Monday, May 21, 2007

My weekend...
Was very boring..for me at least....ehh..Friday night was fun...we went to pizza afterwards...^-^..ummm..stayed up late Friday night...slept in Sat. day morning..i was suppossed to go to testing but i was too tired...i wasn't testing anyways...Saturday..hmmm..nothing really interesting happened..besides the fact that i slept in till 3:30 in the afternoon..which i've never done before...guess i was really tired, eh? Sunday i tested out the mind control technique my Sensei taught me...it's kinda where you go deep inside yourself and invision yourself in this big black box, when you're inside the box, you slowly shut down all of your emotions untill you feel numb inside...then you open your eyes and your entire body is tingly but, you don't feel anything..nothing...no anger, no sadness, no happiness...it helped...alot.

amv naruto evanescence
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Friday, May 18, 2007

TAA-DAA!!
Krissy is extremely hyper right now..and she's trying not to let anything ruin in...she is hyper because #1-She stole some of the white chocolate chips her dad was saving, this morning and scarfed them down before he could notice....#2-SHE BROKE A BLACK BELT BOARD!!(yeah..i'm gonna be saying that for awhile...^^...).....#3-She had a party in her second hour(i made chocolate baklava...and i saved some for Tony and Tai..heh..Tony and Tai...almost rhymes..)...adns he ate lots of sweet stuff..(which almost always makes her hyper...i had one of those full throttle slushies from sonic...it was SO good but it made me act a little crazy....crazier than normal, at least..^^)...and #4-HER PIANO GOT TUNED!!! Okay..now i have to go because my Asian friend wants me to got with her to eat chips...ehh..
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GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!
Two good things hapenned to me last night...first..i came home and all the stuff on my piano was taken off...i was about to yell when my dad came up behind me and said, "Play it...it got tuned today.." OMG!!! I've been with this piano for three years and it's never been tuned since i've been here...and even when i first started playing, it was badly in need of a tune..i was so excited...but then i had to go to Karate dress rehersal..that was fun...we all hung out afterwards together for like three hours..(we got there at 5:30, left at 9:00...^^;..)...we were practicing our board breaking for the reictal tonight and i decided it was time for me to try the black belt board again..(the first time wasn't so pretty..it was my first time ever breaking baords and i ended up with bruises all the way down my arm....)...this is very important to me because the first time, Glen, an upper belt, said no female has the upper body strength to break the black board with just a straight hammer-fist. Well...last night..after three tries..i finally did it....was so amazed because my hand was already so swollen, i didn't believe i had actually done it at first...i did a victory dance around the dojo while everyone else applauded...and then i went and shoved it in Glen's face..ha...my hand hates me now though...T^T..
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Family genetics....
..are weird, you know? I was thinking today how much i've inheirited from my parents...My dad was an excellent singer...an A-mazing singer...and i'm not just saying that cause i'm his daughter...i barely even know the dude....my dad's brother is an amazing artist..but he only does Native American art...he's really good though....my mom was an awesome violinist and a very good writer before she decided to pick up...uh....other...stuff...and my mom's mom was a very good pianist.....weird, right?
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I was a liar in every debate..i rule the forces that fueled your hate...
Well...went to the orthodonist's yesterday....had a long talk with my mom on the way up there about Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Disco(again...^^..)....got there ten minutes late for my appointment...and then my doc said the magic words..."Let's take 'em off."...so now i am entirely braces free..(thank god...)...even though by the time he was done, my mouth was killin' me...T^T...i've had my braces on for so long that my gums had started to grow over the bands and when he took them out, he ripped out part of my gums...when i looked in the mirror to brush my teeth before he polished them, i had blood on my face and on my nose....no idea how it got on my nose but, it did...then we came home..and my dad told me if i didn't smile at him, he would ground me...so i smiled...then he talked to me about alot of stuff that made me sad....then he told me to calm myself before we went to church...went to church...made a friend angry at me because i couldn't stand to see them cry..when they left, went and cried on my dad's shoulder..ran around the church and hit brick walls until the youth was over...came home, went outside, and screamed till i had no voice left...went inside and was forced to drink a glass of honey tea until i could speak again, and then collapsed exhausted into my bed. Yep..that was my night.
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The Black Halo
Come wind
Come snow
Come winterland
I have resigned myself to death
Come will to show the hidden hand
So I can draw my final breath
You could take me higher
So you said I trusted you
I may be a liar, but betrayer lies on you

I can feel when the journey ends
Final call for a last defense

Darkness come tonight
I have no fear of what you hold
Darkness come alive
You are the stories I've been told

I possess the power
Of survival in the cold
Life is like a flower
As it stumbles out of fall

We all know when our time has come
This is where I will linger on

Darkness come tonight
I have no fear of what you hold
Darkness come alive
You are the stories I've been told

Darkness come tonight
Nothing can take my faith away
Darkness come alive
Life fades to black from silver grey

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Center of the universe
Move slowly
Beyond the colors on my eyes
Move slowly
Into the corners of my mind
Rising like the Pegasus
Each and every one of us
Released
Islands in the sea of dreams
Always searching harmony
And peace

