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Friday, March 24, 2006


Brave Theme
Brave Theme
12/19/05
What if?
What if I didn’t have Thanksgiving at my uncle’s house?
What if they didn’t have multiple litters of kittens?
What if I had spent my time there among the people instead of the cats?
What if I hadn’t returned the outside cat back into the cold?
What if I hadn’t seen the cats fight ferociously over the leftover turkey?
What if I didn’t see a suffering, frozen, suffocating kitten limping, painfully towards the limited food?
What if I didn’t feel sorry for her?
What if I didn’t bring her inside to warm and clean her up?
What if I didn’t do it in secret?
What if I didn’t feed her?
What if I didn’t try to take the food stuck on her sharp teeth out?
What if I didn’t give her something to drink?
What if I didn’t console her?
What if my aunt didn’t find me caring for her?
What if my uncle didn’t come in?
What if I didn’t get so prideful that I offended him in his own house on a holiday?
What if I didn’t cry?
What if I didn’t clean up the rest of the kittens?
What if the FVHA took in barn cats instead of euthanizing them?
What if my uncle didn’t allow us to take one kitten?
What if we didn’t drive so far to “save” one?
What if my cousin didn’t want her and chose the white one?
What if we didn’t take her to the vet?
What if she didn’t have ear mites, lice, dehydration, and infected foot but was the object of health?
What if she didn’t have Feline Leukemia?
What if she didn’t have to die?
What if I never met her, would she have been better off in the cold alive for a time than to die painlessly with an hour of warmth and unconditional love?
What if?

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