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Birthday
• 1988-08-03
Gender
• Female
Location
• The Dark Abyss
Member Since
• 2005-03-24
Occupation
• Soul Stealer
Real Name
• Kamenki, mysterious black cat, Black Kat,

Personal

Achievements
• I can't think of many...okay...i did finish painting a wall in my room...does that count?
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since a particular anime came out...
Favorite Anime
• /manga...#1 Black Cat, *in no order* Fullmetal Alchemist, Fruba, Rurouni Kenshin, Pet shop, DNAngel, InuYasha, YYH, Naruto, Fushigi Yugi, Ceres, Kindachi, Samuri Deeper, Hunter X, Witch Hunter, Wolf's rain, Ranma, That's all I can think of now
Goals
• to BECOME.....*suspence*....an Animal Behaviorist
Hobbies
• I love CATS!!!!
Talents
• What are those?...maybe...sketching...?...wait...I can talk to cats!...not really...

myOtaku.com: Kamenki

Saturday, December 24, 2005

First Free write about Brave
Cia-chan, you might have been wondering what all my free writes have been about lately. Well, now you know and I'll show you them. It's about time I tell someone. Don't feel bad that I didn't tell you. I have my reasons. Don't blame yourself for not figuring it out sooner. I didn't want anyone to know, okay? Anyway, here is my first entry about her. I apologize for gramatical errors etc.

My first “Monday Monologue” on the subject of Brave:
11/28/05

This weekend was horrific. The one person I wanted to save so desperately...I was the cause of her death…she was suffering…could she have fended for herself?...was it better to let her live in all that suffering? Or was euthanasia a humane way to go? What right did I have to kill her? I’m not God! I have no right to take life. She was so innocent…everyone’s favorite…the sweetest angel placed in my heart. August 10 2005-November 26, 2005. How could I? How can I say that I did the right thing? I killed! Not just anyone but the one I tried so hard to save. I hurt others as well. How could I? I brought an already suffering family, looking for hope, back into the despair of another loss; a loss that they chose, a loss unavoidable. Would letting her live be selfish, to ask her to endure more pain? She was out of the cold, yes, but the cancer would take over. There was no hope, right? She couldn’t be saved, right? There was nothing I could do but sign my name for her death, silent death. Her innocent, loving blood upon my hands! My vile, corrupted hands…let her death not be in vain! Show the mourning, the guilt, the pain, the shame, SHOW IT! I deserve her pain. “Brave”, I don’t deserve your forgiveness, nor anyone’s. I am a demon, a sore, informality on the face of an already destroyed race. Take me in her place, spare her, the kitten who smiled amidst her pain, the kitten they loved.

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