Sunday, March 5, 2006

   Theme
Now that everything has turned out okay. Let me introduce the new theme: Black cat! That is indeed Train-kun on the left! KAWAII! He is my favorite! I'm so grateful to HardLuckWoman! I hope she doesn't mind me saying that! Hopefully, I'll be able to "rip" the real song "Caravan" so you can listen to that instead of the annoying midi. I am having some technical difficulties with that. I wouldn't mind some help to figure out how to use the cdex. Thanks to ElvesAteMyRamen, I have one and I'll be able to share the wonderful song. Thanks to both of you and all of you who gave suggestions! I really am grateful for you all! Where would I be without you?...lost indeed...
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Friday, March 3, 2006

   Stupid site...grr....
Just like before, my post didn't show up. It that weren't enough, my new background and profile don't exist. Nothing is working on the otaku! IT"S SO FRUSTRATING! Anyone else having troubles?
**Never Mind, Problem Solved as you can see**
THANK YOU AGAIN HARDLUCKWOMAN!
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

   Stupid site...grr....
For some reason or another, the otaku refuses to change my bg and profile. It's starting to tick me off. So if you see any change please comment because it could be my computer. I mean the icon changed but not the bg. It's a little infuriating!
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

   Thank you
THIS IS A HUGE THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO GAVE SUGGESTIONS TO ADD REAL MUSIC TO MY SITE! THANK YOU ALL! I'll give those methods a try as soon as I can. Until then, enjoy Caravan, midi style!
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Monday, February 27, 2006

   QUESTION!
I want to put real music on the site. Does anyone know a site or a code or anything that I could get a real song not a midi file on here. I have the song I want on a cd if that helps. I really want the real version because it's phenominal! I'd appreciate any help!
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Friday, February 24, 2006

Brave Free write
I don't know if I've posted this free write yet so here it is:
12/05/05
Right now, there are many things I wish I could receive: material and priceless objects. The first thing that I thought of, however, was to have her back. Is that selfish? I guess it is. I want to believe that she’s happy with God but I don’t know. It’s just that: belief. I need to have faith that God is watching over her soul. I’m sure she’s happier than the condition I found her. She was such a beat up kitten. Living on a barn with no one to care for her, much less give her vet care. Her coat was thick and matted; her nose was completely blocked with dirt and hay along with her mouth. She was very thirsty and her left paw was huge, which I thought at first was just a bunch of dirt stuck to it. I started to clean her up, gave her something to eat and drink but the food was too difficult for her to chew. It often was stuck on her sharp teeth. One time, when I tried to take it out, she was so frightened that she bit my thumb. I had hoped that after everything that mark would remain with me my whole life. I even prayed that the pain would too, but unfortunately it didn’t. I help her close to me the first day where my aunt, who was thinking of adopting a kitten walked in. I talked her into helping me rescue all the cats on the farm. I think I got way too emotional and came off as a selfish brat to my uncle (the owner of the farm). But he agreed to let me take them to the FVHA. To my surprise the FVHA refused to take in “barn” cats because of the liability. In my despair, my aunt agreed to take in only one of the kittens. My little cousin chose her: Brave. With all the new cat supplies, we picked her up to take her to her first vet appointment. She was a whiner just like my Phantom. That’s one of the things I loved about her. The vet said she had a bad case of ear mites, lice and worms, which was very typical of kittens and easily cured. What surprised me was that she had Feline Leukemia, like humans it is a cancer of the white blood cells. The vet said that it would be a lot of time and money to have a healthy kitten survive. Brave, however, was suffering so much that the chances of her surviving more than a week were slim. It was a grievous decision but we had to put her to sleep.

12/12/05
I held her in my arms as my cousin stood, crying in the corner. My aunt was wrought with pain and shock. We alternated holding her to say goodbye. She was so warm and calm, so clam that she fell asleep several times in our arms. I was afraid she had died right there although that would have been better on the conscience. I prayed that it could be some other way. And even though I tried so hard to hold it back, when I saw my little cousin holding in her emotions so tightly, I couldn’t help my self: I cried. Of course we didn’t want to hand her over to the vet because we knew that would be the last time we’d see her alive. Eventually, fate had it that it was time for her to go. We gently gave her to the vet, who took her in the back. None of us could bear to see her go. W waited in the room for quite some time; waiting, praying, grieving, crying, blaming, cursing. The vet soon returned with a brown box. We all knew what was in it but dared not mention it for if we did, our sin would overwhelm us. The car ride home was a silent one. I went over to my aunt’s where we buried, poor Brave. I vowed that when spring comes I’ll buy some flowers to plant in her memory but I had a different way to show my respects. I would post a memorial for the first year, a theme dedicated to her from the 24th to the 26th of every month….This I vowed to her and I hope I can keep it for her sake.

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   post
I haven't updated in a while. SO how's everything going? I really don't have a reason to post but I'm just plain bored out of my mind! Sign...CIA COME BACK! *see her chat box for more details*
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

Snow Day!
Yeah, it's a snow day! I thought you all wanted to know. So I'll be bringing in my cats to school on Friday instead of today...YAY! More time to study! I'm not going to fail just yet!
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

   Post at school
No reason to post accept that I can, so HA! I'm at school during my off hour. I'm supposed to be writting a paper but I don't want too...I have to work...Really don't want too...YAY for homework! *sarcasm* If you update your sites past now (4:45pm) I probably won't get to it. I have a habit of checking when I can so If you update around midnight, I'll most likely stop by. Yep, that's how I work. Adíos All!
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Monday, January 30, 2006

Post
I"m on...so I thought I'd post...it's not midnight *my usual post time* but oh well...I have this hour off more or less so I"m at the school computer...yeah...To update on my life, Pepband was a disaster friday night...not only was I late for the game but for half as well! what a pain...Worked all day saturday. It was my parent's anniversery so we went out to eat and saw a laser show...I'm not a huge Led Z. fan but the lasers where sweet. Sunday was a down day but I didn't get much done...I'm sure you all don't really care about the details but you know bordem kicks in.
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