need the fourth fith sixth and seventh. Then i have all the books that are out! ^.^ Yeppie fore me! so yeah. Then yesterday i spend the whole day with David....see yesterday after CSAP i faked like i was sick during second hour. David didnt go to school that day so when i went home and my mom left back for work i went to David's aparment. He took me to the mall and stuff like that. I was gome before 6 the time my mom gets home so i had lots of fun! *sigh* David is so wonderful! but yes this one has to go now see ya!
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Friday, March 11, 2005


   eskhfewiubf i dont know what i put -_-
Me backs! sorry it took a while its hard to post in school you know. But today is a theme day before CSAPS which by the way are on Monday starting. So my first hout theme is a hawaiin theme. And i have this neat thing ono....i dont know what it is and i have flip flops one. But i gotta a blister from them. And it hurts! T.T and my Davy is back (David) oh boy its been so long since i've seen him and now he's back! oh i cant wait until i go home! i get to hug him! yeah we go to diffrent schools which sucks ass! but this one has to go now ok then see ya! ^.^

Kamiya~

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Saturday, March 5, 2005




This is gonna be a long post but yeah this sruvey thing i filled out and then there is a poem with lots of picturs! for each stanza!


Your real name:: Look at the danm menu!
Age:: 15
Height:: 5'1 1/2"
Natural hair color:: Dark brown
Eye color:: Brown
Number of siblings:: Yes on sister
Glasses/contacts?:: None.
Piercing:: Ears...That's it.
Tattoos:: None.
Braces?:: None.

.:FAVORITES:.

Color:: Black and Purple
Band:: Linkin Park
Stuffed animal:: None.
Video game:: Super Smash Brother Mele
Movie:: The Grudge
Book:: Any type of interesting Manga
Food:: any Mexican food and Japanese food
Game on a cell phone:: GBA SP and Gamecube
CD cover:: Um...None.
Flower:: Roses
Scent:: Uh...
Animal:: Kitties, foxes, or dragons.
Comic book:: Any manga I guess.
Cereal:: None.
Website:: My Otaku.
Cartoon:: Like I said look on the Danm Menu on the side dork!

.:DO YOU:.

Play an instrument?:: Clarinet
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No.
Like to sing?:: Of course.
Have a job?:: No. Job wanted! ^ ^;
Have a cell phone?:: No.
Like to play sports?:: Soccer
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Yup.
Live somewhere NOT in the United States:: I *wish*.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: No but we have 4!
Have any special talents/skills?:: Drawing.
Exercise daily?:: um…..not daily but here and there
Like school?:: hell no! I hate school!

.:CAN YOU:.

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: never tried it
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Yup I’m good at it too!
Speak any other languages?:: Not a whole lot of Spanish but a few words here and there
Go a day without food?:: HELL NO NEVER!!!! NOT UNLESS YOU WANT ME GRUMPY!
Read music, not just tabs?:: Uh, no. ^ ^;
Roll your tongue?:: Yes.
Eat a whole pizza?:: Regretful to say, yes.

.:HAVE YOU EVER:.

Snuck out of the house?:: Never in my entire life
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Nope not that much of a wimp! I use the famous puppy dog eyes! .
Gotten lost in your city?:: No I don’t live in a city…I live more in a small community! ^^
Seen a shooting star?:: nope never in my life time!
Been to any other countries?:: I’ve been to Hawaii and Texas
Had a serious surgery?:: yes three times on the same freakin elbow!
Stolen something important to someone else?:: Never I’m a true friend!
Solved a rubiks cube?:: *pft!* No.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Yes.
Cried over a girl?:: nope
Cried over a boy?:: A few times.
Kissed a random stranger?:: why would I do such a despicable thing?
Hugged a random stranger?:: No.
Been in a fist fight?:: Two or three times.
Been arrested?:: No.
Done drugs?:: Drugs are for scum.
Had alcohol?:: Yes at 6 when my sister tricked me into thinking it was water!
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: yes very horrible
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Yes it was fun! ^.^ I think I might have broken it though…
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: NEVER! XP
Swore at your parents?:: Nope.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: YEAH IT WAS FUN!
Been in love?:: yes many times but I always ended up with a broken heart…
Been close to love?:: Duh.
Been to a casino?:: Nope.
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: never there sweet! ^^ I love animals!
Broken a bone?:: yes my elbow three operations.
Gotten stitches?:: Once yeah form this demon cat! I had rabies’ shots!
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: you kidding me hell no!
Made homemade muffins?:: not yet but soon!.
Bitten someone?:: nope that’s to gross! I mean what if they never bathe?
Been to Disneyland Disneyworld?:: no
Burped in someone’s face?:: Maybe *devilish grin*

.:WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU:.