All we find
Reject our mind
Don't you wonder why

If the war by heavens gate released desire
In the line of fire someone must have known
That a human heart demands to be admired
Cause in the Center of the Universe
We are all alone

Show me sign of paradise
A place we all would like to go to
Tell me what to sacrifice
So there a chance for me to want you

All I find
Reject my mind
And I wonder why

If the war by heavens gate released desire
In the line of fire someone must have known
That a human heart demands to be admired
Cause in the Center of the Universe
We are all alone

I have a tale to be told won't you listen tonight
Follow me into the core of the fountain of light
Try to imagine that hope is our ship for the soul
[Over the ocean the quest of your life lies ahead]
Maybe together we'll find there's a place for us all
[Follow the star in your mind, sail along sail along]

Kamelot - Center of the universe (Live)
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Don't say it's love...your fragile hearts feeds my contempt..
Errrggg.....i've been thinking...and i've decided i'm fed-up with all this crap. My nerves are so shot from holding all this stuff in that i'm not gonna be able to take my next belt test...i'd get up there infront of all of my Sensei's and the Grand Master and then collapse. Screw that...now i'll have to wait till school starts back up to take it and now it's gonna take even longer for me to get my black belt....and I AM PISSED.

Tai....Pol....i'm tired of hearing you two fight...you wanna fight, continue it in the privacy of your own pm's...either one of you speaks to ME about it, we will no longer be on speaking terms. And that is my final deciscion. No, i am not mad at either one of you but, hopefully this will put an end to you two fighting cause i am sick of it....

Tony...you probably know this is coming...and you probably already know what i am gonna say....i'm sick of trying to be something i am not for you. If you were anyone else, i'd probably be up in your face right now but, no. Do your parents even know what all is going on right now? Did you even tell them why i wanted to hit Rachel? Have you even told Rachel? Or do they just think i'm some on-the-edge-lunatic from the Children's Home? Well, guess what? I'm sick of you too. Yeah...i did care about you but, you my friend, are a pansy and a liar. The two things i hate the most. If i find out tonight that you still haven't talked to Rachel about all this, then you can consider our friendship over.
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

March of Mephisto by Kamelot
You know just who I am
Don't be so distant
Cause when you're lost
I am solely there to share your grief

Wailing for your sorrow
Is only my way to comfort you
Reminders of innocent youth
Waiting for morrow you're lonely
I name your solitude
I speaketh the truth

Now tell me all about your pain
Down to the detail
Don't say it's love
Your fragile heart feeds my contempt

Wailing for your sorrow
Is only my way to comfort you
Reminders of innocent youth
Waiting for morrow you're lonely
I name your solitude
I speaketh the truth

Chase the heathen call
We belong... you and I
Unison in all you deny

Wailing for your sorrow
Is only my way to comfort you
Reminders of innocent youth
Waiting for morrow you're lonely
I name your solitude
I speaketh the truth

I am the thorn in your side
That seeks accomplishment
Reminding the mortal of death
I am the spore of your pride
An angel heaven sent
The master of all
I am the urge of the flesh.

I really like this song..it's alomst as good as The Haunting...almost...and i like the video too..."Don't say it's love.." My favorite part. *yawns* Today has been really boring for me...really really boring...*sighs* I need something to do...choir was kinda fun...oh..we're doing a project in my english class and as the background to my thingy, i put the lyrics to The Haunting. It looks pretty good, even if i do say so myself....Thursday is dress rehersal for my karate preformance...Friday is the preformance...Saturday is testing for the next belt level..i dunno if i'm gonna do it anymore..none of my sisters are and i'd be a belt level above them...*sighs*..and then that would make them mad...Tony...i miss talking to you like we used to but...i think it's better for you if you stay away from me..i'm not good for the pure little innocent soul your parents are trying so hard to shelter from the world and protect. As for me...heh..i'll still be here...and i will come if ever you need me but...constant contact with me can only mean harm..let's face it..compare your life to what it used to be and what it is now...big difference, right? And most of it has been from my influence..even indirectly..sorry.
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Leave...leave me for now and forever.....leave what you can..
LAST NIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! Allthough my family didn't get to come because they were at Karate practice..T^T...but my old friend Daniel came...he moved but we still e-mail..hmm...WE HAD TO STAND ON THAT STAGE FOREVER!! But we sounded great...(or so my teacher says...)...after everything was over, all the Seniors started crying cause it was our last concert together as a group..it was so sad...but there were some funny parts mixed in...like Damien going the wrong way on stage and having to go all the way back around all by himself..that was funny...exspecially the embarrassed look on his face...priceless...ahh...but we had a good time together...some little old lady sitting on the front row started crying when we sang, "Memory"....after the song was over, we paused between songs so that my teacher could say something to her...uhh..i can't remember what she said but it made the lady smile...Oooo..okay..now i'm off to find a new Kamelot video to put on here..i like the song, "Don't cry"

Kamelot - March of Mephisto
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I like the part in this video where he's trying to lead her off the building..."I'LL GO WITH YOU, KHAN!!".....>-<**
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