Brushed your teeth:: This morning.
Went to the bathroom:: right now!
Saw a movie in theaters::3 months ago.
Read a book:: today in Lang Arts
Had a snow day:: um yesterday…
Had a party:: um…last year
Had a slumber party:: I’m going to have one! ^.^
Tripped in front of someone:: nope and thank god!
Went to the grocery store:: last weekend
Got sick:: ummmmmmmmmm
Cursed:: just a lil while ago

.:DO YOU PREFER:.

Fruit/vegetables:: Fruits.
Black/white:: Black.
Lights on/lights off:: Off.
TV/movie:: T.V.
Car/truck:: Truck because you can cause great destruction! Mwhahahah!
Body spray/lotion:: Lotion.
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets.
Headache/stomach ache:: neither
Paint/charcoal:: Paint *cheesy grin*
Chinese food/Mexican food:: BOTH!
Summer/winter:: Summer
Snow/rain:: both
Fog/misty:: Misty
Rock/rap:: Rock.
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat.
Chocolate/vanilla:: CHOCOLATE!!!!!! WEEEEEE HYPERNESS!
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing.
Cake/pie:: Cake which reminds me I had a cake fights yesterday!
French toast/French fries:: Fries.
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries.
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean
Cookies/muffins:: YAY FOR COOKIES! MORE HYPERNESS!
Wallet/pocket:: Pocket
Window/door:: Window.
Pink/purple:: if it’s a dark purple yeah
Cat/dog:: Cat.
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Short sleeve.
Pants/shorts:: Pants.
Winter break/spring break:: Winter its much longer
Spring/autumn:: Autumn.
Clouds/clear sky:: Ummm both!
Moon/mars:: Moon.

.:LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP:.

Have you ever been in love?:: WELL DUH!
Are you single?:: No I’m not! ^.^
Are you in a relationship?:: Yes.
If so, for how long?:: Um…I don’t remember….
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yes
What is your idea of the best date?:: a nice walk under the full moon!
What was your first kiss like?:: haven’t gotten my first kiss yet…
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: LIKE I SAID I HAVENT GOTTEN IT YET!
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: Sometimes, yes.
Whats the best experiance you've ever had with the opposite sex?:: nothing like that!
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: I’m not singal but yes I have
Have you ever been dumped?:: uh-huh
Have you ever dumped someone?:: HELL YEAH!

.:I...:.

Am:: Hyper!
Want:: to be left alone
need:: Someone to trust with out them getting hurt
Crave:: nothing
love:: Being in the dark corner of my room expressing my self through art
hate:: felling like I can’t love
feel:: more angry inside than sad because of certain people.
did:: ...Your mom? *lol* ^ ^
miss:: David my B/F
am annoyed by:: Idiots around me
would rather:: beat the crap our of people than sit down…I know that’s stupid…
am tired of:: People nagging at me for what I do…
will always:: Think of the bright side

.:SILLY STUFF:.

What is your favorite genre of music?:: Rock.
What time is it now?:: 8:00 am
When’s the last time you called someone?:: Ummm last month
How much money do you have right now?:: $100
Are you hungry?:: YES I’M STRAVING!
Whatcha doin?:: nona business
Do you like parades?:: No
Do you like the moon?:: yesh soooo prettyful
What are you going to do when you're done with this?:: Ommm uhh not sure! .
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: FIRE!!!!! MWHAHAH!
Have you ever had a picnic?:: nope
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yup, yup!

.:DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:.

funny?::no.
pretty?:: hell no I think am am butt ugly! I hate myself!
sarcastic?:: yes I am!
lazy?:: Duh...Who isn't nowadays?
hyper?:: yes after every eating session of sugar!
friendly?:: only towards friends
evil?:: YES LET EVERY IDIOT DIE AND BURN IN HELL!
smart?:: I guess I’m smart…
strong?:: Yeah.
fast?:: yup really fast!
talented?:: yes!
dorky?:: No.

.:WOULD YOU EVER:.

Sky dive?:: yeah! Bring it on baby!
Play strip poker?:: nope….
Run away?:: thought of it…but there was no way out.
Curse at a teacher?:: No.
Not take a shower for a week?:: yucky never!
Ask someone out?:: No.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: yeah it turned out horribles…
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: no….but I plan too!
Go scuba diving?:: Maybe.
Write a book?:: Yeah. Duh.
Become a rockstar?:: yesh!
Have casual sex?:: never had sex!!! And never will until 27!

.:LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY ):.

What shampoo do you use?:: Sleek and shine Garnei
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: Never. o O;
What kind of computer do you have?:: ummmmmmmmmm I dunno!
What grade are you in?:: Nonya
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yeah it funny!
Or just make out?: never had a real kiss!.
How many posters do you have in your room?:: LOTS!
Pictures?:: LOTS AND LOTS!


A small child born in this world.
Me, a girl who is new
As a child I was confused
When I grew older something happened
Something that would change my life forever…



When the moment struck,
I knew then I was alone
You abounded me
You left me for dead
I should of known



Known that it would end up like this
I feel so angry inside
I cant believe you!
Sometimes I even wonder to myself
In the dark I hide



Now you will pay for what you have done
I’ll make sure of it,
I’ll make sure your blood is on my hands
I will tear you
Slash or gash you



Before I thought of that…
I cried in my bed
Wanting to kill myself
But then I want you dead!
More than anything else!



So now I have a mission
The mission to kill
I’ll kill everything that’s in my way
You had to betray
I glare in the dark.



So until my lifes mission is fulfilled
I will not rest
I’ll haunt you in your dreams
I will not rest
I’ll kill you
I will not rest…



Sorry soo long but yeah the only thing fun about yesterday was my cake fight in 5ht hour but so far everything else has been cruddy...but this one has to go now ok then see ya!


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Friday, March 4, 2005


I dont know?
Well i'm not sure if this post will be long or not. Most likly not! >.< i never really have the time to post things like long post like this one use too. this one remebers when she was able to post everydasy and i get like 9 comments! this one misses those days. *sigh* but hopefuly soon i'll have internet soon and this one could post EVERY single day! ^.^ wouldnt that be great or no? but yeah....i cant believe the CSAPS are comming up (remeber my big tests) so yeah this one is getting really nervous. Then today i'm taking a test because this one is going for the knowlage bowl! please wish this one the best of luck! this one will need it! because this one hopes she makes it because i want to become smarter! last night this one stayed up until 12 studing alll sorts of diffrent things. But i guess this one will go now! ^.^
Kamiya~

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Thursday, March 3, 2005


another quicky!
this one has to quickly post today i'm in the computer lab in second hour. So yeah this has to be a quick one. so how are you guys doing today? me just fine ummmm so how do you guys like my new layout? do you likey its? this one knows she do! it took this one a while to find those really cute pictures of Yusuke and Kenshin! it took a long while! this one chose it the way this one thought of em! so yeah tommrow hopefully this one have more times to post! and this month is SPRING! andf this one knows its for sure!!!! THIS ONE CANT WAIT! ^.^ well this one will see ya later!
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005


   eh nothing
man some of these calenders are riged, you know how i said that one time was spring...well that stupid calender was rigded! i tell ya! man stupid typoes! no i fell like a comeplete dork. but yeah i guess this one will be changer her site layout again.....maybe yu yu hakusho...or YUYu and RK. yeah that'll be my layout! but colors, gotta think of colors, dark or light....well i havent had a dark site in a while so this one will make it dark. Oh and if some of you are wondering why i'm saying "This one" i've been ready RK manga for abput 7 weeks now and kenshin's talking with "this on" is making this one say that so yeah, i'm becoming addicted...oh well this one does not mind! ^.^ Well this one shall say by for now! ^.^ see ya!
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Sunday, February 20, 2005


   IS IT HERE!
Has it finally come...come the day...the day of....SPRING! yes it has my folks and for those of us in the northen hemishpare its HOODIE-HOO DAY! the day where we wave our hand in the air and yell ouy "HOODIE-HOO!" its Panda's way of saying YAY SPRING IS HERE! (She is the one who made this holiday! ^.^) i'm finally happy! they shall be no more snow (i hope here anyway) but lots of rain! RAIN RAIN! and things come to life and it's all so joyess! and on Monday my sweet David comes home to me! oh but i shoudnt be too happy because i did go to my friends funeral and i did cry my brains out and i did pay my respects and all, and i did eat lots of food (too much is more like it) but i'll miss her a lot that i will. But i bet she would want me to be hapy but still thnk of her in my payeres which she will be by the way. But i guess this one has to go to be now i have....no school in the morning and later on when i wake up i'll put a picture on this post ok see ya!
Kamiya~

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Saturday, February 19, 2005


   Feeling a lot better now


this morning when i woke up i felt a whole lot better and i feel so much better too! all the stress that was put on my shoulders is finally gone! my piles of work are finally lwering as i work slowly on them i have maybe like 5 more pages to do then i'm done. because yesterday i had 35 pages of work and half of them were Lang Arts because she always packs us with tons of homework and work to do in class. so i had alot to make up for her. i stayed up until 3 in the morning to finish them and then after i got 10 pages left last night i fell to sleep and know i'm awake and i had like 7 to 8 hours of sleep. The hours that are needed for me to sleep. Because thos past three days i've been sad angry i olny had like 4 hours of sleep whihc didnt help me at all. but i feel soo much better now. And speaking of feeling better i'd give this picture to on of my bestfriends on my Otaku i hope it will make her feel better because she sprained her ankel falling of the stairs wll here it is!



I hope this picture will make her feel better knowing that someone cares for her and that i took the time to do it. My friends name is Karen or her user name Animeanimalgirl. I know i didnt have to do this but i dd anyway! it was fun and easy! ^.^
But today i have to go to my friends Funeral and i have to wear black. Whne her mom found out she was devistated so i'm going to raise money for her so she wont go through such a hard time with money you know what I mean. i miis my friend a lot she was a really good one too...oh and that person who doenst believe me that so be it i dont give a fuckin care...although it does hurt that you dont believe me...well i guess i should go now guys i have lots to do today.
Kamiya~

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Friday, February 18, 2005


   so tired!


Well my days haven’t gotten any better really. I'm still depressed about my friend and it really does hurt. Especially when someone (I have enough self-respect, sense of right and respect towards the person I am about to talk about also not to give out this persons name) doesn’t believe me a friend died. I would never lie about that kind of stuff. Never ever lie about it! No I would not! Still this person has enough never to come and say that. Yes sorry to the person I’m bitching but I’m in a foul mood today! First off I’m about to start the “monthly cycle” crap and it always leaves me like this after a long day of horrible school! But this person doesn’t believe me! If I am “lying” then let me be struck by lightning! I don’t fuckin care because I know I’m not lying at all! Even ask my dear closet friend Renometiger (Erika) my friend died she was there when I went to go see my friend! But I guess I’ll stop being all grouchy at the person and I’ll go on about my day Well first of all I got loads of work to do on the computer and its never going to end. Second of all I have a stupid Choir concert coming up and solo and assemble is coming its way because I’m in it! But yeah lots of crappy things happen I have so much homework to catch up on its not funny! Well I guess I’ll see you later!
Kamiya~

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005


   i really dont know...


(I know it's no Digi Charat)

well things have gotten just a tiny bit better...then things went horribly wrong...well what happened was it was my friend she committed suicide and I feel like I lost a part of my heart. She was really close to me and then she died. That’s why I can't love too much...or bad things happen to them. That’s why I haven’t given David my full trust yet. Because he will get hurt. Until it’s proven I can love and get close again...I can't get attached to people yet, so I’m sorry David, I just can’t give you all my love in my heart. But for now I’ll give you the little love I’m allowed to give you. It’s for yours and my own safety. *sigh* and David I miss you so much...I wish u were here with me. But I guess on the plus side I’ve gotten my new layout done! What does u think? Well my mom is here I have to go!
Kamiya~

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